I would love it if my wife was of the ilk that would give some consideration to exploring in an out of the box or Bible as it is.  She'll probably be at Church when I first make an attempted break through, if that gives you any idea why she might not be so inclined.  On the other hand she is grasping the out of the box concept in a much more interested way than I would have guessed.  She definitely equates psychedelics to out of control recreational drug use.  All in all she is supportive.

  Also I wouldn't give a thought to trying to break through in any setting other than the most peaceful & tranquil.

  I read about a non-toxic food grade extraction process.  I may have to rent a place to get it done.  As understnding as the "Old Battle Axe" is, if I did a "mad scientist" extraction and Frankensteinly experimented on myself, I am reasonably sure I would find my "things" in the front yard.  I will only push so hard.  I will surely figure something out.