Psikotrope
Rising Star
So, I've been experimenting with spice for a few weeks now after my first attempt at an extraction (Q21Q21's tek). I've probably smoke over 10 times no more than once in a day. Occasionally if I don't get quite to where I want I'll finish off whatever is left in the pipe just to extend the OEV/CEV's.
I've been eagerly trying to break through and have only come close maybe twice. I relate these experiences in my essay post here in the nursery. Well I finally managed to lift off! And I must say it was nothing like anyone elses experiences I've read. Not particularly an experience to outshine everyone elses fine reports. But utterly unique, I guess since it happened to me!
Somehow I knew this was the day. I was listening to dear Mr. McKenna discussing DMT and he related that you get kind of a vibe before you ever smoke and you 'just know'. He said the pyshic energy somehow reaches back in history and thus the trip begins before you ever ingest anything. It was this way for me.
I loaded up some of the fluffy crystaline magic dust into my makeshift pipe (approx 35-40mg) and sandwiched it between a layer of mj ash and fresh mj. I slowly heated it to melt the crystals and then took one slow toke. Didnt get a very large hit. Took another long slow deep toke and midway through I felt the strong hot plastic vapor hit my throat. As soon as it hit my lungs I thought 'oh shit' and quiclky sat down the pipe. I sat back in my bed and I was gone!
How to describe what happened? It's so hard to put into words. It can't be related using conventional language. But I will try to touch upon it. Upon laying back the visual kaliedescope of whirling fractal madness crashed down upon me. Or maybe I crashed into the visual explosion, I don't know.
I immediatley left my body, a thing I only ever experienced previously with Salvia. It wasn't so much that I left my body but more like I forgot I had a physical body. As I began to wonder about my lack of a material body suddenly it was as if every concept I had about my personality and who I was began to fall apart piece by piece. My ego ceased to exist, I ceased to be however something was still there conscious and aware having this bizzare experience.
About the time I was beginning to come to terms with my new existence or lack thereof I suddenly senses another presence in the room and possibly another not quite sure but one for sure. I never actually saw a figure but someone was there. I sort of felt as if before I launched someone was there with me and now I was trying to communicate with them but after a moment I remembered I was alone in my apartment. So this entity I was sensing was from the other side. It was sort of an erry feeling but the but I felt completely save with 'them'.
After the entitied seemed to have left I began to regain my composure, ego, etc. The above can barely even scratch the surface of where I went. I launched into eternity, time stopped, time never existed there. I was there for a millenium but in 'reality' it was maybe 5 minutes. Even after the peak it seemed that the intense OEV's would never end. I think it may have been what I have heard is a 'white-out' where the dose was to large and the biggest memory is white light and later amnesia of what happened.
Not sure but when I peaked the visuals went away, my bedroom dissappeared and I remember mostly radiant whiteness. What I related above was somehow extra-sensory, none of the five senses could grasp it.
Finally a question. After I was back to baseline I lit a cigarette. As I smoked I noticed what I guess was vasoconstriction. I became a little dizzy and though I could feel a deep breath go in I didnt think I was getting enough oxygen. I don't think this was from the tobacco. Has anyone else experienced something similar? Could it be a side effect from the harsh DMT vapor?
Sorry for the long winded post but I had to get that off my chest!
I've been eagerly trying to break through and have only come close maybe twice. I relate these experiences in my essay post here in the nursery. Well I finally managed to lift off! And I must say it was nothing like anyone elses experiences I've read. Not particularly an experience to outshine everyone elses fine reports. But utterly unique, I guess since it happened to me!
Somehow I knew this was the day. I was listening to dear Mr. McKenna discussing DMT and he related that you get kind of a vibe before you ever smoke and you 'just know'. He said the pyshic energy somehow reaches back in history and thus the trip begins before you ever ingest anything. It was this way for me.
I loaded up some of the fluffy crystaline magic dust into my makeshift pipe (approx 35-40mg) and sandwiched it between a layer of mj ash and fresh mj. I slowly heated it to melt the crystals and then took one slow toke. Didnt get a very large hit. Took another long slow deep toke and midway through I felt the strong hot plastic vapor hit my throat. As soon as it hit my lungs I thought 'oh shit' and quiclky sat down the pipe. I sat back in my bed and I was gone!
How to describe what happened? It's so hard to put into words. It can't be related using conventional language. But I will try to touch upon it. Upon laying back the visual kaliedescope of whirling fractal madness crashed down upon me. Or maybe I crashed into the visual explosion, I don't know.
I immediatley left my body, a thing I only ever experienced previously with Salvia. It wasn't so much that I left my body but more like I forgot I had a physical body. As I began to wonder about my lack of a material body suddenly it was as if every concept I had about my personality and who I was began to fall apart piece by piece. My ego ceased to exist, I ceased to be however something was still there conscious and aware having this bizzare experience.
About the time I was beginning to come to terms with my new existence or lack thereof I suddenly senses another presence in the room and possibly another not quite sure but one for sure. I never actually saw a figure but someone was there. I sort of felt as if before I launched someone was there with me and now I was trying to communicate with them but after a moment I remembered I was alone in my apartment. So this entity I was sensing was from the other side. It was sort of an erry feeling but the but I felt completely save with 'them'.
After the entitied seemed to have left I began to regain my composure, ego, etc. The above can barely even scratch the surface of where I went. I launched into eternity, time stopped, time never existed there. I was there for a millenium but in 'reality' it was maybe 5 minutes. Even after the peak it seemed that the intense OEV's would never end. I think it may have been what I have heard is a 'white-out' where the dose was to large and the biggest memory is white light and later amnesia of what happened.
Not sure but when I peaked the visuals went away, my bedroom dissappeared and I remember mostly radiant whiteness. What I related above was somehow extra-sensory, none of the five senses could grasp it.
Finally a question. After I was back to baseline I lit a cigarette. As I smoked I noticed what I guess was vasoconstriction. I became a little dizzy and though I could feel a deep breath go in I didnt think I was getting enough oxygen. I don't think this was from the tobacco. Has anyone else experienced something similar? Could it be a side effect from the harsh DMT vapor?
Sorry for the long winded post but I had to get that off my chest!
