50mg! Breakthrough?!

[Divine]

So it was me and a mate(West-en to be precise) that was going for a trip to hyperspace!


We started of with 2 doses of 30mg and 40mg and... Well there isnt much to say about them.


I thougt "What am I so afraid of? Why am I hesitating about doing 50mg?"

So I loaded The Machine and took my friends tourch-lighter and went for my first toke!
I held it for abous 20 seconds and took my second and held it for about 20 seconds too, and I started to feel that it was going to be a great experience but little did I know...! I took my third and final toke and BANG! I had OEVs, and not any OEVs I saw the elves, there! In my livingroom! "Oh my god! Its wicked OEVs!" West-en replyed with "I know! I know how it is, man!" but no, he did not know how it was! I saw 3 of them and I felt them aswell! One of them was standing in the doorway and the other two where in the middle of the room! Now that I think of it one of them was like under the table, and she was just looking at me.
For some reason I did not care too much about the ones in the room at the time so I laid back, closed my eyes and relaxed.

I came to a place of caos. A place where everything happend very fast and I could not get a grip of anything, But it still feelt very good! When suddenly I came to a HUGH! and I mean REALLY HUGH! and calm place. And I was like floting around there for a few second (I was not on the ground, I was like in the middle of this place) and then I came back to the chaos for a time... dont know exactly how long, but not too long time and then I came to the same place again, but this time it was different! This time it felt like I was born again or how I should put it...I was like a paper that someone hade made a ball of and when i came there, me, the ball was transformed back in to a normal sheet of paper (ISO 216?).
How should i describe this place? I really dont know! lika a big desert? It was bright and warm at least

Now my trip started to "cool down" and I just lied around haveing a good time for about 15 mins, then I started to talk about and try to analyze what I've felt with West-en. I told him that it was not any OEVs Ive seen. I told him that I saw the elves and that they where here, in this very room! And then he told me that he had read about that i rare cases people can se them in OEVs.
So I decided that if I can see them in OEV again im gonna keep my eyes open and see what happens!


Im gonna go for 50mg next time too!

Its so overwhelming that its very hard to remember what really happens but I've done my best to retall the story!

If you would like to, you can ask me for some details and I will awnser as good as I can

Thank You
Divine

 

[gammagore]

Nice report, could you still recognise the room you were in when you saw em elves??

On the other note, i too find it hard to recall what just happened. Sometimes clearer than other times.

 

[Divine]

Nice report, could you still recognise the room you were in when you saw em elves??

On the other note, i too find it hard to recall what just happened. Sometimes clearer than other times.

Its my living room, and it feel very different now then before the seeing, but it feel much better!
if that was you question
If not, please can you put it another way so I can understand exactly what you mean


Thank you

 

[gammagore]

Hmm, what i mant to say was, could you still see your couch, table, tv, were they still there?? The OEV's must have been crazy all around you?

 

[Divine]

Hmm, what i mant to say was, could you still see your couch, table, tv, were they still there?? The OEV's must have been crazy all around you?

I could see the table, the couch and the doorway and a massive amount of colors and shapes thats about it
And btw, during the trip I could not hear anything from the external world, I got a sms that I didnt hear for an example

 

[gammagore]

Thats cool that you felt a presence with OEV's. Awesome.

 

[Divine]

Thats cool that you felt a presence with OEV's. Awesome.

Yeah I know! I didnt even know that they existed untill I experienced it :lol:
I hope that it will happen to me again I can tell you that much :d

 

[acolon_5]

It's not all that rare to see entities with eyes open.

Frequently, on my spice journies there is no difference with eyes open or closed. I see the same thing.

Although it sounds like you were able to see your livingroom, so I guess that is a bit different from my experiences. I usually have a psycadelic soup in front of my eyes, or I'm simply in hyperspace and my eyes are seeing the same thing my mind is... I might see a ghost image of my surrounding, but it's just that, a weird shimmery backdrop of "reality" while I'm in the other reality.

Good times.

 

[Divine]

It's not all that rare to see entities with eyes open.

Frequently, on my spice journies there is no difference with eyes open or closed. I see the same thing.

Although it sounds like you were able to see your livingroom, so I guess that is a bit different from my experiences. I usually have a psycadelic soup in front of my eyes, or I'm simply in hyperspace and my eyes are seeing the same thing my mind is... I might see a ghost image of my surrounding, but it's just that, a weird shimmery backdrop of "reality" while I'm in the other reality.

Good times.

like in Behind closed eyelids by Shpongle
"Behind closed eyelids. In very many cases, the visionary quality, the quality of the vision so to say, spills over, into the external world, so that the experiencer, when he opens his eyes, sees the outer world transfigured..."

The livingroom was looking like in the end of the first matrix movie when noe can se the matrix in everything, the walls and everything was made of colors and such

 

[West-en]

It's not all that rare to see entities with eyes open.

Frequently, on my spice journies there is no difference with eyes open or closed. I see the same thing.

Although it sounds like you were able to see your livingroom, so I guess that is a bit different from my experiences. I usually have a psycadelic soup in front of my eyes, or I'm simply in hyperspace and my eyes are seeing the same thing my mind is... I might see a ghost image of my surrounding, but it's just that, a weird shimmery backdrop of "reality" while I'm in the other reality.

Good times.

Well, I've read very few reports where the spicer has seen entities in the room while still addressing to it as their livingroom! I can report that Divine were looking very astonished when he stated that he had OEVs. I thought he meant the normal crumbling and fractalizing of reality as I see it, but it was something more!

Something interesting is that you Divine did not lay very still during your journey, you changed position frequently, rolled around and made some strange noises. It must be very impressive to have broken through for the first time!

I just hope I'll be able to experience it soon, it seems like I have a hard time travelling through the mandala, and making sense of the trip. The strongest journey I had during this very spicesession was with 40mg of pure white spice which I got almost all of. The colours went extremely bright, but I could not make any sense of what I saw. It was nothing more than a non-organized soup of fractals and beings (eyes, in particular) swiftly transforming, expanding and collapsing onto each other. I'm feeling a bit frustrated I can't seem to get more out of it! :?

 

[Divine]

Well, I've read very few reports where the spicer has seen entities in the room while still addressing to it as their livingroom!
I can report that Divine were looking very astonished when he stated that he had OEVs. I thought he meant the normal crumbling and fractalizing of reality as I see it, but it was something more!

Something interesting is that you Divine did not lay very still during your journey, you changed position frequently, rolled around and made some strange noises. It must be very impressive to have broken through for the first time!

Haha are you serious? I thougt that I lied still during the whole trip what do you know

 

[corridors of my cells]

OEV elves on 50 mg? hmm may be sum left in the machine from ur last hit.. always happens.. but wow man my OEVs are just some visual distortions and color wavings and so on... may be weird feeling in between seing or not seing coz that vision occurs in my mind but OEV elves sound really interesting and intense trip... i had some faces in my visuals like carven in some liquid backgroud images but my trips are mostly geometry stuff or seing the room my eyes closed kinda things.. damn im jealous now...

 

[Nordic]

lol, I keep my eyes closed at all costs... I do not want to contaminate my normal world by haveing a portal in my living room. Not again.