2nd attempt: Broke through the Veil:

[mindexplorer01]

180lbs. 81kg
Experienced psilocybin and dextromethophan user now rejecting dxm, but fond of tryptamines
Mindset tuned for intellectual and spiritual development... an open mind
2doses both around 20 or 30mg. More likely.. first closer to 40, second closer to 20.
2nd trip with DiMiTri ever


In this trip I smoked ~30mg sandwich style. Came in feelin great super rush... kinda got a
lil worried and let down thinkin it wasn't quite enough. It was like an entity that
controlled this 'fun' candyland part of the trip had his hand on a dial adjusting the
velocity. Think of the national fair/carnival on the rides. The entity was like 'check
this out!' and the intensity would jump! my eyes would fall closed and burst wide open
again like fireworks in my eyes and head... just radiating. Each time it raised the level
my breath flowed in a symphony gradually getting stronger... kinda like the entity knew my
anxieties but felt I was worthy and genuine in my approach towards the substance... so
then finally everywhere around the room I look think shift in ways to resemble something
along the lines of the chestshire cat smile... but not cat there... actually, f'n A! Just
like the chestshire cat! Then the intensity was set to 11

Eyes drop and I'm good, I'm gone. Boom! It was as if my body was a whip being cracked. The
sound shattered reality. The mix and blurs. Vague entities pass by and glance. Then they
go about their way. It's like I'm a new creature in there world... but that many before me
have come and I'm a norm to show up. Materializing and deconstructing it's all moving so
fast. My eyes open and I know I'm suppose to go deeper. 'They' want me to in order to stay
a while longer. They present themselves as equals. They know they're superior to myself at
this point, but they want to help me. I scrape another ~20/30mg and run through it. The
smoke is no bother like some claim in my opinion. Very quickly this one hits. About the
moment I set down the pipe I collapse and it begins.

A whitish entity with some mist composed of 'pixels' that collapse within themselves
trailing off it's head. It was approaching from my lower right periphery and came up with
a smile. Though the smile was not expressed by the face... only through telepathy. Deeper
I was thrown. It was like being thrown around in a vacuum of emptiness but multicolored
cosmic forces. Vortexes and fractals appeared on the wall... and interestingly, as I haven't read it in reports. I
visualized these vortexes horizontally as well. They were like tornadoes of something...
energy or knowledge of something. Whatever it was the entity seemed to control all this
and the tornado would suddenly hurdle towards me and another rushing feeling and more
ineffable experiences. I viewed the crucifix on my wall. The cross and the light-switch
below it formed a figure that glowed whitish as well. It felt like Christ was present, but
not participating in this one... just supervising.

My eyes are basically not controlled. The journey itself controls all aspects of my
physiological self. Even the breathing and movements of the head... turning upwards. Now
I'm within my room but of course this is the hyperspace room. I've been given a strong
sense of total piece, joy, love, and astonishment. The 'elves' are here, but to me they
appeared simply as flashing multicolored dots that ran back and forth across aesthetic
lines of the normal room. They did seem to act like they were hiding behind the lines. The
lines though were parts of themselves... each of them. The tracer they repeated into solid
lines were part of them. A lot of fun observing was done. I didn't feel in my body,
however at this point, though point of view remained in place. Those 'elves' actually
seemed pesky coming to reflection. As I came out it, I did indeed feel as though some of
these vague entities saying see ya later. They weren't mad or offended. They understood
and acted as though they'll just catch up when I return.

I cut the lamp and now in the darkness coming down I see a tunnel of thin eyes squinted.
Some of them occasionally blink. They're nothing intelligent behind and of these leftover
visuals. They were like a parting gift to enjoy as I returned gently like a parachute
coming to Earth.

The waves that came diving into hyperspace are washed in my mind together. Some of these
details are likely out of order, but it all happened. I felt quite sure that no matter how
strong the substance, due to my rationale with science, I wouldn't experience anything
like the McKenna esoteric views. For real, it blew my mind that it was very similar.
Naturally, I interpret it different, but the general concepts of the hyperspace he
described were all very much there and alive...man were they alive. The room was alive.

Still, the best was going beyond. The bashing cosmic colors within the vacuum of emptiness
were very intense. It was these forces that stripped the ego from myself and allowed
observation from a nonexistent perspective [yea that can never be seen by colleagues,
haha]. However, it was in this emptiness that advice, knowledge, help, healing, or
whatever exactly it was that was very important to these beings that I observe and learn.






Next day: Oddly, coming off that trip I had felt really goal oriented. I feel like there's so incredibly much that happened that I can't remember. There was also music I would notice sprinkled throughout that time, but sound definitely wasn't always there.

 

[Dr Psychonaut]

Very much enjoyed reading your trip report mindexplorer01 and it reminds me very much of my first few trips.

Vague entities pass by and glance. Then they go about their way. It's like I'm a new creature in there world... but that many before me have come and I'm a norm to show up. Materializing and deconstructing it's all moving so fast. My eyes open and I know I'm suppose to go deeper. 'They' want me to in order to stay a while longer. They present themselves as equals. They know they're superior to myself at this point, but they want to help me.

I always get this impression of entities all over the place coming by for a glance. For me it's like there are doors in all directions and the entities are coming in and out of these doors noting my presence then going off somewhere else. Sometimes they pay little attention to me, sometimes they greet me with open arms as if they've been expecting me and occasionally they seem as though I shouldn't be there and shoo me away as you would a small child. Did they make any gestures or offerings to you? As for me they are always putting their hands towards my face showing me things and making offerings that I can never quite understand. They really want me to get it but I can never work out what they're trying to show me! They know time is limited so they try to be quick but they never get the point across in time. I've just finished up making some changa with rue extract and hoping this'll give them long enough for me to understand the messages.

As I came out it, I did indeed feel as though some of these vague entities saying see ya later. They weren't mad or offended. They understood and acted as though they'll just catch up when I return.

I often see the elves waving goodbye as the DMT wears off. It's as if they are aware how I got there and how long I'll be there for, but kind of know that they'll have another chance at communicating with me. I love those elves!! I hope you're future trips are as rich as this one and look forward to hearing more reports

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All events described in any posts by Dr Psychonaut are entirely fictitious and for educational purposes only.

 

[mindexplorer01]

I always get this impression of entities all over the place coming by for a glance. For me it's like there are doors in all directions and the entities are coming in and out of these doors noting my presence then going off somewhere else. Sometimes they pay little attention to me, sometimes they greet me with open arms as if they've been expecting me and occasionally they seem as though I shouldn't be there and shoo me away as you would a small child. Did they make any gestures or offerings to you? As for me they are always putting their hands towards my face showing me things and making offerings that I can never quite understand. They really want me to get it but I can never work out what they're trying to show me! They know time is limited so they try to be quick but they never get the point across in time. I've just finished up making some changa with rue extract and hoping this'll give them long enough for me to understand the messages.

I can agree that it's as though doors are all around. I feel like I'm inside a large, complex compound [like a spacestation maybe]. They come by looking. A few tried to startle me first but I kept trying to literally smile when this would happen and they'd always suddenly act gracious towards me... kinda like the appreciation of someone in a foreign city when you at least attempt to speak their language (as an english speaker). Here's what seems different to me though. It's like flashing when I see these entities and the colorful patterns... they alternate. Splash of color followed by a 2nd frame/image. The entity almost always seemed to be in the empty black nothingness. Sometimes pieces of the hyperspatial environment seemed to actually be part of the entity... like the prisms... but I never saw prisms.. regardless, they pulled this energy towards themselves in various geometric moving lighted 'substance.' Largley, they seemed to let me be as if to mean he's new here and needs to experiment a little before any attempt of communicate would make sense or be remembered. They just knew I wasn't yet experienced enough but they'd be around later.

The whitish entity around the peak that appeared again... like a strobe light effect. Its always entity & geometric patterns. These patterns in the other frame seem to be power and/or creation by it. It seemed to be conveying a sense of calm to me that I was to use to outside life. Telepathic & wordless of course.. but along the lines of 'you must understand that there is more beyond that veil you pierced like where we are, so take life easy... relax and KNOW that all is actually in some order even though I can't understand it yet.'

I often see the elves waving goodbye as the DMT wears off. It's as if they are aware how I got there and how long I'll be there for, but kind of know that they'll have another chance at communicating with me. I love those elves!! I hope you're future trips are as rich as this one and look forward to hearing more reports

I suppose elves is a good term, but personally they weren't elves at all in my mind. Just 'orbs' that ran back and forth and wouldn't let me look at them directly. Now, perhaps they exist like an overlay in our vision which cling to geometric lines of our real/competing reality. Maybe they're not elves, but an unusual way of timing/counting down the length of time you have there. Like a visual representation of the link to hyperspace. In my case, the orbs racing back and forth may figuratively be keeping the line of communication to hyperspace open. I say this because distinctly, as the voyage calms the frequency they go down their line slows and randomly they begin to pop away like the link is being lost.

Please tell me more on your personal view of the elves and entities. What sort of conclusion do you draw? Do the ideas being presented by the entities ever mimic ideas you've somewhat held/know? They say people ask for advice when they know the answer but don't want to hear it. Does this seem like a possible case for you? Although often distinct from myself, the entities occasionally seemed to be coming from projections of my thoughts... but again there were also very many totally apart from I

 

[Tek]

Please tell me more on your personal view of the elves and entities. What sort of conclusion do you draw? Do the ideas being presented by the entities ever mimic ideas you've somewhat held/know? They say people ask for advice when they know the answer but don't want to hear it. Does this seem like a possible case for you? Although often distinct from myself, the entities occasionally seemed to be coming from projections of my thoughts... but again there were also very many totally apart from I

To me, life on earth feels like a television program or video game being watched, produced, played, and maintained by these entities (you yourself mention being shown pixels of some kind, I've seen this myself). Actually, in the truest sense, I believe WE are the entities underneath our skin and that maybe all of hyperspace is an entity and the seperate 'entities' we find there are simply a way for hyperspace itself to communicate with us in a way that is easier to accept. Perhaps hyperspace is our true selves, our shared higher self, the real god as we understand it and yet this god is NOTHING like the religions of the world portray him/her/it as and maybe that's why we don't recognize what it is. I get the feeling sometimes like I'm supposed to know what its all about but somehow I forgot, and the short time I stay in hyperspace the entities are trying so hard to remind me but I just don't get it because I'm not looking at it right. So, I do my best to take a step back from everything and look at it in a new way, and every time I do this new insights come to me so it leads me to believe I'm doing something right.

I'm a big follower of Terence McKenna as I'm sure most people here are and one of the things that always struck me about what he talked about was how psychedelics and evolution were closely related. He theorized that as our mammalian ancestors descended from the trees they may have incorporated psilocybin mushrooms into their diet, giving them an evolutionary advantage. Regardless of whether or not that's true, what is clear is that somehow, some way our ancient ancestors evolved better than the rest of the creatures on this planet and as such we are now the dominate species on the planet and subjugate all other species underneath us for our own benefit be it for food, clothing, labor, etc. We on planet Earth have an incomplete history. We have these ancient civilizations that by all the evidence being offered, were more advanced then we might have believed them to be 2 decades ago when I first heard about them in school (come on... the ancient egyptians built the pyramids with stone chisels and primitive tools?). What happened to the ancient Mayans? The people who built the pyramids? Did Atlantis and Lemuria exist? If so what happened to them? Why is there no one around to tell us about them?

Another thing Terence talked about was the eschaton at the end of time. Some teleological attractor that is pulling all of human history into it. Terence also talked about time being cyclical and composed of elements, time eventually repeating itself in tighter and tighter cycles as it sprials to the 'end' which could also be considered the 'beginning' if time is truly cyclical. What if, at certain intervals during the cycle, there is an evolutionary jump that catapults an evolving creature into a new dimension? Terence also said that the process of evolution is a process of the conquering of dimensions. If we, in our current state, have access to hyperspace through the use of psychedelic plants is it at least a logical assumption to propose we are evolving towards it? We are only a few chemical compounds away from achieving access to hyperspace normally, the chemical compound of DMT so closely resembles serotonin it leads one to believe a slight evolution in our genes could make this possible Could we speculate that this is a natural end state to that thing we call history? Could we go far enough and think that the entities in hyperspace are possibly the ones who rode the wheel of time-space before us... the ancient mayans, the egyptians, the atlantians, and possibily infinate other continuums and timelines all converged into one 'heaven' realm that we call hyperspace? Perhaps that is why they seem to be so vastly superior to us and yet treat us with respect and love, there is a connection between us and them. They recognize it for what it is, but since hyperspace is still such foreign territory to us, we don't quite understand so they try to help us along, even if its just taking us for a tour.

Another, darker theory I've thought is what if the religious ecstasy we experience while in hyperspace is an evolutionary predatory trait of a hyper evolved civilization? What I mean is there are certain animals, plants mostly, that lure in prey with intoxicating pollens and saps and as their prey take the bait they are preyed upon. I've thought to myself what if the entities we encounter in hyperspace are feeding on us somehow without our knowing and when we become aware of what they're doing they fill us with love and ecstasy to sedate us? It's a creepy thought, but it's an interesting idea nonetheless.

 

[Dr Psychonaut]

Please tell me more on your personal view of the elves and entities. What sort of conclusion do you draw? Do the ideas being presented by the entities ever mimic ideas you've somewhat held/know? They say people ask for advice when they know the answer but don't want to hear it. Does this seem like a possible case for you? Although often distinct from myself, the entities occasionally seemed to be coming from projections of my thoughts... but again there were also very many totally apart from I

Most of the time they make gestures which I fail to understand though a couple of times I have managed to communicate directly with entities. On one trip I found myself on a spaceship somewhere in deep space and I was in a lab type environment somewhere on this ship. I was surrounded by these highly technologically advanced beings who were showing me the complexities of our own consciousness which were displayed as a maze of lights and colours on this lab table. I understood exactly what they were trying to show me - how our consciousness is far more than this backwards theory that matter is primary in the universe and consciousness is secondary to our brian matter. Our brain is instead a receiving apparatus much like a radio antenna and in taking DMT we adjust the frequency so that our consciousness is no longer restricted by our physical sensory organs and is able to perceive these co-existent realities. The concepts felt as if they were being transmitted to me and the maze of lights was just a way of representing these concepts. These theories I had been reading much about beforehand in books by the clairvoyant James Van Praagh, books about M theory and also in the book 'Inner Paths to Outer Space'. Through telepathic communication I suggested to these beings 'Imagine trying to show these close-minded scientists on Earth what you're showing me right now. I bet they'd still find a way to reject the information!', they were filled with this great joy and laughter which I felt myself simultaneously overcome with and I burst out laughing hysterically euphoric, to find I was back in consensus reality amazed how far into outer space I had just apparently been.

What if, at certain intervals during the cycle, there is an evolutionary jump that catapults an evolving creature into a new dimension? Terence also said that the process of evolution is a process of the conquering of dimensions. If we, in our current state, have access to hyperspace through the use of psychedelic plants is it at least a logical assumption to propose we are evolving towards it? We are only a few chemical compounds away from achieving access to hyperspace normally, the chemical compound of DMT so closely resembles serotonin it leads one to believe a slight evolution in our genes could make this possible Could we speculate that this is a natural end state to that thing we call history? Could we go far enough and think that the entities in hyperspace are possibly the ones who rode the wheel of time-space before us... the ancient mayans, the egyptians, the atlantians, and possibily infinate other continuums and timelines all converged into one 'heaven' realm that we call hyperspace? Perhaps that is why they seem to be so vastly superior to us and yet treat us with respect and love, there is a connection between us and them. They recognize it for what it is, but since hyperspace is still such foreign territory to us, we don't quite understand so they try to help us along, even if its just taking us for a tour.

I too find Terence's theories of evolution fascinating and very much agree that our next steps in evolution won't be physical and will be evolutions of our own consciousness. DMT certainly seems to be a prime candidate for helping us understand how to take this next step of our evolution (particularly as it is so similar in structure to endogenous neurotransmitters like you say and is actively transported into our brain), although I think psychedelics in general are all forms of 'technology' that may one day allow us to overcome the limits imposed by this physical world that we appear trapped in. It seems that our society (mainly western society) as a whole is very resistant to any such ideas though and the fact that these 'technologies' are illegal makes it seem a far out possibility. Have you read any of Dr Brian Weiss's work on past life regression through hypnosis? He found that patients would not only regress to past life experiences but also describe future lives which had some shocking similarities in many different patients. There seemed to be agreement that a long way into our future (thousands of years probably) we would evolve into higher beings that were able to communicate not with words but with thoughts, and where illness and violence no longer existed as the unifying energy of love kept these negative forces at bay. Seems a pretty idealistic view doesn't it? I hope one day we evolve somewhere close to this!