Luciapath
Rising Star
Hello everyone!
I'm itching to start contributing to the rest of the forum so here's my introduction. Looking back, it's easy to see how my life thus far has progressed towards these first steps in hyperspace. Not given much freedom as a child, I have always spent a lot of time absorbing information from the internet, then later, doing rebellious things such as getting into spirituality, travelling, hanging out with the counter-culture types while still achieving mainstream success to please my mother. But as it is, the more you tune in, the more synchronicity happens, and so even though my offer to try DMT came in the middle of my revision, and has somewhat derailed it, I would feel disrespectful for feeling anything but grateful. Yet there's something I have realised that I could only intellectualise before I had DMT. My vipassana, yoga, other drug use, conversations, none of them gave me this feeling, of having started a journey I HAVE to continue. So in realising that everything I had been too embarrassed to admit is actually potentially true, I leave you with two quotes, the latter being a poem I wrote about 10 min ago about my first experience, which you can read about in the first steps forum.
[Castaneda:] "But what does the smoke teach then?"
[Don Juan:] "It shows you how to handle its power, and to learn that you must take it as many times as you can."
[Castaneda:] "Your ally is very frightening, Don Juan. It was unlike anything I ever experienced before. I thought I had lost my mind."
Vertigo, confusion, Sin
The jester beckons me within
Shiva’s sitting, we tune in
Where I end and you begin
In the fractal partnergame
Coming back, it’s still the same.
Surrendering, I’m in control
As reality unfolds
I'm itching to start contributing to the rest of the forum so here's my introduction. Looking back, it's easy to see how my life thus far has progressed towards these first steps in hyperspace. Not given much freedom as a child, I have always spent a lot of time absorbing information from the internet, then later, doing rebellious things such as getting into spirituality, travelling, hanging out with the counter-culture types while still achieving mainstream success to please my mother. But as it is, the more you tune in, the more synchronicity happens, and so even though my offer to try DMT came in the middle of my revision, and has somewhat derailed it, I would feel disrespectful for feeling anything but grateful. Yet there's something I have realised that I could only intellectualise before I had DMT. My vipassana, yoga, other drug use, conversations, none of them gave me this feeling, of having started a journey I HAVE to continue. So in realising that everything I had been too embarrassed to admit is actually potentially true, I leave you with two quotes, the latter being a poem I wrote about 10 min ago about my first experience, which you can read about in the first steps forum.
[Castaneda:] "But what does the smoke teach then?"
[Don Juan:] "It shows you how to handle its power, and to learn that you must take it as many times as you can."
[Castaneda:] "Your ally is very frightening, Don Juan. It was unlike anything I ever experienced before. I thought I had lost my mind."
Vertigo, confusion, Sin
The jester beckons me within
Shiva’s sitting, we tune in
Where I end and you begin
In the fractal partnergame
Coming back, it’s still the same.
Surrendering, I’m in control
As reality unfolds
