not sure i play into the whole specific date thing but i do feel something major has to be near. just looking at the state of the world. all this drama and potential wars. crazy weather. countries going broke and a global financial hiccup that threatens the livelyhood of even powerful nations. and that's just the "normal" shit that adds up (plus a lot of other things...6 mintues til midnight).

then let's take the head case side of it...everyone's stressed out and physically ailed from it. obviously not everyone in the world but a lot of my friends (and random people i talk to say) that they've been getting (and feeling) more and more stress in life. i'm sure we can all agree that life seems more stressful. rush rush rush...buy buy buy...consume consume consume...guilt guilt guilt...fear fear fear (fear is nothing new).

but when i look at my life, the lives of my close friends (with whom i have perosnal talks with) and society in general...there does seem to be some shift. granted, a chunk of this shift is defintiely my consciousness as i dive deeper and deeper into my head.

but the world does look kinda crazy right now. not an end-of the worlder (per se). not a fear pusher. just an observant person. perhaps a little too observant?

but why does everyone keep calling it "the end"? it's really the beginning...