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Rising Star
Hey all!
been awhile that i posted here, but yesterday i had this wonderful trip on liberty caps that was so dmt-like i just need to write it down ..
So i took 3.5gr of dried liberty caps early in the morning on an empty stomach and i guess after 10 minutes i started feeling it creep up on me. I guess empty stomach really makes a difference...
It started with the strange feeling in my stomach you might all be aware of, something thats growing inside you, getting stronger while time flows by.
Now the weird thing is, that when i was younger and less experienced, these trips with shrooms never gave me a dmt-like state, it used to alter my mind, shift and warp things, throwing me in these aztec and egyptian landscapes.
Now this time it got different,
after about 1 - 2 hours the effects were getting at its peak, and i lost track of time while i started to have strong CEV of places exactly the same as smoken dmt. These vibrant chambers of alien colors flowing in and outside myself. One moment i recall that the shrooms/other beings took over my body and made my laugh histerically for no reason but i was so enjoyed by these laughter and felt so good If anyone would have seen me they must have put me in the psych ward for sure .
Then what happened with me, were these beings, although i didnt see them clearly, but looked like slimy beatle like reptilian spirits ( if that makes any sense ) made me open my mouth very wide, so they could slip into my body and i felt them going through my whole body. At this point i was unable to walk but wanted to go for a smoke, so i got on the ground sitting, and maybe for minutes or maybe half an hour, who knows, these feelings continued.
I started seeing hystory of ancient civilizations where people were sacrificed under the influence of mushrooms and saw that what happened, didnt hurt these people, they were sacrificed and were in peace so they could be with the spirits. I noticed that their pain was taken away and could transcend to the other place.
Maybe i saw the purpose / reason of ancient south american death culture and offering to the gods/spirits..
So this trip was mostly about all this, with flash images of great egyptian birds flowing over me and this rooms of dmt space flowing in and out on itself, collapsing and expanding, but very dmt-like. I dont know if i would have known the difference if it was given to me blindfolded.. Only difference of course was the duration which lasted only 5 - 6 hours and maybe 1 hour of vibrating after effects.
And when i got back to reality i felt my eyes after being opened and having seen all this ( like wide open eyes ) become constricted and went back to normal 'narrowminded' view on reality.
The whole day after this trip i felt like superman, normally on shrooms i feel like i have to take time to understand what happened and that i need time to integrate feelings / lessons.
But yesterday, there was no need for this. I didnt need to analyze, i just saw it and understood like i do when i do dmt, it comes and shows you, leave you behind with these thoughts that are not chaotic, it gave me a ride through space and time, and i felt at ease with it. no lessons, no thoughts about my life or handling my struggles, just like watching a movie and being part of it.
Hope this makes a little sense. Or not doesnt matter ^^
All the best =)
been awhile that i posted here, but yesterday i had this wonderful trip on liberty caps that was so dmt-like i just need to write it down ..
So i took 3.5gr of dried liberty caps early in the morning on an empty stomach and i guess after 10 minutes i started feeling it creep up on me. I guess empty stomach really makes a difference...
It started with the strange feeling in my stomach you might all be aware of, something thats growing inside you, getting stronger while time flows by.
Now the weird thing is, that when i was younger and less experienced, these trips with shrooms never gave me a dmt-like state, it used to alter my mind, shift and warp things, throwing me in these aztec and egyptian landscapes.
Now this time it got different,
after about 1 - 2 hours the effects were getting at its peak, and i lost track of time while i started to have strong CEV of places exactly the same as smoken dmt. These vibrant chambers of alien colors flowing in and outside myself. One moment i recall that the shrooms/other beings took over my body and made my laugh histerically for no reason but i was so enjoyed by these laughter and felt so good If anyone would have seen me they must have put me in the psych ward for sure .
Then what happened with me, were these beings, although i didnt see them clearly, but looked like slimy beatle like reptilian spirits ( if that makes any sense ) made me open my mouth very wide, so they could slip into my body and i felt them going through my whole body. At this point i was unable to walk but wanted to go for a smoke, so i got on the ground sitting, and maybe for minutes or maybe half an hour, who knows, these feelings continued.
I started seeing hystory of ancient civilizations where people were sacrificed under the influence of mushrooms and saw that what happened, didnt hurt these people, they were sacrificed and were in peace so they could be with the spirits. I noticed that their pain was taken away and could transcend to the other place.
Maybe i saw the purpose / reason of ancient south american death culture and offering to the gods/spirits..
So this trip was mostly about all this, with flash images of great egyptian birds flowing over me and this rooms of dmt space flowing in and out on itself, collapsing and expanding, but very dmt-like. I dont know if i would have known the difference if it was given to me blindfolded.. Only difference of course was the duration which lasted only 5 - 6 hours and maybe 1 hour of vibrating after effects.
And when i got back to reality i felt my eyes after being opened and having seen all this ( like wide open eyes ) become constricted and went back to normal 'narrowminded' view on reality.
The whole day after this trip i felt like superman, normally on shrooms i feel like i have to take time to understand what happened and that i need time to integrate feelings / lessons.
But yesterday, there was no need for this. I didnt need to analyze, i just saw it and understood like i do when i do dmt, it comes and shows you, leave you behind with these thoughts that are not chaotic, it gave me a ride through space and time, and i felt at ease with it. no lessons, no thoughts about my life or handling my struggles, just like watching a movie and being part of it.
Hope this makes a little sense. Or not doesnt matter ^^
All the best =)