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Fullspectrum

Fullspectrum

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Hello. I'm Fullspectrum. I'm from the Gulf Coast region. I've been going through a very challenging battle for the last 4 years that is finally coming to an end. I'm rebuilding my life and at the same time starting a family. My daughter is 17 months old and we have one on the way. I found DMT through a brief water cooler discussion at work that I wasn't even participating in. After hours of research I found myself with 5 grams of white dream powder and 10 grams of free base alkaloids made from syrian rue. I'm planning on making some changa blends and have already ordered a GVG.

I hope to use the substance to help better define myself. I'm looking for deep self reflection with the hope of finding myself. After years of fighting a hard mental battle (court related family drama) I hope to redefine myself for the better rather than chasing the corporate definitions of success. I hope to find family success and inner peace. I'm looking forward to taking both the good and the bad journeys so long as I keep learning from them.
 
Fullspectrum said:
Hello. I'm Fullspectrum. I'm from the Gulf Coast region. I've been going through a very challenging battle for the last 4 years that is finally coming to an end. I'm rebuilding my life and at the same time starting a family. My daughter is 17 months old and we have one on the way. I found DMT through a brief water cooler discussion at work that I wasn't even participating in. After hours of research I found myself with 5 grams of white dream powder and 10 grams of free base alkaloids made from syrian rue. I'm planning on making some changa blends and have already ordered a GVG.

I hope to use the substance to help better define myself. I'm looking for deep self reflection with the hope of finding myself. After years of fighting a hard mental battle (court related family drama) I hope to redefine myself for the better rather than chasing the corporate definitions of success. I hope to find family success and inner peace. I'm looking forward to taking both the good and the bad journeys so long as I keep learning from them.
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Welcome to the Nexus, DMT really is an amazing substance but one to be treated with great respect. The thing I found most amazing was how much it changed me before I even tried it. I was really keen to get in and try it but didn't feel ready, it forced me to make many positive changes in my life to get to the position where I felt my mind set was robust enough to take the journey and it be a positive experience.

It won't be what you are expecting and can be both a loving mother and a harsh teacher but I am fairly sure you won't regret taking it, however your experience pans out.

My journey to finding and ingesting the spice was for similar reasons to you, to reconnect with my inner self that I felt I had lost through the pressures and problems of modern life and family. I wanted to change my direction and do something more in tune with my core values. Not easy when you have a family to support and people who rely on you, you can't just jack it all in and stop earning the money that is vital to your dependants survival.

I am still in the process of it but finding the spice and the journey I took to get there has helped me make steps and progress on the path of rightousness. Step by step I walk my path. DMT hasn't given me any answers to any questions but it has helped me effect change in my life.

I hope it does you too.
 
Thanks for the welcome! I still haven't tried my spice yet. I noticed I had a typo. I have 3 grams not 5 grams. I ran 200g of mhrb and I know I got a little sloppy but I still felt like that was pretty good. (it's more like 2.9g)
 
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