Space
Rising Star
Now I'm not going to go into detail about my experience last night but I have a whole batch of homegrown B+ which I tried for the first time. I naturally anticipated something similar to my experiences in the past but however it's completely different now. Last night I took just one mushroom, and what a ride it took me on; one of those locked in journeys where your forced to learn your lessons. I took it at 12 and must have dropped off at around 6. Anyhow, it was a really tough space to deal with and ripped right through me, but I came out on top.
My reason for posting though, is that I was wondering if someone could maybe share their experience here with regards to visuals and body load. My past experiences were really fluid visually, and when I closed my eyes the visuals where just gorgeous, however last night I didn't see the usual mushroom visuals, they were in fact mostly like my ayahuasca visuals, being really crystal-like, and geometric. Also though the body load I got was actually quite uncomfortable, I felt like I was stiffening up, and having my heart cave in, I also didn't get the euphoric come up. I really had to pull out the fearlessness and fully focus.
Has anyone else had something similar? Where your mushroom journeys take on a whole new form however with the same principles in place?
..it's quite amusing to look back on it.. sat there remembering the old times, waiting for that euphoric feeling that makes you want to laugh... however it was FAR from being something funny.. : )
Excuse my English by the way, I'm still processing that space.
My reason for posting though, is that I was wondering if someone could maybe share their experience here with regards to visuals and body load. My past experiences were really fluid visually, and when I closed my eyes the visuals where just gorgeous, however last night I didn't see the usual mushroom visuals, they were in fact mostly like my ayahuasca visuals, being really crystal-like, and geometric. Also though the body load I got was actually quite uncomfortable, I felt like I was stiffening up, and having my heart cave in, I also didn't get the euphoric come up. I really had to pull out the fearlessness and fully focus.
Has anyone else had something similar? Where your mushroom journeys take on a whole new form however with the same principles in place?
..it's quite amusing to look back on it.. sat there remembering the old times, waiting for that euphoric feeling that makes you want to laugh... however it was FAR from being something funny.. : )
Excuse my English by the way, I'm still processing that space.