I've had a dream last night, that basically told me that i'll have to smoke 5-MeO-DMT some time.
It was kind of weird....i was in some kind of abandoned mansion, wich was apparently being used as a sort of school. And though i've never met him, bancopuma was there, and he told me to smoke 5-MeO-DMT. And initially i was afraid to do it in this unknown place with all these people around me, but then bancopuma told me something like "it makes no sense being afraid of this, because once it hits you can't fight it anyway". And i knew he was right, so i took a hit, and then everything went dark and i no longer had a body, and the experience was actually quite intense. But then i suddenly realised that i was dreaming, and that this probably wasn't what 5-MeO-DMT is realy like. And the thought of there being something beyond anything i ever experienced before realy excited me a lot.
So then i came back, and told the people around me that i knew that this was just a dream, and that i wanted to experience this for real. And then there was somebody telling me that there is no need to go looking for it, because it will find me. And also something like "just make sure you're ready for it when it finds you".
After that, the dream took a sort of erotic turn that i will spare you people. But when i woke up i had this feeling, and i still do, like "this is something that definately will happen".
I think i won't be affraid when it finds me.
It was kind of weird....i was in some kind of abandoned mansion, wich was apparently being used as a sort of school. And though i've never met him, bancopuma was there, and he told me to smoke 5-MeO-DMT. And initially i was afraid to do it in this unknown place with all these people around me, but then bancopuma told me something like "it makes no sense being afraid of this, because once it hits you can't fight it anyway". And i knew he was right, so i took a hit, and then everything went dark and i no longer had a body, and the experience was actually quite intense. But then i suddenly realised that i was dreaming, and that this probably wasn't what 5-MeO-DMT is realy like. And the thought of there being something beyond anything i ever experienced before realy excited me a lot.
So then i came back, and told the people around me that i knew that this was just a dream, and that i wanted to experience this for real. And then there was somebody telling me that there is no need to go looking for it, because it will find me. And also something like "just make sure you're ready for it when it finds you".
After that, the dream took a sort of erotic turn that i will spare you people. But when i woke up i had this feeling, and i still do, like "this is something that definately will happen".
I think i won't be affraid when it finds me.