3rd Breakthrough

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SWIM vaped about 100mg through the CVG and took 2 large tokes and held them for about 20 secs. First thing SWIM saw was a round organic thing with human like skin that would bubble up like a balloon being squeezed. Then a moment later an eye opened on the human skinned object which began to stare at me. SWIM was thinking to himself "this is kinda boring, is this all SWIN going to see?"

Soon after, SWIM was transported into a place which reminded him of space but there were entities and objects floating everywhere, at one point SWIM saw a little girl on a bicycle flying through the air. My guide kept telling me to stop looking at useless things, they are not important.

At this point SWIM's brain felt like it was being electrocuted and SWIM was worried he if he was still alive or not so he decided to open his eyes. Everything was vibrating static around him and all of sudden dozens of fingers started pointing at a lamp asking him philosophical questions about perception and reality concerning this object.

This was by far the most intense experience, it was more of a feeling and realization more than anything. During the entire experience he felt very claustrophobic and felt like SWIM was trying to breath underwater.

Ever since this trip, SWIM has difficult time breaking through no matter how much he vapes.

 

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Sounds like a very psychedelic journey. aha
Maybe give the spice a break for a while, 3months? to break through again, or try building up from small doses all over, i do not seek breakthrough every time out of the 20 odd smokes i have had i have only broke through twice completely i usually take a small dose, i think i am game enough to try a 100mg dose sometime, my biggest dose so far would be 50mg of pretty pure crystal, i usually smoke herbal blend.
Keep up the good work