@ommani the fear this time was an irrational fear, as the onset and come up felt extended, "what if I keep going and stay stuck wherever I land, never to return? What if I end up permanently like this?" Silly amygdala. 
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Dude, that’s literally the fear that I have all the time with changa/DMT and also with psilocybin when it ramps up. So far, I have a one hundred percent track record of returning to baseline (more or less 
), which I presume has also been the case for you.
), which I presume has also been the case for you.
Voidmatrix
Yes, definitely. But while at baseline we are no longer the same. And while that in itself is not new, these experiences make it seem like a stark contrast in nuanced ways.
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