This anger was bottled up over a long six month ordeal I couldn't escape from easily. I didn't seem to have a choice but to bottle it up, because my arsehole of a flatmate had anger issues of his own, and so me reacting as angrily as I would have wanted to would have caused a very nasty chain reaction.

It was only when I was really at my limit that something was done about it, unfortunately. Psilocybin helped give me enough strength to move forward, and additionally break my Cannabis addiction, thankfully.

The anger is dense and deep, and I can only safely release it in fragments, like I did a little earlier. With the help of my spirit guides, I brought up some of my anger, and let it go. It was a very exhausting ordeal, though. I do feel mildly lighter, though, mentally.