Sircun
Rising Star
first time 2c-e
the first time i take 2c-e was a low dose, about 15 mg, with friends. half hour
after taking it, i began to feel a lot of very intense physical sensations, such as a
strong energetic recalibration, 1 hour later I felt very unpleasant sensations, such as
degas dont really very sick, very wrong, all I came to a very extreme to me
very scared at that moment, i began to pray, do yoga and meditate and plaf!, suddenly colere
Ensenada and kaleidoscopes are inside my head, i recibe the message of being forgiven and
that was gonna give me another chance, a friend played bass and his music sounded very
well,
then realized I could not continue as they came, and if they were following was gonna die
ejersicice physical, yoga, tai chi, food, love, compassion, work, all that was to
start , as quickly as possible, especially at high speed ...
then went for a walk and everything was so intense in the city, the colors,
electricity ... there is something special about electricity and 2c-e ...
The day ended very well, I felt that I learned and grew a lot in many faset of my spirit,
but also discovered something that I had hidden deep within me ...
second time
the second was more revealing, and disease problems seemed to be very
prevalent in my life, and one began to see that it was the place they occupied in my mind
daily, and took up a lot for not being busy with other things, a lot of movement
emotional, the way I interact with people, with food, with things
everything is questioned, criticized, as if it were a great father to teach me, very epic, very all, yet gentle, loving, patient ... but demanding the maximum of me.
third experience ..
chaos, despair, death, and at last light, so again I feel the precensia of god, god
loves me, everything is god, I am also, the time starts to change shape, it is not so
linear, it is possible to see potential future lot moments of fear, moments of
very many confusion, panic, apocalypse, death, beauty, love, all in a mad whirl
magic.
fourth experience ...
with my girlfriend, true love, escensia of monogamy, the strings attached to energy, our
fears that bind, false love. the Confucianism, fear, joy of living .. DOUBT ... much
gratitude for such education, the desire to change and heal everyone ..
fifth experience:
with friends, epic, was beginning to feel very very difficult path of high demands,
feel despair, foreboding, as if something very dark and very bad for degas
happend, the bent indicates something obscure that refuses to die, a fear of dificult
overcome .. hope and fear, Confucianism, feeling of being cheated by some force
malignant, another chance, you can always start again ...
sixth experience; ..
Party! many friends, lots of energy, love, much love, rest and joy of living,
joy of life, breathing is a bliss, colors, magic, yoga, tai chi, flows
energetic, giving and taking, everything is wonderful in this glorious world!
seventh experience:
mystery, something is wrong, something is not right, my girlfriend and I are living in the countryside
working, something is wrong in our body, it feels weird, macabre, someone or something stalks us,
little threat to us, I am God, I am the master of my destiny, but, I do not know where i go.
I do not know where anything goes, i do not understand what happens ... Confucianism, many wonder, magic ...
eighth expericia:
ALERT ALERT disease! I'm very sick, and this is very deep, perhaps always
i was, but now I'm very aware of it, and fear feeds on me, doubt eats me
resist the law, it seems I do not want to live, but I have to live, and if I want to live, but
something in me wants to not living, and makes me do things to stop living, something does not
dying and wants to die, I want that to die and I die ... war, ego, .. all
becomes extremely complex and demanding ...
ninth experience:
came to fruition in the city, the power of music, the exprecion, the way in which
one expresses, expressing the intention of art, the power of art, power yoga,
self-healing, the power of evolution, hope, faith, wanting to know the
reveldia, karma ...
tenth experience:
revelations of the past, fear of losing things, fear of change, strong changes occur
all the time, mental illness, loss of control, discipline, calm,
intention, the struggle for life, the evolution of consciousness, the ego that refuses to
disappear, the ego that wants to be eternal, happy, infinite, full of love, Confucianism,
denial, horror, wonder, ungrateful , non-productive ...
learning styles ..
eleventh experience ...
Chaos on the train, death, sick people, runaway train, electricity, much, much,
a lot of energy, high intention, time stops, fear dominates me, the light at the end of
tunnel, resist, resist, black magic, Satan, pay for the bad, forget, forgive, much
far dificult, hard ..
12 experience:
sorry, I love me, I love, love this place, I love this planet, I want to be better, God does not trust my words, this is very wrong, he taught me everything and I still
doing more bad things, the exigency is great, and my dark side is very strong, do not let me
Standing my happiness and my happiness, something I'm doing wrong, many things go wrong
long, this is coming to an end point, more and more deep, and deep, start
feel the hell.
experience thirteen:
party! combination with methylone, women, music, fun, yet beautiful, bright,
harmony, and wham! solar storm, electromagnetic waves, feeling uncomfortable, oh no! I have
to travel to another city by bus, movies in the bus, hidden messages in the movies, something
was obviously very dark, something sinister macabre, I can not eat, I can not drink water, I feel
I die, I feel sick, all affects me, solvents, electricity, all
kills me , I'm helpless, I am petrified, frozen, paralized, electrocuted,
poisoned, bewitched, cheated, is a miracle, I arrived at my destination, I'm too skinny, I do not know what happened, I have no energy, I can't work, I can't concentrate, I feel
manipulated, I feel driven, what happens? what happens?
14 experience:
regeneration, physical exercise, work, friendship, hope, rebirth, understanding the mechanics
change, death and rebirth in the same physical life, forever up and down,
developing awareness, more emotional domain, facing the problems,
fear losing ..
Experience 15:
difficulty, life is meaningless,o don't know whaeh to do with my energy, nothing pleases me, all sounds boring, deep depression, trauma, nothing fills me, my heart is very dirty, no
I have hope, no love, no love or do not know if I do not understand the meaning of this existence, and
nothing is nice, everything is bitter, sick, dirty, sad, aggressive, primitive, my friends were not
understand, I do not understand, my soul is not working properly, something is very unbalanced, something
does not go well at all, despair, hard times ...
experiences approximately 16 to 20:
very confusing, bad luck all around, full of panic, intention, anxiety, Depreciation,
self-destruction, eating disorders, toxicomania, Imaos, denial of
RECEIVE help, trying everything, yoga, tai chi, exercise, nothing is enough, lots of food,
much anxiety, many disorders, nothing is funny, everything is dark and sad, resists
even hell, devotion to resist, there is something that if it's worth, I know, I saw some
time ... resist, it just begun ..
hell hell, broken family, no friends, not people, loneliness, sadness, difficulty
to learn, difficulty communicating, fear, loss of hope ... moments
cute and forgiveness, some moments of hope and courage .. resist ..
nuclear war, poisoning, illuminati, unconsciousness, mindstream, zoombis, death vs. life
sick people, pain, heart cries, earth cries , animals die, the sea dies... enjoy
is it possible? antennas ...
experience 20 to 25:
hope is born, everything seems to finally be changing, effort, endurance and curiosity seems to be resulting, adaptation, medicine, customs, faith .. the joy back to me, peace, more peace, intention,
acceptance, each does what he has to do, everyone has a journey and a path
go, walking with appreciation, do not let the things you win, considerate
blessing for being there, consider yourself lucky to live what we're living, support
fully to all people, be careful, be strong, agile, be smart, be good,
surrender all your love and always act on that love, not be misled by anything
negative, share everything you learned with everyone possible, do not complain of
anything about changing what you do not like, take control of your life, is flange
joy and happiness, is to teach, share knowledge, share it with others,
Full bridate, enjoy, earn your living ...
if the end of the world .. then enjoy the last one left, without disturbing others, a balanced, if not, move on
enjoying all that is possible, is very dificult live thinking that the end is near, all
becomes very chaotic and confusing, but I was born to live this and I feel very lucky
of aver gone through many many heavens and hells, not all this as follows. I have my
relapse, and come back to visit hell and heaven all the time ... everything feels very stable
lately .. and I feel that this is good ... language, reality programming, the
responsavilidties, humor, root .. everything seems stabilizing for good, always
I knew that peace would come sometime, I always knew me was gonna grow up someday .. I always knew
that love is all, and there is a control, and accept the CONSEQUENCES of my actions and i not complain o much, and less ..
I hope you understand this very well summarized, all this happened in the past year and a half,
experiences were actually a lot deeper, but would have to write a lot
to achieve full transmit ..
the nexus helped me at all times ugly, so I hope this small contribution
able to help someone, you can always start over again, there are always more opportunities ...
love is infinite ...
thanks
the first time i take 2c-e was a low dose, about 15 mg, with friends. half hour
after taking it, i began to feel a lot of very intense physical sensations, such as a
strong energetic recalibration, 1 hour later I felt very unpleasant sensations, such as
degas dont really very sick, very wrong, all I came to a very extreme to me
very scared at that moment, i began to pray, do yoga and meditate and plaf!, suddenly colere
Ensenada and kaleidoscopes are inside my head, i recibe the message of being forgiven and
that was gonna give me another chance, a friend played bass and his music sounded very
well,
then realized I could not continue as they came, and if they were following was gonna die
ejersicice physical, yoga, tai chi, food, love, compassion, work, all that was to
start , as quickly as possible, especially at high speed ...
then went for a walk and everything was so intense in the city, the colors,
electricity ... there is something special about electricity and 2c-e ...
The day ended very well, I felt that I learned and grew a lot in many faset of my spirit,
but also discovered something that I had hidden deep within me ...
second time
the second was more revealing, and disease problems seemed to be very
prevalent in my life, and one began to see that it was the place they occupied in my mind
daily, and took up a lot for not being busy with other things, a lot of movement
emotional, the way I interact with people, with food, with things
everything is questioned, criticized, as if it were a great father to teach me, very epic, very all, yet gentle, loving, patient ... but demanding the maximum of me.
third experience ..
chaos, despair, death, and at last light, so again I feel the precensia of god, god
loves me, everything is god, I am also, the time starts to change shape, it is not so
linear, it is possible to see potential future lot moments of fear, moments of
very many confusion, panic, apocalypse, death, beauty, love, all in a mad whirl
magic.
fourth experience ...
with my girlfriend, true love, escensia of monogamy, the strings attached to energy, our
fears that bind, false love. the Confucianism, fear, joy of living .. DOUBT ... much
gratitude for such education, the desire to change and heal everyone ..
fifth experience:
with friends, epic, was beginning to feel very very difficult path of high demands,
feel despair, foreboding, as if something very dark and very bad for degas
happend, the bent indicates something obscure that refuses to die, a fear of dificult
overcome .. hope and fear, Confucianism, feeling of being cheated by some force
malignant, another chance, you can always start again ...
sixth experience; ..
Party! many friends, lots of energy, love, much love, rest and joy of living,
joy of life, breathing is a bliss, colors, magic, yoga, tai chi, flows
energetic, giving and taking, everything is wonderful in this glorious world!
seventh experience:
mystery, something is wrong, something is not right, my girlfriend and I are living in the countryside
working, something is wrong in our body, it feels weird, macabre, someone or something stalks us,
little threat to us, I am God, I am the master of my destiny, but, I do not know where i go.
I do not know where anything goes, i do not understand what happens ... Confucianism, many wonder, magic ...
eighth expericia:
ALERT ALERT disease! I'm very sick, and this is very deep, perhaps always
i was, but now I'm very aware of it, and fear feeds on me, doubt eats me
resist the law, it seems I do not want to live, but I have to live, and if I want to live, but
something in me wants to not living, and makes me do things to stop living, something does not
dying and wants to die, I want that to die and I die ... war, ego, .. all
becomes extremely complex and demanding ...
ninth experience:
came to fruition in the city, the power of music, the exprecion, the way in which
one expresses, expressing the intention of art, the power of art, power yoga,
self-healing, the power of evolution, hope, faith, wanting to know the
reveldia, karma ...
tenth experience:
revelations of the past, fear of losing things, fear of change, strong changes occur
all the time, mental illness, loss of control, discipline, calm,
intention, the struggle for life, the evolution of consciousness, the ego that refuses to
disappear, the ego that wants to be eternal, happy, infinite, full of love, Confucianism,
denial, horror, wonder, ungrateful , non-productive ...
learning styles ..
eleventh experience ...
Chaos on the train, death, sick people, runaway train, electricity, much, much,
a lot of energy, high intention, time stops, fear dominates me, the light at the end of
tunnel, resist, resist, black magic, Satan, pay for the bad, forget, forgive, much
far dificult, hard ..
12 experience:
sorry, I love me, I love, love this place, I love this planet, I want to be better, God does not trust my words, this is very wrong, he taught me everything and I still
doing more bad things, the exigency is great, and my dark side is very strong, do not let me
Standing my happiness and my happiness, something I'm doing wrong, many things go wrong
long, this is coming to an end point, more and more deep, and deep, start
feel the hell.
experience thirteen:
party! combination with methylone, women, music, fun, yet beautiful, bright,
harmony, and wham! solar storm, electromagnetic waves, feeling uncomfortable, oh no! I have
to travel to another city by bus, movies in the bus, hidden messages in the movies, something
was obviously very dark, something sinister macabre, I can not eat, I can not drink water, I feel
I die, I feel sick, all affects me, solvents, electricity, all
kills me , I'm helpless, I am petrified, frozen, paralized, electrocuted,
poisoned, bewitched, cheated, is a miracle, I arrived at my destination, I'm too skinny, I do not know what happened, I have no energy, I can't work, I can't concentrate, I feel
manipulated, I feel driven, what happens? what happens?
14 experience:
regeneration, physical exercise, work, friendship, hope, rebirth, understanding the mechanics
change, death and rebirth in the same physical life, forever up and down,
developing awareness, more emotional domain, facing the problems,
fear losing ..
Experience 15:
difficulty, life is meaningless,o don't know whaeh to do with my energy, nothing pleases me, all sounds boring, deep depression, trauma, nothing fills me, my heart is very dirty, no
I have hope, no love, no love or do not know if I do not understand the meaning of this existence, and
nothing is nice, everything is bitter, sick, dirty, sad, aggressive, primitive, my friends were not
understand, I do not understand, my soul is not working properly, something is very unbalanced, something
does not go well at all, despair, hard times ...
experiences approximately 16 to 20:
very confusing, bad luck all around, full of panic, intention, anxiety, Depreciation,
self-destruction, eating disorders, toxicomania, Imaos, denial of
RECEIVE help, trying everything, yoga, tai chi, exercise, nothing is enough, lots of food,
much anxiety, many disorders, nothing is funny, everything is dark and sad, resists
even hell, devotion to resist, there is something that if it's worth, I know, I saw some
time ... resist, it just begun ..
hell hell, broken family, no friends, not people, loneliness, sadness, difficulty
to learn, difficulty communicating, fear, loss of hope ... moments
cute and forgiveness, some moments of hope and courage .. resist ..
nuclear war, poisoning, illuminati, unconsciousness, mindstream, zoombis, death vs. life
sick people, pain, heart cries, earth cries , animals die, the sea dies... enjoy
is it possible? antennas ...
experience 20 to 25:
hope is born, everything seems to finally be changing, effort, endurance and curiosity seems to be resulting, adaptation, medicine, customs, faith .. the joy back to me, peace, more peace, intention,
acceptance, each does what he has to do, everyone has a journey and a path
go, walking with appreciation, do not let the things you win, considerate
blessing for being there, consider yourself lucky to live what we're living, support
fully to all people, be careful, be strong, agile, be smart, be good,
surrender all your love and always act on that love, not be misled by anything
negative, share everything you learned with everyone possible, do not complain of
anything about changing what you do not like, take control of your life, is flange
joy and happiness, is to teach, share knowledge, share it with others,
Full bridate, enjoy, earn your living ...
if the end of the world .. then enjoy the last one left, without disturbing others, a balanced, if not, move on
enjoying all that is possible, is very dificult live thinking that the end is near, all
becomes very chaotic and confusing, but I was born to live this and I feel very lucky
of aver gone through many many heavens and hells, not all this as follows. I have my
relapse, and come back to visit hell and heaven all the time ... everything feels very stable
lately .. and I feel that this is good ... language, reality programming, the
responsavilidties, humor, root .. everything seems stabilizing for good, always
I knew that peace would come sometime, I always knew me was gonna grow up someday .. I always knew
that love is all, and there is a control, and accept the CONSEQUENCES of my actions and i not complain o much, and less ..
I hope you understand this very well summarized, all this happened in the past year and a half,
experiences were actually a lot deeper, but would have to write a lot
to achieve full transmit ..
the nexus helped me at all times ugly, so I hope this small contribution
able to help someone, you can always start over again, there are always more opportunities ...
love is infinite ...
thanks