I can relate about the anxiety. I think that's what it is that I've recently realized about myself. Honestly though, I think it's from my regular pot smoking. I haven't smoked it in a couple days now since some powerful, teaching, awe-inspiring dmt/caapi journies. I've overused pot the past couple years and now am realizing that it's held me back in social situations. I was always shy as a kid too, but I consider myself an open person. However I'm very introverted. Recently dmt has helped me to start changing things about myself, how to find my higher self.

It's not all done with the entheogens though, it's all about integration and living those things you've learned in daily life. I will still smoked pot, and I'm not trying at all to discourage you from it, but for now I'm gonna take a break and see how my personality changes. I already feel more open to talking to people at college and whatnot than when I was always high.

I too would like to journey to Peru for some ayahuasca ceremonies someday. But that's not for now, I need to save up as well. Much love to you and your learning :thumb_up: