myHIGHerself
Rising Star
The trip involved sitting down on a couch with a few friends around with a truly great music background. The lighting was a blacklight and a colorful tapestry was 8 feet ahead.
While taking the first small puffs, a dancing "jester" was crawling like a spider on the ceiling.
First, he was only flashing his face. Then his body and arms and all. He was appearing in shutters, not completely there but he was slowly flashing into existence.
Then, what was my friend became this "jester". He appeared, dancing, in almost all green, white and purple colors. With small bits of blue. He was telling me something, "keep going" "you need more" "keep doing what you're doing"
He was referencing the spice. Suddenly the room became a road, and I was in a car being taxi'd to some destination. He was still facing me and was dancing madly, as he was enticing me to get further into the trip. I looked to my left for approval, and where a wall was appeared a red-suited host. He nodded and told me everything was okay, to believe the "jester".
They were all talking, but they weren't words. It was thought. You look at something and communication happens. Everything communicated with you, even the distant trees lining this road. Everything was part of something greater, and it was trying to lead me there. There was somewhere where we were heading, but I never got there. I had run out of spice. As fast as he appeared, he was gone. Leaving me with questions about life, and what this trip meant to me. He yearned for me to come back as a final message before he was gone.
I tried to integrate this as fast as I could. I began reading, watching, studying, joining this website! Just 10 minutes ago, I found out it was not a jester, it was a 6-armed dancing green tara, and she was urging me to experience life. To experience what it all really means. I instantly looked up what tara was all about.
Aside from the trip, I had never seen this figure before, but just weeks ago she had been dancing right in front of my eyes as a sign. A green tara means enlightened activity. White is a sign of healing, longlife, and serenity. All of this came from wikipedia. What did this all mean to me? I'm ready. I'm ready to wake up.
My 2nd experience proved that point.
I did not breakthrough, however. Everything became fractal and thoughts of the entire universe and my love for everything so simple on this world flew into my brain faster than anything the mind can comprehend. I began crying. This world is dying. My love for cooking solid, truthful food, my love for everything natural, my love for simple music, and everything so at one with what love is! It was something crazy to experience, and I had only one reaction. I cried out my love for how everything, even bad or good, is here for a purpose, to teach me what life is. Everything placed here from the horrible corporations seeking only profit and putting our own health on the backburner, to all of the great things I have been taught in my life is all here for a reason.
And what is that reason? BALANCE! Its the principle behind ying and yang, behind karma, behind life!! Yes that's it! Every single thing created is all balance. And it's here to do 1 thing. To further the mind, to expand consciousness. Every death, every wrong-doing, every bad thing that had happened to me earlier in life had taught me something important to me and to life, that it had brought me here, to that one perfect moment where I realized what it all was. What the beauty was behind it, behind everything greater than me! I was astonished.
My friend asked me if I wanted a coca-cola. I grabbed that can and squeezed and crumpled the can. It brought back thoughts of my love for food, and proved to me once again. The thoughts came back around to where I had seemingly started. And then all the thoughts went away, leaving me to wonder.
There's more to see.
I'm awake.
While taking the first small puffs, a dancing "jester" was crawling like a spider on the ceiling.
First, he was only flashing his face. Then his body and arms and all. He was appearing in shutters, not completely there but he was slowly flashing into existence.
Then, what was my friend became this "jester". He appeared, dancing, in almost all green, white and purple colors. With small bits of blue. He was telling me something, "keep going" "you need more" "keep doing what you're doing"
He was referencing the spice. Suddenly the room became a road, and I was in a car being taxi'd to some destination. He was still facing me and was dancing madly, as he was enticing me to get further into the trip. I looked to my left for approval, and where a wall was appeared a red-suited host. He nodded and told me everything was okay, to believe the "jester".
They were all talking, but they weren't words. It was thought. You look at something and communication happens. Everything communicated with you, even the distant trees lining this road. Everything was part of something greater, and it was trying to lead me there. There was somewhere where we were heading, but I never got there. I had run out of spice. As fast as he appeared, he was gone. Leaving me with questions about life, and what this trip meant to me. He yearned for me to come back as a final message before he was gone.
I tried to integrate this as fast as I could. I began reading, watching, studying, joining this website! Just 10 minutes ago, I found out it was not a jester, it was a 6-armed dancing green tara, and she was urging me to experience life. To experience what it all really means. I instantly looked up what tara was all about.
Aside from the trip, I had never seen this figure before, but just weeks ago she had been dancing right in front of my eyes as a sign. A green tara means enlightened activity. White is a sign of healing, longlife, and serenity. All of this came from wikipedia. What did this all mean to me? I'm ready. I'm ready to wake up.
My 2nd experience proved that point.
I did not breakthrough, however. Everything became fractal and thoughts of the entire universe and my love for everything so simple on this world flew into my brain faster than anything the mind can comprehend. I began crying. This world is dying. My love for cooking solid, truthful food, my love for everything natural, my love for simple music, and everything so at one with what love is! It was something crazy to experience, and I had only one reaction. I cried out my love for how everything, even bad or good, is here for a purpose, to teach me what life is. Everything placed here from the horrible corporations seeking only profit and putting our own health on the backburner, to all of the great things I have been taught in my life is all here for a reason.
And what is that reason? BALANCE! Its the principle behind ying and yang, behind karma, behind life!! Yes that's it! Every single thing created is all balance. And it's here to do 1 thing. To further the mind, to expand consciousness. Every death, every wrong-doing, every bad thing that had happened to me earlier in life had taught me something important to me and to life, that it had brought me here, to that one perfect moment where I realized what it all was. What the beauty was behind it, behind everything greater than me! I was astonished.
My friend asked me if I wanted a coca-cola. I grabbed that can and squeezed and crumpled the can. It brought back thoughts of my love for food, and proved to me once again. The thoughts came back around to where I had seemingly started. And then all the thoughts went away, leaving me to wonder.
There's more to see.
I'm awake.
