Have not made a new topic for quite some time...see how this goes...
So I've had a lot of DMT experiences, many breakthroughs & turned on a large handful of friends, but I tell ya, it still never ceases to completely amaze me!!
I've had some time off for the past few weeks & that voice had been calling me for a while now..I don't smoke DMT very regularly, only when I feel absolutely compelled to...there is this minds-eye visualization where I'll get glimpses of the places I've gone/feelings of them etc... & it starts calling me back again.
So yesterday..."Labor Day" here in the US...I got a call from Antrocles & we had lunch & hung out for a while. Long story short, I ended up in Ant's aptly named healing room, with a VG loaded with my first taste of Ant's extract.
I had the heaviest, most personal, most direct smack in the soul I've ever experienced with smoked DMT!!!
The usual geometry & psychedelic space was there, but so not the point!!
It was much more Ayahuasca-like than any smoked DMT exp I've had in the past...no Harmalas were involved though. Except a Cappi Vine growing in the corner...
Most of the trip was so personal & life-review-like that I have had trouble really explaining it to anyone without going into detail about the past 35 years!! But it was like the layers of my physical life where being literally peeled off of me & thrown away!!
By "physical layers", I'm mean like the way muscle forms in layers, interwoven with each other. It was like layers of skin, or muscle was peeled off, layer by layer, year by year & each was a certain aspect the had created the core of myself underneath. Including the feeling of my jaw dislodging & splitting & my teeth falling out & peeling away, like out into a vacuum!!
It did not hurt in any way, in fact it was wonderful...like taking off a wet, heavy blanket.
BTW, I do not mean this metaphorically at all!! (for a change... :shock: )
It was the most lucid, literal, direct teachings I've ever received from a DMT experience!!!
Sorry there is such little actual detail here, but It would take pages to write...
So Ant, man....I gotta say, you have some kind of connection with something bigger, that space you've prepared for going there is something special & I owe ya one!!
I do think Ant's being there, brought on a lot of the direct, messaging I experienced.
BTW, that was also the first time I had a breakthrough with someone else in the room...thanks!
cheers
WS
So I've had a lot of DMT experiences, many breakthroughs & turned on a large handful of friends, but I tell ya, it still never ceases to completely amaze me!!
I've had some time off for the past few weeks & that voice had been calling me for a while now..I don't smoke DMT very regularly, only when I feel absolutely compelled to...there is this minds-eye visualization where I'll get glimpses of the places I've gone/feelings of them etc... & it starts calling me back again.
So yesterday..."Labor Day" here in the US...I got a call from Antrocles & we had lunch & hung out for a while. Long story short, I ended up in Ant's aptly named healing room, with a VG loaded with my first taste of Ant's extract.
I had the heaviest, most personal, most direct smack in the soul I've ever experienced with smoked DMT!!!
The usual geometry & psychedelic space was there, but so not the point!!
It was much more Ayahuasca-like than any smoked DMT exp I've had in the past...no Harmalas were involved though. Except a Cappi Vine growing in the corner...
Most of the trip was so personal & life-review-like that I have had trouble really explaining it to anyone without going into detail about the past 35 years!! But it was like the layers of my physical life where being literally peeled off of me & thrown away!!
By "physical layers", I'm mean like the way muscle forms in layers, interwoven with each other. It was like layers of skin, or muscle was peeled off, layer by layer, year by year & each was a certain aspect the had created the core of myself underneath. Including the feeling of my jaw dislodging & splitting & my teeth falling out & peeling away, like out into a vacuum!!
It did not hurt in any way, in fact it was wonderful...like taking off a wet, heavy blanket.
BTW, I do not mean this metaphorically at all!! (for a change... :shock: )
It was the most lucid, literal, direct teachings I've ever received from a DMT experience!!!
Sorry there is such little actual detail here, but It would take pages to write...
So Ant, man....I gotta say, you have some kind of connection with something bigger, that space you've prepared for going there is something special & I owe ya one!!
I do think Ant's being there, brought on a lot of the direct, messaging I experienced.
BTW, that was also the first time I had a breakthrough with someone else in the room...thanks!
cheers
WS
I gotcha.