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Rising Star
Preliminary:
I had discovered DMT a few months earlier and was fascinated by the experience reports I had read online. After a frantic month of research and digesting all information I could I decided I had to try some. As many other people have already found out, this is a very rare compound and virtually impossible to find, after doing even more research I discovered info on how to synthesize it myself at home. I acquired the “Mimosa Hostiles Root Bark”, which was easy to find online, and proceeded to gather all the supplies I would need. For those people out there that really want to try it, I recommend making your own, I’m no chemist but the instructions were straight forward and the whole process was not overly complex at all. (Used Nomans extraction Tek: DMT for the masses, google it).
DOES IT WORK:
After finally making it through the extraction phase, (had to make 3-200 gram batches to finally get finished product because of some problems, but I learned more and became more comfortable with the process as a result). So finally I have a 5 gram vile of off white slightly yellow DMT crystals, only one problem no scale. I was curious about whether the crystals actually worked or not, so as I saw described online I sprinkled a small amount of DMT over a small amount of pot in a pin joint. Hoping this would just be enough to taste, I smoked half the joint. I noticed a frequency/tone in my ears that was rising slowly and also a feeling of pressure, like I just inhaled some helium or something, hearing seemed to be clearer despite the tone, and visually color seemed to deepen and sharpen a bit and everything seemed to tilt ever so slightly. These effects seemed to persist for about ten minutes and then the tone and the feeling subsided and I was left in a happy and light mood. Test a success the DMT worked, something different happened there, that wasn’t pot...
First Dose 20mg:
My sister had come over to be my trip sitter and keep an eye on me while I was gone. I had prepared everything as described online, quiet surrounding (everyone was out of the house), unplugged the fan, unplugged the phone and locked all the doors to make sure we were not disturbed. I weighed out 20mg and proceeded to melt the crystals into the steel wool, (using “the machine” to smoke with), and the crystals liquefied and disappeared into the pipe. Now the moment of truth, I tried to remain calm but was apprehensive about what was about to happen. I proceeded to light the end of “the machine” and a thick white creamy smoke began pouring into the pipe, I filled my lungs as full as I could and held it for ten seconds, I was amazed at how smooth the smoke was and although I could taste the burnt plastic taste it was very bearable and not bad at all. I exhaled and proceeded to take my second inhale, all the while this frequency/tone was getting louder and louder. I did not see the bright sparkling wonder that others have described but a darker barely perceivable circular pattern, and a weird almost electric shock type of phasing out of reality. I laid back on the couch and closed my eyes, as hard as I tried I could not get a clear image of these circular patterns, they were vague and dark. At about the same time this weird delay/repeat thing was going on and it seemed that all ideas or things that have been important to me lately were swirling around in my head and repeating over and over in a weird way. I found this sensation very strange and alien and forcibly tried to extract myself from there, I sat up opened my eyes and everything started returning to normal slowly. It was a VERY strange feeling and unlike others, I did not see the beautiful geometric patterns upon entering the trip or leaving the trip. I was a little disturbed by the experience, but because other people were waiting for my report before deciding whether to try it themselves I felt compelled to try again, to go deeper so I could return with a report encompassing the whole experience. I decided to wait an hour to get it out of my system and then try again with a 45mg dose.
Second Dose 45mg:
After weighing the crystals and melting them into the pipe I was ready for a second try, as I was a little weirded out with the feeling of somebody watching me I decided to go to my bedroom and left my sister in the next room, I figured she would be within ear shot if I needed to call out for her. I sat on the bed and straightened the pillow and the sheets and sat on the edge of the bed ready to go. I lit the end of “the machine” and once again watched as thick white fluffy smoke rushed into the pipe, the first draw almost caused me to cough, not because it was harsh but it was just very, very thick this time, I counted to ten in my head then exhaled and took one more pull, amazingly twice the previous dose easily vaporised in two lungfulls and I was off. This time was similar to my last dose only much stronger, once again that weird frequency was getting louder and louder and the feeling of this reality phasing out was strong and overpowering. It was VERY,VERY, weird, you can read stories that talk about how strange and alien this place feels but nothing can prepare you for this, this was truly the weirdest most bizarre experience I’ve ever had. I could perceive some low level fractal patterns but the bright colourful patterns I’ve read about were not there. It was a feeling that something very strange was occurring and I was becoming scared. Suddenly I was pulled away somewhere in this big void of darkness, and the place where I started shrunk down into a tiny point of light and disappeared. I have read stories about this but actually experiencing it was terrifying almost everything I knew became very small and far off, my life and the world seemed to fade away like a vague dream and I was here now. In front of me in the darkness appeared what looked like multiple lights and stars like a distorted view of a space picture. The vision filled my entire field of view and then as if squeezed by giant hands the view was compressed as the left and right were squeezed together and the top and bottom were squeezed together, leaving what appeared to me as a compressed universe and then it was tilted front to back as if to give me a 3-d perspective on it. It was as if it was composed of some kind of jello substance and I could see individual ripples or vibrations traveling everywhere through this stuff. Immediately I felt some kind of presence, not there beside me but a part of this whole place where I was, and I heard in my head, “THIS IS ALL THERE IS”, quite frankly I was terrified at this point but tried to calm myself down, I know they say tell yourself, “it’s okay you won’t die”, or “it’s okay you’ll be back in five or ten minutes”, but when you are immersed in this alien, weird, bizarre place it is little consolation at the time. I decided to try some things, as at that point in time I was positive I was not going to ever do DMT again. I tried to focus, and thought in my head, “I am going to win the lottery jackpot”, I could see my thought leave me and saw a ripple move away from me in this galactic stuff, after a short time a saw a ripple come back and heard in my own voice, “I am going to win the lottery jackpot”, at the same moment I felt this Omni present being say, “it doesn’t matter”. I then thought, “what is this place”, once again I saw a ripple leave again and then come back and again in my own voice, “what is this place” and again I felt the being say, “it doesn’t matter”. I immediately became a little disorientated and panic began to set in, I began to think of everything, family, my life, the world, all of it came back, “it doesn’t matter”. Finally I calmed down a bit again and tried one more thing, my mom had passed away in 1998 and I wanted to see if I could contact her, at this point I thought in my head, “where is my mom”, and instead of repeating what I thought, I heard a male voice that was not my own reply, “WHAT IS MOM”, at that point I began to think about my mom and in front of me appeared what looked like 2 foot by 3 foot pictures of my mom, maybe twenty or more appearing spaced out and overlapping each other flashing by quickly, however no reply to my question. At this point I became disorientated and fearful again and I opened my eyes to try to get out of this place, I saw low level fractal patterns all over my ceiling moving around, but saw two points that were bright and remained stationary, I perceived them as eyes and felt that someone was there but got no feelings one way or the other as to who it could be, just a presence watching me. I closed my eyes again and thought I want to go back there, (meaning home and normal reality), the reply I heard was, “there is here, there is no there”, to try to comfort myself I pictured in my mind, my bedroom and tried to picture every detail, suddenly I was back and as I began to get off my bed to tell my sister about the horror I just felt, my room was gone again and I was back looking at all that is again, again I heard the voice, “there is here, there is no there”, this happened to me four times before on the final time I was back. It’s interesting to note that during the final stages when I was trying to get back I was thinking, “this place is bad, I can’t let people come here”, and as I was picturing telling people about the horror and it was bad, the voice was telling me, “there is no good or bad, there just is”. Finally on my last attempt I sensed that the entity not unlike a concerned parent with a toddler gently pushed on my back and said gently and with no anger, “go now, if that’s where you want to be, go there”, and I felt myself return to reality for the final time. I saw low key visual disturbances upon returning and felt that the entity was trying to tell me, “For you it was never about the actual trip, it was about the research and work leading up to the experience and the telling of the story after the experience”. I have decided to continue my experiments but to do more trips at the 20mg level to try to get a footing over there before ever trying a big dose again. To those who venture into this realm on a regular basis I have gained a new found respect and admiration for you, you are truly brave people, the audio and video aspects are bearable, but the completely bizarre and alien feeling of this space was too much for me to handle. To people who haven’t gone yet I advise caution, all of these stories and the people that tell them and the planet and reality we live in are a million miles away when you are in that space and there is only you . It is a very strange feeling when all you are and everything you know is a distant, fading memory, when the dream becomes reality and reality becomes a dream.
If anybody has any tips for not freaking out when you get over there, or as to why I didn't see the dazzling brilliant visuals when I went there I would appreciate a comment, I am still deciding on whether to go back or not. Thanks :shock:
I had discovered DMT a few months earlier and was fascinated by the experience reports I had read online. After a frantic month of research and digesting all information I could I decided I had to try some. As many other people have already found out, this is a very rare compound and virtually impossible to find, after doing even more research I discovered info on how to synthesize it myself at home. I acquired the “Mimosa Hostiles Root Bark”, which was easy to find online, and proceeded to gather all the supplies I would need. For those people out there that really want to try it, I recommend making your own, I’m no chemist but the instructions were straight forward and the whole process was not overly complex at all. (Used Nomans extraction Tek: DMT for the masses, google it).
DOES IT WORK:
After finally making it through the extraction phase, (had to make 3-200 gram batches to finally get finished product because of some problems, but I learned more and became more comfortable with the process as a result). So finally I have a 5 gram vile of off white slightly yellow DMT crystals, only one problem no scale. I was curious about whether the crystals actually worked or not, so as I saw described online I sprinkled a small amount of DMT over a small amount of pot in a pin joint. Hoping this would just be enough to taste, I smoked half the joint. I noticed a frequency/tone in my ears that was rising slowly and also a feeling of pressure, like I just inhaled some helium or something, hearing seemed to be clearer despite the tone, and visually color seemed to deepen and sharpen a bit and everything seemed to tilt ever so slightly. These effects seemed to persist for about ten minutes and then the tone and the feeling subsided and I was left in a happy and light mood. Test a success the DMT worked, something different happened there, that wasn’t pot...
First Dose 20mg:
My sister had come over to be my trip sitter and keep an eye on me while I was gone. I had prepared everything as described online, quiet surrounding (everyone was out of the house), unplugged the fan, unplugged the phone and locked all the doors to make sure we were not disturbed. I weighed out 20mg and proceeded to melt the crystals into the steel wool, (using “the machine” to smoke with), and the crystals liquefied and disappeared into the pipe. Now the moment of truth, I tried to remain calm but was apprehensive about what was about to happen. I proceeded to light the end of “the machine” and a thick white creamy smoke began pouring into the pipe, I filled my lungs as full as I could and held it for ten seconds, I was amazed at how smooth the smoke was and although I could taste the burnt plastic taste it was very bearable and not bad at all. I exhaled and proceeded to take my second inhale, all the while this frequency/tone was getting louder and louder. I did not see the bright sparkling wonder that others have described but a darker barely perceivable circular pattern, and a weird almost electric shock type of phasing out of reality. I laid back on the couch and closed my eyes, as hard as I tried I could not get a clear image of these circular patterns, they were vague and dark. At about the same time this weird delay/repeat thing was going on and it seemed that all ideas or things that have been important to me lately were swirling around in my head and repeating over and over in a weird way. I found this sensation very strange and alien and forcibly tried to extract myself from there, I sat up opened my eyes and everything started returning to normal slowly. It was a VERY strange feeling and unlike others, I did not see the beautiful geometric patterns upon entering the trip or leaving the trip. I was a little disturbed by the experience, but because other people were waiting for my report before deciding whether to try it themselves I felt compelled to try again, to go deeper so I could return with a report encompassing the whole experience. I decided to wait an hour to get it out of my system and then try again with a 45mg dose.
Second Dose 45mg:
After weighing the crystals and melting them into the pipe I was ready for a second try, as I was a little weirded out with the feeling of somebody watching me I decided to go to my bedroom and left my sister in the next room, I figured she would be within ear shot if I needed to call out for her. I sat on the bed and straightened the pillow and the sheets and sat on the edge of the bed ready to go. I lit the end of “the machine” and once again watched as thick white fluffy smoke rushed into the pipe, the first draw almost caused me to cough, not because it was harsh but it was just very, very thick this time, I counted to ten in my head then exhaled and took one more pull, amazingly twice the previous dose easily vaporised in two lungfulls and I was off. This time was similar to my last dose only much stronger, once again that weird frequency was getting louder and louder and the feeling of this reality phasing out was strong and overpowering. It was VERY,VERY, weird, you can read stories that talk about how strange and alien this place feels but nothing can prepare you for this, this was truly the weirdest most bizarre experience I’ve ever had. I could perceive some low level fractal patterns but the bright colourful patterns I’ve read about were not there. It was a feeling that something very strange was occurring and I was becoming scared. Suddenly I was pulled away somewhere in this big void of darkness, and the place where I started shrunk down into a tiny point of light and disappeared. I have read stories about this but actually experiencing it was terrifying almost everything I knew became very small and far off, my life and the world seemed to fade away like a vague dream and I was here now. In front of me in the darkness appeared what looked like multiple lights and stars like a distorted view of a space picture. The vision filled my entire field of view and then as if squeezed by giant hands the view was compressed as the left and right were squeezed together and the top and bottom were squeezed together, leaving what appeared to me as a compressed universe and then it was tilted front to back as if to give me a 3-d perspective on it. It was as if it was composed of some kind of jello substance and I could see individual ripples or vibrations traveling everywhere through this stuff. Immediately I felt some kind of presence, not there beside me but a part of this whole place where I was, and I heard in my head, “THIS IS ALL THERE IS”, quite frankly I was terrified at this point but tried to calm myself down, I know they say tell yourself, “it’s okay you won’t die”, or “it’s okay you’ll be back in five or ten minutes”, but when you are immersed in this alien, weird, bizarre place it is little consolation at the time. I decided to try some things, as at that point in time I was positive I was not going to ever do DMT again. I tried to focus, and thought in my head, “I am going to win the lottery jackpot”, I could see my thought leave me and saw a ripple move away from me in this galactic stuff, after a short time a saw a ripple come back and heard in my own voice, “I am going to win the lottery jackpot”, at the same moment I felt this Omni present being say, “it doesn’t matter”. I then thought, “what is this place”, once again I saw a ripple leave again and then come back and again in my own voice, “what is this place” and again I felt the being say, “it doesn’t matter”. I immediately became a little disorientated and panic began to set in, I began to think of everything, family, my life, the world, all of it came back, “it doesn’t matter”. Finally I calmed down a bit again and tried one more thing, my mom had passed away in 1998 and I wanted to see if I could contact her, at this point I thought in my head, “where is my mom”, and instead of repeating what I thought, I heard a male voice that was not my own reply, “WHAT IS MOM”, at that point I began to think about my mom and in front of me appeared what looked like 2 foot by 3 foot pictures of my mom, maybe twenty or more appearing spaced out and overlapping each other flashing by quickly, however no reply to my question. At this point I became disorientated and fearful again and I opened my eyes to try to get out of this place, I saw low level fractal patterns all over my ceiling moving around, but saw two points that were bright and remained stationary, I perceived them as eyes and felt that someone was there but got no feelings one way or the other as to who it could be, just a presence watching me. I closed my eyes again and thought I want to go back there, (meaning home and normal reality), the reply I heard was, “there is here, there is no there”, to try to comfort myself I pictured in my mind, my bedroom and tried to picture every detail, suddenly I was back and as I began to get off my bed to tell my sister about the horror I just felt, my room was gone again and I was back looking at all that is again, again I heard the voice, “there is here, there is no there”, this happened to me four times before on the final time I was back. It’s interesting to note that during the final stages when I was trying to get back I was thinking, “this place is bad, I can’t let people come here”, and as I was picturing telling people about the horror and it was bad, the voice was telling me, “there is no good or bad, there just is”. Finally on my last attempt I sensed that the entity not unlike a concerned parent with a toddler gently pushed on my back and said gently and with no anger, “go now, if that’s where you want to be, go there”, and I felt myself return to reality for the final time. I saw low key visual disturbances upon returning and felt that the entity was trying to tell me, “For you it was never about the actual trip, it was about the research and work leading up to the experience and the telling of the story after the experience”. I have decided to continue my experiments but to do more trips at the 20mg level to try to get a footing over there before ever trying a big dose again. To those who venture into this realm on a regular basis I have gained a new found respect and admiration for you, you are truly brave people, the audio and video aspects are bearable, but the completely bizarre and alien feeling of this space was too much for me to handle. To people who haven’t gone yet I advise caution, all of these stories and the people that tell them and the planet and reality we live in are a million miles away when you are in that space and there is only you . It is a very strange feeling when all you are and everything you know is a distant, fading memory, when the dream becomes reality and reality becomes a dream.
If anybody has any tips for not freaking out when you get over there, or as to why I didn't see the dazzling brilliant visuals when I went there I would appreciate a comment, I am still deciding on whether to go back or not. Thanks :shock: