I hope to share my story with all of you - this isn't a DMT experience I underwent, I classify it as a spiritual awakening because I didn't take any drugs at the time.
Before the moment of euphoric feelings I wrote 200 pages about society today by an author I wanted to release as Su R. Elpoep (People r us) and the title was people vs People. It described the current gap in society we as humans face and ways to understand why. It all started with one question "Where did all the money go, and why?" after that it was non-stop writing. I believe this question was the trigger to much to come because of the fact my mother raised three children with little money, yet always was willing to give us what she had so we could enjoy the fun in life. I would like to note I described my writing experience as it felt I was erasing my ego, whatever that meant.
Anyway, this is the art I produced through the whole experience of feeling like I was tripping sober, hospitalization and all. I'm only 20, actually tomorrow 21. They had me on meds, but after several weeks of me complying with their terms I went to another doctor and he told me to get off the last they had me on, lithium. I feel better than ever, been off medication for several weeks. A major component of realizations came from a detox I did, a fast type cleanse for 10-days. I'm actually doing it again now - partially for healthy but also curiosity in levels on consciousness. I transitioned off it wrong, drinking coffee and eating unhealthy so I don't know if it was because of the detox or just finding oneself.
I plan to share my story of belief in reaching a new consciousness, now researching DMT I feel like it was secreted at a rapid rate which lead me to a unique experience. I hope to learn much from this community. I would like to add the last 4-5 months have felt like 4-5 years.
Before the moment of euphoric feelings I wrote 200 pages about society today by an author I wanted to release as Su R. Elpoep (People r us) and the title was people vs People. It described the current gap in society we as humans face and ways to understand why. It all started with one question "Where did all the money go, and why?" after that it was non-stop writing. I believe this question was the trigger to much to come because of the fact my mother raised three children with little money, yet always was willing to give us what she had so we could enjoy the fun in life. I would like to note I described my writing experience as it felt I was erasing my ego, whatever that meant.
Anyway, this is the art I produced through the whole experience of feeling like I was tripping sober, hospitalization and all. I'm only 20, actually tomorrow 21. They had me on meds, but after several weeks of me complying with their terms I went to another doctor and he told me to get off the last they had me on, lithium. I feel better than ever, been off medication for several weeks. A major component of realizations came from a detox I did, a fast type cleanse for 10-days. I'm actually doing it again now - partially for healthy but also curiosity in levels on consciousness. I transitioned off it wrong, drinking coffee and eating unhealthy so I don't know if it was because of the detox or just finding oneself.
I plan to share my story of belief in reaching a new consciousness, now researching DMT I feel like it was secreted at a rapid rate which lead me to a unique experience. I hope to learn much from this community. I would like to add the last 4-5 months have felt like 4-5 years.
