75mg of Naturally Extracted Mescaline
I had 75mg of naturally extracted mescaline for this journey and I was not expecting a cactus experience. I was only expecting a small medicinal experience. After about 2 hours the mescaline started to come into effect and I felt very euphoric and started to beam with smiles. As the mescaline started to take affect I needed to go lie down in my warm and snugly bed. (It was almost as if I was retreating to my cave.)
An epiphany came to me, the more that you let go the more beauty you are shown by an entheogen especially with spice. The ability to be able to come back on spice is determined by your level of attachment; if your attachment is high you have no chance of not coming back but if you have the ability to detach completely you may just float away with your consciousness into the experience. Attachment and ignorance are the two states of mind that keep us grounded in our state of existence and as soon as we obliterate these two states of mind our consciousness is expelled. I had many visions during the course of the experience.
Here are two visions that I experienced during my journey...
1st Vision
I was a gremlin/goblin creature that was immersed in this hole in the ground I could smell the dark damp leaf litter which was surrounding me and i could hear earth worms digging and moving in the soil around me. The feeling of being warmly encapsulated in a secret burrow comforted me immensely. I ended up meditating within this vision as this creature with great contentment for quite some time.
2nd Vision
I was transported into this strange world of a higher civilization, where I could see this massive gold bridge that was made out of a long huge gold slab as its base and this base was supported with large pure solid gold pillars which kept this gold bridge base suspended high in the air. This gold bridge lead to this daunting temple which was also made from pure gold it seemed to take up a huge chunk of the tangerine sky. People of this higher civilization kept going back and forth obsessively transport gold into this temple. It all seemed like something I definitely didn't want to be part of. So it eventually started to fade completely away over time.
The cactus experience lasted for about 10 hours or so and it could of still have been affecting me during my sleep but even while I was falling asleep I could feel the effects of the cactus notably and this was 10 hours after ingestion.
I know for future if I want to have a medicinal dose of naturally extracted cactus I should take about 30mg. If I take 75mg I have a full mescaline experience. It was not my strongest cactus experience but I would say about 6 or 7 out of 10 to give a good idea of the level of the strength of the experience. My other cactus experiences have been with cactus tea and were much more than 10 out of 10 strength gauge wise.
Much Peace and Respect
I had 75mg of naturally extracted mescaline for this journey and I was not expecting a cactus experience. I was only expecting a small medicinal experience. After about 2 hours the mescaline started to come into effect and I felt very euphoric and started to beam with smiles. As the mescaline started to take affect I needed to go lie down in my warm and snugly bed. (It was almost as if I was retreating to my cave.)
An epiphany came to me, the more that you let go the more beauty you are shown by an entheogen especially with spice. The ability to be able to come back on spice is determined by your level of attachment; if your attachment is high you have no chance of not coming back but if you have the ability to detach completely you may just float away with your consciousness into the experience. Attachment and ignorance are the two states of mind that keep us grounded in our state of existence and as soon as we obliterate these two states of mind our consciousness is expelled. I had many visions during the course of the experience.
Here are two visions that I experienced during my journey...
1st Vision
I was a gremlin/goblin creature that was immersed in this hole in the ground I could smell the dark damp leaf litter which was surrounding me and i could hear earth worms digging and moving in the soil around me. The feeling of being warmly encapsulated in a secret burrow comforted me immensely. I ended up meditating within this vision as this creature with great contentment for quite some time.
2nd Vision
I was transported into this strange world of a higher civilization, where I could see this massive gold bridge that was made out of a long huge gold slab as its base and this base was supported with large pure solid gold pillars which kept this gold bridge base suspended high in the air. This gold bridge lead to this daunting temple which was also made from pure gold it seemed to take up a huge chunk of the tangerine sky. People of this higher civilization kept going back and forth obsessively transport gold into this temple. It all seemed like something I definitely didn't want to be part of. So it eventually started to fade completely away over time.
The cactus experience lasted for about 10 hours or so and it could of still have been affecting me during my sleep but even while I was falling asleep I could feel the effects of the cactus notably and this was 10 hours after ingestion.
I know for future if I want to have a medicinal dose of naturally extracted cactus I should take about 30mg. If I take 75mg I have a full mescaline experience. It was not my strongest cactus experience but I would say about 6 or 7 out of 10 to give a good idea of the level of the strength of the experience. My other cactus experiences have been with cactus tea and were much more than 10 out of 10 strength gauge wise.
Much Peace and Respect
