Czepa
Rising Star
in chat today i described a trip of SWIM's who i refer to as "me" or "my" as a little joke i like to play sometimes. this happened to them over 6 months ago, but no-one could really find the words to describe it until now. so here it is:
16:17:33 ‹Czepa› 60mg smoked out of a bong with the leaf bed sandwich method
05/04/2011 16:17:45 ‹Czepa› leaf/dmt/leaf
05/04/2011 16:17:47 ‹Tizzy› yeah i know the one
05/04/2011 16:18:04 ‹Czepa› jet lighter held so that the flame isnt even touching the leaf or the dmt..
05/04/2011 16:18:28 ‹Czepa› the dmt melts and vaporizes slowly.. then as i cant take the harshness of the smoke, i push the lighter in and rip the cone.
05/04/2011 16:19:00 ‹Czepa› electricity fills my room and it all comes toward me into my body, visually.
05/04/2011 16:19:17 ‹Czepa› i close my eyes and see a multitude of difference patterns and colors
05/04/2011 16:19:30 ‹Czepa› as i meditate and breathe the colors go in, and out changing color.
05/04/2011 16:19:50 ‹Czepa› the sensation of my heavily beating heart stops..
05/04/2011 16:19:57 ‹Czepa› i cant feel the beating anymore...
05/04/2011 16:20:06 ‹Czepa› i only exist as colors going in and out.
05/04/2011 16:20:15 ‹Czepa› crazy patterns and colors, representing who I am
05/04/2011 16:20:35 ‹Czepa› then i break through this blanket of distraction and enter a tunnel of light
05/04/2011 16:20:43 ‹Czepa› very very very fast
05/04/2011 16:20:54 ‹Czepa› speed of light just rocketing through this tunnel
05/04/2011 16:20:59 ‹Czepa› then BAM
05/04/2011 16:21:16 ‹Czepa› i wake up into this cream colored completely empty room with a breakfast bar in the center
05/04/2011 16:21:26 ‹Czepa› flashing lights all around.
05/04/2011 16:21:35 ‹Czepa› 2 closed doors at the back of the room
05/04/2011 16:21:53 ‹Czepa› a door to my left which is open, an open door to my right which is about 4 steps away
05/04/2011 16:22:03 ‹Czepa› 1 entity walks in from each of the doors..
05/04/2011 16:22:39 ‹Czepa› 3 or 4 entites. (humanoid, made of patterns and light all rotating within itself) walk to my sides, link arms with me and lead me to the room on my right
05/04/2011 16:23:00 ‹Tizzy› fuuucck
05/04/2011 16:23:07 ‹Czepa› inside this room is a spiraling dark hole in the ceiling,
05/04/2011 16:23:24 ‹Czepa› and underneath this hole is "the solution machine"
05/04/2011 16:23:44 ‹Czepa› its shaking and pumping, gjkgjk gjkgjk gjkgjk
05/04/2011 16:23:57 ‹Czepa› at the end of this machine is a conveyor belt
05/04/2011 16:24:18 ‹Czepa› which the patterns this machine is pumping out, land on and go to somewhere else.
05/04/2011 16:25:03 ‹Czepa› beyond this i cannot remember. i was in such a frightened.. no not scared.. like amazed and kinda like its too much for me
05/04/2011 16:25:24 ‹Tizzy› yeah no shit, fuck
05/04/2011 16:25:31 ‹Czepa› i remember waking up in a flurry of love and just rolling around in my bed like aaaah, this is so wonderful like deeep deep euphoriq
05/04/2011 16:26:00 ‹Czepa› so everything in my room comes into focus, ive calmed down
05/04/2011 16:26:03 ‹Tizzy› yeah the feeling after coming back from an intense trip is wonderful
05/04/2011 16:26:06 ‹Czepa› im looking around my dark room
05/04/2011 16:26:17 ‹Czepa› im looking at the lights on my computers keyboard
05/04/2011 16:26:23 ‹Czepa› im standing up
05/04/2011 16:26:35 ‹Czepa› my hands felt itchy or like i dunno, funny
05/04/2011 16:26:37 ‹Czepa› so i look at them
05/04/2011 16:26:52 ‹Czepa› and i happen to be fidgeting my fingers together with both hands
05/04/2011 16:27:01 ‹Czepa› it felt like i had a rubiks cube in them
05/04/2011 16:27:29 ‹Czepa› then as i look at my hands, my fingers completely melt together.. OUT OF NOWHERE.. and i collapse backward onto my bed and have a mild trip, colors and patterns, just bliss
05/04/2011 16:27:41 ‹Czepa› dmt comes in waves.
05/04/2011 16:28:00 ‹Tizzy› thats crazy
05/04/2011 16:28:28 ‹Czepa› after every trip it feels like there is work being done on me, sometimes i feel like there is a drill in my brain and entities behind that drill, just being like relax its ok. its almost over
05/04/2011 16:28:31 ‹Czepa› just sort of distracting me