a little intro

[goodnessgracious]

So I was rather lucky in that i was given about 1/2g of light brown spice from a friend in the US it was my first experience of it and now realise it was very good quality as only a small amount needed to be smoked to enjoy fractal vision and kalidiscope colours - I loved it and probably smoked about 15-20 hits over a few months but never enough to break thro - however I enjoyed the visuals so much and the smiles it gave me - plus the fact i had a kinda of 'guardian angel' - a 7-8 year old girl who would laugh with me at the maddness of it all.
I have now been given some from another mate which is whitish/yellow with some yellow bits in it, I can smell a fairly strong smell from it (only a small amount)the plasticky type smell when you smoke it. I have tyried a couple of low doses but the visuals are not as colourful mostly mauve and black BUT with these red,white and blue cartoonish like visuals , small and in the back ground feels kinda of like an invitation to join them but i need to smoke more. So waiting for the right moment to have 30mgs as i rarely take more than 10-15.

 

[jamlikejelly]

greetings, earthling... word to the wise... from the wise... anyways, i am new to DMT myself and have been transformed from within since my first toke... HOWEVER, i greedily "chased" an experience (an entity bestowed great wisdom upon me but only within it's space was i allowed to understand the knowledge given to me) and found myself being torn to pieces by the/my "christanthemum"... i experienced primordial fear to the core yet about 20-30 minutes after the experience i took another rip (crazy, i know) to observe the horrifying experience from a different perspective... i was able to learn a lot about myself from the experience/s and have been spiritually preparing myself for my next spiritual journey (if that makes sense??)... and when i say prepare i mean that in the utmost sense of the word (it has not been easy)... some variables include being in a so-so/fair mood (i had several impressive contacts with entities this same night, one of them only moments before this experience), smoking a crystal chunk (i had been smoking powder before this shard rocked my socks off... err, chopped my legs off??)... i now know that i was not taking the DMT seriously and i had the overwhelming sensation when i had arrived back on this planet that "it had to be done" (i asked her why she had done this to me!?)... now back to those words of attempted wisdom... always remember that the set and setting are not only external but internal as well... knowledge is power, and thanks to THE NEXUS i was able to transform the experience into LIFE... Godspeed, friend...