Mimosa_Man
Rising Star
So this morning I took my freeze precip'd xtals out of the freezer drained off the naptha and set it up to evap the rest and went to bed. when I woke up I had a glass of water checked on my dmt which was now solvent free and smelling delicious. I went out for a cig came back in scraped the tray into a nice big pile and loaded a big pile into my pipe.
I took one MASSIVE hit and held it in for 30 seconds and was already losing touch with reality when I started to hit the pipe again, about ten seconds into inhaling my lungs were hurting so I stopped, inhaled a bunch of air, and held my breath for 10 seconds.
When I blew out my breath I blew out a Rainbow of vibrating patterns.
I felt the vibrations and typical "DMT sound" overwhelming me so I closed my eyes and laid back on my couch. I melted into the couch, no, I BECAME the couch and the walls and the air, I was everything and everything was I.
I was short of breath and struggling to breath so I became scared. For an eternity I struggled to breath and was convinced I had died.
I felt like I was being hit against walls of some sort, not hitting them too hard but not quite gently either, like I was walking into walls or something. so I open my eyes and behold I was wandering around my apartment bumping into the walls and knocking over lamps and tables by the look of the place.
Everything began to take on a very "boxy" look, like I was in a real life version of Minecraft or something.
I begin to feel sort of trapped and feel the urge to get my sweater off of myself so I begin pulling at it thinking "where's my skin? this isn't my skin" I manage to unzip my sweater and tear it off myself.
Still feeling trapped I need to get outside, this trip is lasting forever. I struggle to walk across the slanting floor to my door which felt like someone was tilting it beneath my feet.
Finally I manage the voyage and struggle with the locked door. realize it is cold outside, am only able to utter the word "need" whilst finding a hoodie to put on.
I go back to the door, somewhat easier this time around, and manage to open it without a fight.
WOW, the trees were dancing and twisting and turning, the clouds were racing by each filled with a bazillion colors and flipping around and vibrating like crazy. The air in my view vibrated as the cars drove by and vibrated with any other sound.
Birds chirping were making a mechanical chirping noise kind of like a car alarm. the wind made electronic sounds.
I've been outside now for at least 10 minutes and I start to worry that I've damaged my brain and developed HPPD. ?Will it ever end" I ask myself? Although I wouldn't mind tripping that hard for the rest of my life, it was quite enjoyable.
I crave a cigarette so I reach into my pocket and cant find them, I go back into the house on shaky legs still tripping soo hard and finally maybe 5 minutes later remember that they along with my cell phone were in the sweater that "wasn't my skin" so I find it extract the smokes and cell and go outside to enjoy the view.
I finally stop having open eye Visuals about 20 minutes later. the body high lasted an hour after that.
To date the most intense trip I have had. I was astounded that it lasted past the 5 minute mark, amazed at the 10 minute mark, and scared as fuck at the 20 minute mark when I thought it would never end. I smoked the DMT at 3:30 exactly. the OEV's stopped between 4:12-4:20 mark.
I am scared to smoke that much again, but I loved it once I got outside... perhaps i'll smoke outside more often.
Uploaded a pic of myself at the 10-15 minute mark...
I took one MASSIVE hit and held it in for 30 seconds and was already losing touch with reality when I started to hit the pipe again, about ten seconds into inhaling my lungs were hurting so I stopped, inhaled a bunch of air, and held my breath for 10 seconds.
When I blew out my breath I blew out a Rainbow of vibrating patterns.
I felt the vibrations and typical "DMT sound" overwhelming me so I closed my eyes and laid back on my couch. I melted into the couch, no, I BECAME the couch and the walls and the air, I was everything and everything was I.
I was short of breath and struggling to breath so I became scared. For an eternity I struggled to breath and was convinced I had died.
I felt like I was being hit against walls of some sort, not hitting them too hard but not quite gently either, like I was walking into walls or something. so I open my eyes and behold I was wandering around my apartment bumping into the walls and knocking over lamps and tables by the look of the place.
Everything began to take on a very "boxy" look, like I was in a real life version of Minecraft or something.
I begin to feel sort of trapped and feel the urge to get my sweater off of myself so I begin pulling at it thinking "where's my skin? this isn't my skin" I manage to unzip my sweater and tear it off myself.
Still feeling trapped I need to get outside, this trip is lasting forever. I struggle to walk across the slanting floor to my door which felt like someone was tilting it beneath my feet.
Finally I manage the voyage and struggle with the locked door. realize it is cold outside, am only able to utter the word "need" whilst finding a hoodie to put on.
I go back to the door, somewhat easier this time around, and manage to open it without a fight.
WOW, the trees were dancing and twisting and turning, the clouds were racing by each filled with a bazillion colors and flipping around and vibrating like crazy. The air in my view vibrated as the cars drove by and vibrated with any other sound.
Birds chirping were making a mechanical chirping noise kind of like a car alarm. the wind made electronic sounds.
I've been outside now for at least 10 minutes and I start to worry that I've damaged my brain and developed HPPD. ?Will it ever end" I ask myself? Although I wouldn't mind tripping that hard for the rest of my life, it was quite enjoyable.
I crave a cigarette so I reach into my pocket and cant find them, I go back into the house on shaky legs still tripping soo hard and finally maybe 5 minutes later remember that they along with my cell phone were in the sweater that "wasn't my skin" so I find it extract the smokes and cell and go outside to enjoy the view.
I finally stop having open eye Visuals about 20 minutes later. the body high lasted an hour after that.
To date the most intense trip I have had. I was astounded that it lasted past the 5 minute mark, amazed at the 10 minute mark, and scared as fuck at the 20 minute mark when I thought it would never end. I smoked the DMT at 3:30 exactly. the OEV's stopped between 4:12-4:20 mark.
I am scared to smoke that much again, but I loved it once I got outside... perhaps i'll smoke outside more often.
Uploaded a pic of myself at the 10-15 minute mark...
tat
, don't worry its on it way, im guessing that if you had done as Tatt said and just let go(I know its easier said than done) then you would have easily achieved your goal.
