TronsMarbles
Rising Star
Hello fellow pieces!!! Wow, what can one really say after ones first dive in the pool, no amount of preparation can prepare you for the experience....simply incredible.... So my pal narrated the following to me...
"First there was the sound, a rising pitch like the ringing one has in the ears (tinnitus), but it "wobbled" until it became more and more pristinely clear,(Imagine one of those things in the mall [big plastic yellow cone thing for money donations] where your quarters spiral downwards in tighter and tighter circles, combined with the Doppler effect until this sound/pitch reaches maximum resonance and becomes a solid tone...... At this moment every cell in my body was at a fever pitch of intensity....time slowed...and simply stopped.....then i simply phased out....and phased back in to a new space.... This new space reminded me of neon digital circuitry...(I gazed at my arm and say it covered in electric undulating geometric symmetries that streamed along my body and reminded me of the Tron outfits...) There was a female presence in the left of my perception, who gave me the sensations of mother or Matron, she emitted a sense of "game over" a sense that all I had ever known and ever done was wholly fabricated to reach this particular moment... She and the male presence were guiding me, and seeing if i knew the "forms"(a energetic system that ties itself to itself dynamically,achieving superconductive qualities, i.e. loss less and infinite)(i imaging this as two intersected figure eights drawn in one motion), they whispered their encouragement as well as pointers as to how to more properly focus myself into that space...sort of like holding a disciplined mental gaze...They were getting very excited...they thought that I was "going to do it" this implied working up enough momentum and properly maneuvering it for it(Me?) to permanently sustain awareness and will in that environment...I felt like I could do this, It was like maintaining a constant Mantra...(kind of like the self-realized Neo in later matrix movies, but important to note that all beings on this plane were at least at this level of awareness) Part of me felt like I stood up and went forward into this new world i had just become part of...but I could see the room that my physical eyes were staring at as a tiny little window somewhere in my mind and it started to draw me in, I felt attached to it, emotionally and sentimentally... It was child's play....but it was mine... [I felt every shaping event that had happened to me, from being into the womb all the way till that moment when I was suddenly pushing the bowl desperately into my sitters hands before I disappeared...]I was suddenly aware in my mind of the people that had helped shape me, and felt them vibrate wherever they were in reality/space in response to my attention. I thanked them. I Loved them, I Loved all of them, they were all me, you were all me, you were all aspects of myself, there was the sensation of an artist who is not quite proud of his work because he is personally attached to the sensations imbued into the creation of it....and there was a sense of consolation....a feeling of "but It's Nice..." There was a sense that we (In that state of fully realized lucidity) are capable of creating anything....but the only things that exists, are those things that we have brought into creation...thus all experiences are necessary for the creation of newer and more novel conceptualizations.....there was also the sensation that from the point of Godhead, I/we are all alone and all that exists, and thus I\we have fractalized our perception in order to experience ourselves...."
TM
P.S. I Love you...for Everything!
"First there was the sound, a rising pitch like the ringing one has in the ears (tinnitus), but it "wobbled" until it became more and more pristinely clear,(Imagine one of those things in the mall [big plastic yellow cone thing for money donations] where your quarters spiral downwards in tighter and tighter circles, combined with the Doppler effect until this sound/pitch reaches maximum resonance and becomes a solid tone...... At this moment every cell in my body was at a fever pitch of intensity....time slowed...and simply stopped.....then i simply phased out....and phased back in to a new space.... This new space reminded me of neon digital circuitry...(I gazed at my arm and say it covered in electric undulating geometric symmetries that streamed along my body and reminded me of the Tron outfits...) There was a female presence in the left of my perception, who gave me the sensations of mother or Matron, she emitted a sense of "game over" a sense that all I had ever known and ever done was wholly fabricated to reach this particular moment... She and the male presence were guiding me, and seeing if i knew the "forms"(a energetic system that ties itself to itself dynamically,achieving superconductive qualities, i.e. loss less and infinite)(i imaging this as two intersected figure eights drawn in one motion), they whispered their encouragement as well as pointers as to how to more properly focus myself into that space...sort of like holding a disciplined mental gaze...They were getting very excited...they thought that I was "going to do it" this implied working up enough momentum and properly maneuvering it for it(Me?) to permanently sustain awareness and will in that environment...I felt like I could do this, It was like maintaining a constant Mantra...(kind of like the self-realized Neo in later matrix movies, but important to note that all beings on this plane were at least at this level of awareness) Part of me felt like I stood up and went forward into this new world i had just become part of...but I could see the room that my physical eyes were staring at as a tiny little window somewhere in my mind and it started to draw me in, I felt attached to it, emotionally and sentimentally... It was child's play....but it was mine... [I felt every shaping event that had happened to me, from being into the womb all the way till that moment when I was suddenly pushing the bowl desperately into my sitters hands before I disappeared...]I was suddenly aware in my mind of the people that had helped shape me, and felt them vibrate wherever they were in reality/space in response to my attention. I thanked them. I Loved them, I Loved all of them, they were all me, you were all me, you were all aspects of myself, there was the sensation of an artist who is not quite proud of his work because he is personally attached to the sensations imbued into the creation of it....and there was a sense of consolation....a feeling of "but It's Nice..." There was a sense that we (In that state of fully realized lucidity) are capable of creating anything....but the only things that exists, are those things that we have brought into creation...thus all experiences are necessary for the creation of newer and more novel conceptualizations.....there was also the sensation that from the point of Godhead, I/we are all alone and all that exists, and thus I\we have fractalized our perception in order to experience ourselves...."
TM
P.S. I Love you...for Everything!
