I can't make so many considerstions. I need to do what's right for me in this muddy world.
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Writing idea: call it the DMT Diary, and let it be experimental, detailing my history with the space, the strands and threads of stream of consciousness throughout
Debating doing 25mg again for pharma, or bumping it up to 30mg
A "whoa" hit of changa
Day 9
now it's time for a break
Day 6: check
4 days in a row with some amount of DMT. Feels good. Also feels good to push the edges on my inhibitions and worries.
Was just thinking about how terrifying it must be to be a raindrop...
Just being me
Just keep getting hit... oh well
Spilled a batch of changa while it was still steeping... first time for everything
When feeling like I'm spinning my wheels, it's important to recognize I'm only getting better.
Um, excuse me! Why the hell did I just catch myself trying to convince and justify to myself my DMT use?! I have no intention to do so today... if anything I'm smoalking harmalas
It happened again... this time while talking to a writer. Just talking about the usual, psychedelics, philosophy etc, and I'm told I need to publish my thoughts and am referred to substack... trying to not be confused
Another step forward to getting in the center full time. I appreciate they recognize that I'm ready (just gotta get administrative tasks under my belt).
Would really like a changa journey, but the intensity of emotion and stress makes me feel that harmalas and cannabis are a better bet.
My oldest companion
Considering revisiting old parts of myself by reading older posts.
Working on what's supposed to be a short story. Sci-fi. Thanks @Blind_Goat
Tonsillitis preventing hyperspacial forays... -
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