hey guys so listen I am still very new to the dmt thing how ever I would like to experience what I have seen so far and I would like to know some stuff about what you have seen. Mainly I would like to focus on what was your first experience seeing/interacting with a entity....
So I have been going slowly SOFAR all other things that make you trip I always had a respect for but for some reason with dmt the respect is there of course but there was some fear (wich after my last trip I have let go of so I am curious how the next 1 will be)…I think this fear came from being away from things for so long and never experiencing dmt…..when I was younger I played with everything I could get my hands on and eventually 1 drug took over my life completely and changed me into something I wasn't I removed myself totally I had to. that lasted for 10 years I will never go back to certain things but with trips its different and I think intent plays a huge part ( I don't go to clubs ect I don't withdraw myself from loved ones or hurt people to get it) so coming back to things like mushrooms ect I had a knowledge what it would be like DMT was not the case and fear also comes from reading others experiences for example I have never had a entity "do surgery on me to show me something" however anyway I am getting a lil off topic but I think this goes to show my mind state going in wich we all know is extremely important with these things. So what this is about is I want to know 1 what was your experience with the 1st entity....2 have you interacted with the SAME entity over and over. 3 how many entity's have you met....
OK so for me getting my feet wet the 1st one I don't think I "met" him (and yes it was deffinitly a masculine feeling it had) it was more of I was watching him do what he does. It was almost like he just wanted to show me who he was (wich was a EXCELENT introduction) he was beautiful made of light in all colors he appreared to be sitting and was playing a flute like instrument although I couldnt hear his music BUT I had my own music playing so maybe that drowned it out. But not only was he made of collored lights but somehow he seemed to control the collored geometric patterns that was immediately around him wich seemed much brighter colored than the patterns in the background. as I was coming down I felt the need to try and talk to him. asking him to reveal himself to me again and telling him he was the first one I have met and also telling him I want to learn more about him first before I go on to discover others. This had a profound influence on the next trip. and ok I have been ok with explaining this so far but its very hard always has been for me to explain the "feelings" and thoughts you get and understand while your there but seem to forget when you come back. so I wont go into details of the next trips as I don't think I could convey it the right way but I had met him again and each time he seemed to teach me more about himself (just as I asked
) each time he did more than just sit and play this flute it seemed he showed me himself more and more each time standing up so i could see more of him, i was eventually able to hear some of his music it was very low and kinda apeared and disapeared. this went on for a few trips eventually i started feeling his feelings there was no ill intent in him that i could see. This was HUGE for letting go of that fear i talked about earlier. however i havent met any other beings yet and honestly i am not sure if i want to yet i feel like he is the 1 that presented himself to me and i felt safe with him so i want to learn more about him before moving on. now i am not sure if that will actually happen or if others will project themselves towards me as well only time will tell.
so i really want to know about the first entiey's you have met have you met the same one over and over or was it a differnt one each time? and how was the experience can you explain it? i am sure most can explain it better than me...even when not on a trip putting my thoughts to paper is extremely hard for me! alwasy has been notice i dont use punctuation much my thoughts are run on sentences and i use "....." alot to seperate thoughts but i can write with punctuation but it takes me forever to do that! So i hope you guys dont have too hard of a time trying to read my writing!
So I have been going slowly SOFAR all other things that make you trip I always had a respect for but for some reason with dmt the respect is there of course but there was some fear (wich after my last trip I have let go of so I am curious how the next 1 will be)…I think this fear came from being away from things for so long and never experiencing dmt…..when I was younger I played with everything I could get my hands on and eventually 1 drug took over my life completely and changed me into something I wasn't I removed myself totally I had to. that lasted for 10 years I will never go back to certain things but with trips its different and I think intent plays a huge part ( I don't go to clubs ect I don't withdraw myself from loved ones or hurt people to get it) so coming back to things like mushrooms ect I had a knowledge what it would be like DMT was not the case and fear also comes from reading others experiences for example I have never had a entity "do surgery on me to show me something" however anyway I am getting a lil off topic but I think this goes to show my mind state going in wich we all know is extremely important with these things. So what this is about is I want to know 1 what was your experience with the 1st entity....2 have you interacted with the SAME entity over and over. 3 how many entity's have you met....
OK so for me getting my feet wet the 1st one I don't think I "met" him (and yes it was deffinitly a masculine feeling it had) it was more of I was watching him do what he does. It was almost like he just wanted to show me who he was (wich was a EXCELENT introduction) he was beautiful made of light in all colors he appreared to be sitting and was playing a flute like instrument although I couldnt hear his music BUT I had my own music playing so maybe that drowned it out. But not only was he made of collored lights but somehow he seemed to control the collored geometric patterns that was immediately around him wich seemed much brighter colored than the patterns in the background. as I was coming down I felt the need to try and talk to him. asking him to reveal himself to me again and telling him he was the first one I have met and also telling him I want to learn more about him first before I go on to discover others. This had a profound influence on the next trip. and ok I have been ok with explaining this so far but its very hard always has been for me to explain the "feelings" and thoughts you get and understand while your there but seem to forget when you come back. so I wont go into details of the next trips as I don't think I could convey it the right way but I had met him again and each time he seemed to teach me more about himself (just as I asked
) each time he did more than just sit and play this flute it seemed he showed me himself more and more each time standing up so i could see more of him, i was eventually able to hear some of his music it was very low and kinda apeared and disapeared. this went on for a few trips eventually i started feeling his feelings there was no ill intent in him that i could see. This was HUGE for letting go of that fear i talked about earlier. however i havent met any other beings yet and honestly i am not sure if i want to yet i feel like he is the 1 that presented himself to me and i felt safe with him so i want to learn more about him before moving on. now i am not sure if that will actually happen or if others will project themselves towards me as well only time will tell.so i really want to know about the first entiey's you have met have you met the same one over and over or was it a differnt one each time? and how was the experience can you explain it? i am sure most can explain it better than me...even when not on a trip putting my thoughts to paper is extremely hard for me! alwasy has been notice i dont use punctuation much my thoughts are run on sentences and i use "....." alot to seperate thoughts but i can write with punctuation but it takes me forever to do that! So i hope you guys dont have too hard of a time trying to read my writing!