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Yes, I already read in the safety guide section about being on SSRIs while taking it. I do plan to taper off. Probably not for a while though because I want to have every thing in line before I have my first DMT experience and right now I've just scratched the surface of researching it.


What everyone says about it is exciting...


Actually the dmt-nexus forum was in one of my dreams last night... lol. I logged on and I saw some thread called 'Let me see your smiles' and it was a thread where people posted pictures of themselves. I remember clicking on it because I was curious to see what some of the posters looked like. But that's all I remember... Not a very profound life changing dream but unusual.


A lot of people dream about more everyday things. And so do I a lot of the time. When I do have profound dreams I try to keep the memory with me. Usually by writing it down. These have become somewhat more common in my dream world with reoccurring themes. The main themes are space (both the cosmos and space it's self), a deep endless ocean filled with life, large storms (like tornadoes and whirlwinds with lightning), hell, Gods/demons/higher beings. Hell being one of the most common dreamed about places I go, never a nightmare (despite Hell commonly seen as a place of pain it's not for me).


The idea of being able to experience these things not while dreaming but after taking a drug and going into a trance state seems very exciting to me. I imagine the feelings of the dreams being even more intense.


A lot of the feelings I get in dreams and entities I encounter I can't place a word (descriptive word) to the emotion I've experienced. The emotion itself. While waking I can somewhat easily place a word to my emotions like I feel 'happy', 'sad', 'mad'... emotions are usually complicated but often in dreams I can't even vaguely categorize them with any human words. This feeling of time being endless and the necessity of of 'positive' and 'negative' emotions is gone... yet I still experience things. To be human means you can die. Survival seems to be where most emotions have their roots in, even if we don't consciously trace it back to that. But this feeling in dreams and the places I go that survival (life and death survival) is no longer essential. It changes everything. Communication, thoughts, emotions, and experience. Even laws of physics are obsolete.


The way these dreams have affected me as well as my Hypnagogia experiences (which is another story) has been invaluable to me and my definition of my existence.


I really want to explore the furthest regions of my mind and space..


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