ConnectedSoul
Rising Star
Nine months ago I took a breakthrough dose of dmt. I was using the crude tin foil over the end of a cut off bottle method and had failed to break through on a couple of previous attempts. So by the third attempt, several weeks later, I wanted to make sure of things and loaded close to 100mg . This time I got the vaping perfect and my breakthrough was extremely powerful. I guess I was lucky to come through unscathed and although it was the single most terrifying experience of my life, the after effects have been profound.
I think I overshot my a zillion miles and really can't recall too much detail now. What ever it was, it was really scary in the moment, but ever since it's enhanced my life in many and different ways.
Now I'm starting to think very much about going back to hyperspace again. But I'm safe to say, I don't want it to be like the first time. I've smoked several sub-breakthrough doses since with good effect, but it seems like it leaves me searching and feeling like I didn't get to see the main event. So I know I need to be bold and take the right dose to get me to hyperspace...and this time not over-shoot.
My gut feeling is that 20mg in my GVG may see me get there. Maybe my perception is wrong, but I see a threshold of sorts to hyperspace...and I want to get just over that threshold.
The truth is, I have a fear associated with going back to hyperspace. I've spent a good deal of time in contemplation over this....and I feel like I really do have to go back in. So I'm looking for the most comfortable route and any advice regarding such.
I was told changa might be more comfy...as opposed to the freebase I've been vaping. Advice taken, but I also really like the taste and smell of freebase crystals...it feels almost like it's connecting me to the molecule even before imbibing....and the smoke itself is also just fine imo.
I guess it's dosage I want to discuss...and the different effects at different dose levels.
I know the the spirit molecule can be quite awkward to predict and that the same dose might effect the same person in quite different ways on different occasions, for example. But never-the less, isn't my possible 20mg breakthrough experience likely to be a different kettle of fish to the 100mg experience nine months ago???
Thanks for any and all advice dear readers.
Big love X
I think I overshot my a zillion miles and really can't recall too much detail now. What ever it was, it was really scary in the moment, but ever since it's enhanced my life in many and different ways.
Now I'm starting to think very much about going back to hyperspace again. But I'm safe to say, I don't want it to be like the first time. I've smoked several sub-breakthrough doses since with good effect, but it seems like it leaves me searching and feeling like I didn't get to see the main event. So I know I need to be bold and take the right dose to get me to hyperspace...and this time not over-shoot.
My gut feeling is that 20mg in my GVG may see me get there. Maybe my perception is wrong, but I see a threshold of sorts to hyperspace...and I want to get just over that threshold.
The truth is, I have a fear associated with going back to hyperspace. I've spent a good deal of time in contemplation over this....and I feel like I really do have to go back in. So I'm looking for the most comfortable route and any advice regarding such.
I was told changa might be more comfy...as opposed to the freebase I've been vaping. Advice taken, but I also really like the taste and smell of freebase crystals...it feels almost like it's connecting me to the molecule even before imbibing....and the smoke itself is also just fine imo.
I guess it's dosage I want to discuss...and the different effects at different dose levels.
I know the the spirit molecule can be quite awkward to predict and that the same dose might effect the same person in quite different ways on different occasions, for example. But never-the less, isn't my possible 20mg breakthrough experience likely to be a different kettle of fish to the 100mg experience nine months ago???
Thanks for any and all advice dear readers.
Big love X