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1st Experience and a breakthrough on the first hit.

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Canvas

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Beautiful.

I want to first thank all of the people on this forum for sharing your knowledge as my first experience was one I will remember until I die.

After much reading and reviews I went with the Classic Vapor Genie and after pre-heating the ceramic element for 5-10 seconds, a slow inhale, and holding my breath for 30 seconds it began to creep in with a deafening ring...I took another huge breath subconsciously(pipe was on my side) and the second I exhaled...

This happened in microseconds it seems... My first vision (w/ eyes open as I was quite scared)was my bedroom walls breaking down into octagonal pieces to the left and right, beginning to spin to a central point and then...

BLAST OFF.

I was transported into a all white waiting room with people of all nations looking down at me. At this point my brain fought what I was seeing, wanted to freak out and while I couldn't get into my body, I somehow managed to opened my eyes, saw my room in a heavy mist of objects and then was immediately transported to a being showing me a scene I will never forget.

The being had me in front of a frame that had all matter transforming into anything and everything and just starred at the matter transforming wanting me to look. I gazed into the frame and felt the incredible power behind everything I was seeing. I felt I was being shown a brands advertisement in a way and I wanted to reject it. Once I understood what I was seeing and that everything is one and the only brand is life, I was shot back into my body and couldn't stop smiling for 10 minutes after.

The separation from my body was one of the scariest things I have experienced and really an experience that now has me on a path of questioning and fixing my issues with needing control over everything in my life.

The immense insight and therapy for developing myself into better person I see coming from this wonderful and natural compound, makes me an incredibly happy and optimistic guy.

Canvas
 
Cheers! :D

Thanks for sharing it sounds like an amazing experience in the DMT mind-blowing fashion. My first time experiencing the seperation of consciousness was absolutely terrifying, I do believe it is the strongest fear I have ever felt. I feared for my life! I didn't know I could do that without harm! It has since led me on a similar path which, dare I say it, I have found very enlightening (revealing of a truer nature, whatever).

Best wishes to you
 
Great post Canvas! not too many first time attempting DMT do people get a wonderfully experienced breakthrough. What are your intentions from here on out, will you go back again?
 
MooshyPeaches said:
Great post Canvas! not too many first time attempting DMT do people get a wonderfully experienced breakthrough. What are your intentions from here on out, will you go back again?


Thanks Mooshy!

I am setting up for my second go after dinner tonight. I am still trying to figure out my optimal dose and figuring out what apparatus is the most efficient. So far I have used the CVG but feel I am dosing too low as my duration for the first go was 1.5 minutes. I am not sure I like the design either as I can't see the smoke and I am not sure when its going to blast me off.

After a bit of thought, trial and error, and some sushi... I am going to design a piece specifically for DMT that will be either manual via lighter or electric. I will be posting my design soon once its more than just an idea. I have off till the 3rd and plan to have something up possibly tomorrow.
 
I'm glad to hear that your first experience went so well. I have seen those ever changing shapes as well just to say you're in for 1 amazing ridE. Happy journeys fellow nexian
 
Cogratulations Canvas! My first breakthrough was so terrifying that I had to abort it. I felt like I was loosing my life, so I begun to fight for my life,and I say to myself at that moment__how stupid I am,I killing myself!___,and that was too much for me ,so I made my best effort to stay in THIS reality. I remenber myself holding my dog`s neck in one hand and a cushion in the other and trying to focus my mind in feeling and touching the objects around me . Was so scared,but I think it was this way because I was alone,I mean without a sitter,and I just couln`t release my soul from my ego. So,as you achieve a nice experince at first atempt,I´m happy for you.
Considering the method of smoking Spice,I found the Glass VG the best option.It is a fine product that DMT deserves!
Hope to see you soon around here.
Namasté
 
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