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Send those that have an issue with that my way and I'll give them the talk (and by the talk, I mean explaining to them that being douchebags is not the way to go about it!)

I think it's only natural that we endure some sort of struggle through out life. we were never meant to live totally stress free, being stress free means we've stagnated. there's no more drive to progress and learn.

I was thinking earlier today about the depth of the human experience. the full range of emotions and stresses we face regularly.
I hope you're doing well feel free to reach out at any time

Honestly if I was in your life, I would love to know how shit you feel when depression is hitting you at 9am on a Sunday morning, yet again. We could get a coffee, and I would be like, so, tell me Voidmatrix how bleak are you feeling. Hellooooo! hi! yes I'm right here. Gosh. Do you need a back massage or something? You sound so dead omg. Jesus it's 9am you have a whole day ahead of you luv

@NeitherHere What a cool reflection! The emotions make the world completely different for me! It's wild. I literally see differently. In depression, I literally would be so spaced out and dissociated that I wouldn't even SEE objects in front of me. Crazy, how feelings literally see. Infinite emotions available to us, infinite sights, and most of us deal with the same few our entire life.

Well, it is a daily occurrence and yes i do wake up with my depression, sometimes crying as one of the first things that I experience upon awakening, and the inclement difficulty to get out of bed.

However, thank you for the kindness and support. Dunno if I'd be okay burdening you with my shit though.

welp, I'm here if you ever change your mind. Isolation in depression is the slippery slope which we tend to bust our asses on.
Don't be afraid to start a conversation

@🌺🔥🫧 I've noticed that colors begin to lose their vibrancy when I'm depressed and nothing seems interesting. I've experienced legitimately painful moments of boredom because things just don't seem appealing at all. This is where the tryptamines help in resetting those neural pathways

@NeitherHere i was responding to you both, kind souls you are.
The times you're speaking of in your last message is pretty constant for me.

Hence why i intend more psychedelic work for myself.

it will pass, just takes some time, given your current circumstances I'd be surprised if you weren't feeling under the weather.
be safe

Since I've had this for so long, the idea that it will pass doesn't hit me really.

I don't know if it always passes either, since I've heard stories of people who kindof dealt with it their whole life.

But there is so much more to the universe than what we know, imagine, what we believe, and have seen up till now. That's why for depressed people it's good to Get In Touch with what you LIKE. I truly like my puppy and my siblings for example, they are near and dear to my heart.

Something I've come to realize lately is that there are people who are naturally low on serotonin and dopamine, theres a aerious chance that you may have naturally low levels. I opt to augment when i get those extreme or persistent lows

Maybe we can chat, what may work for you might work for me or vice versa i enjoy our chats on philosophy and healing in general