I usually dont write trip reports anymore but this was so extraordinary (as if dmt is never NOT extraordinary, haha, but still..), I had to share...
I laid in bed, loaded the genie with the usual dose, took those 4 hits.. Now, I usually dont make much preparation or rital but this time I was specially hectic, didnt mentalize anything and just went forward for launching. What happened next was VERY unexpected
So we all know those typical colours coming, and the chrysanthemum, and the fractal hyperspace visuals that soon follow, right? Well, this time, it was none of that.. It was as if the dmt/hyperspace/elves/patterns had dressed up with the most absurdly normal 'clothes'.. So I saw a child, a toy horse, a doll, other normal kid things.. Then I saw the corner of a street, where the sidewalk meets the road, and then it was some vynil disk player, and back to the toy horse, and on it went.... Everything was moving fast paced in a dmt-like way, but the actual content of the vision was really normal weird stuff, not at all psychedelic.
I had the distinct feeling that it was a lesson from dmt, something like.. "no intentions? all you want is to see pretty colours? then here you go!" .. As if it showed me how it was much superior to the explicit visions we have in hyperspace, how the psychedelic patterns are just 'clothes', that can be changed... What is important is what is underneath!
So, humbled, I intuitively asked for forgiveness, sat down for some minutes contemplating, and launched again some time later.. and wow, it was worth it
This time, in the second hit I was already completely gone, not understanding what the lighter and the genie were.. I was launched with such an unexpected force, it really literally felt like I was gonna fly away! Reality as we know it disintegrated (or another reality integrated on top of it), and I was, with 360 vision, inside a giant fluorescent green cube! It had squared holes on the walls that moved around, sort of like a rubicks cube. The wall was of this fluorescent green and it had lines/veins/connections, sort of like in chips or the computer motherboard. There was an amazing sense of inteligence, and it had such an incredible cosmic force to the whole thing
This cube/ship was alive, and it showed me some super technological engineering. I was bombarded with visions and I had no ideas if I had eyes closed or open, it was like I was seeing with my lid-less third eye... In fact at some point later on, when I was down enough to understand the concept of eyes, I opened them and the visions were still completely strong, so strong that what I really saw with my eyes opened was secondary to the visions that dominated my visual field.
So, thats what I can remember.. Was really remarkable, I had never had such a weird trip as the first, and very rarely I had a trip with the force of the second one. What a night! It really makes me wonder, whats all of this? What does dmt mean? Where does it fit in this whole puzzle we call existence? Regardless, im very thankful for being able to experience it
I laid in bed, loaded the genie with the usual dose, took those 4 hits.. Now, I usually dont make much preparation or rital but this time I was specially hectic, didnt mentalize anything and just went forward for launching. What happened next was VERY unexpected
So we all know those typical colours coming, and the chrysanthemum, and the fractal hyperspace visuals that soon follow, right? Well, this time, it was none of that.. It was as if the dmt/hyperspace/elves/patterns had dressed up with the most absurdly normal 'clothes'.. So I saw a child, a toy horse, a doll, other normal kid things.. Then I saw the corner of a street, where the sidewalk meets the road, and then it was some vynil disk player, and back to the toy horse, and on it went.... Everything was moving fast paced in a dmt-like way, but the actual content of the vision was really normal weird stuff, not at all psychedelic.
I had the distinct feeling that it was a lesson from dmt, something like.. "no intentions? all you want is to see pretty colours? then here you go!" .. As if it showed me how it was much superior to the explicit visions we have in hyperspace, how the psychedelic patterns are just 'clothes', that can be changed... What is important is what is underneath!
So, humbled, I intuitively asked for forgiveness, sat down for some minutes contemplating, and launched again some time later.. and wow, it was worth it
This time, in the second hit I was already completely gone, not understanding what the lighter and the genie were.. I was launched with such an unexpected force, it really literally felt like I was gonna fly away! Reality as we know it disintegrated (or another reality integrated on top of it), and I was, with 360 vision, inside a giant fluorescent green cube! It had squared holes on the walls that moved around, sort of like a rubicks cube. The wall was of this fluorescent green and it had lines/veins/connections, sort of like in chips or the computer motherboard. There was an amazing sense of inteligence, and it had such an incredible cosmic force to the whole thing
This cube/ship was alive, and it showed me some super technological engineering. I was bombarded with visions and I had no ideas if I had eyes closed or open, it was like I was seeing with my lid-less third eye... In fact at some point later on, when I was down enough to understand the concept of eyes, I opened them and the visions were still completely strong, so strong that what I really saw with my eyes opened was secondary to the visions that dominated my visual field.
So, thats what I can remember.. Was really remarkable, I had never had such a weird trip as the first, and very rarely I had a trip with the force of the second one. What a night! It really makes me wonder, whats all of this? What does dmt mean? Where does it fit in this whole puzzle we call existence? Regardless, im very thankful for being able to experience it
