Sorry about not posting on this in a few days. Work has been hell man. Well I'm definitely not liking what has come out from within me the last few days. Now what you need to know is I'm diagnosed with a strage form of paranoid schizophrenia. If you don't know I'll sum it up from what I know regarding this is if your serotonin levels are high you are very functional. If they are low you are not functional and can even be comatose from it. What is strange about me is I can keep control over it but my levels fluxuate a lot. The past few days I havnt been able to contain it as well. Now this is both good and bad. Bad becuse of the obvious and good cause its releasing a lot. I've been usin salvia as a guide to help me with it and have had a lot of self realizations. I'm changing a lot about myself becuse of this. And from here on out I'll be attempting to incorporate the spice into my life much more. This is because just the topic started a relationship of being best friends with someone. We have a very symbiotic relationship and dice that point all I have learned from him and in turn taught his had made my life vastly improve and even reverse the schitzo slightly. I'm hoping I can due away with it all together or lock it up so far down that it will be scared of me instead of vice versa.

I'll try to regularly update every few days as to how this is coming along. I'm at work now so I can't type much but I have very important information regarding my dreams for later today. Thanks everyone for reading!