Rubensis
Rising Star
In search for knowledge/knowing I reached this bay. At the moment I'm reading 'The spirit molecule'. But actually my Salvia experiences have brought me here. I read about the Salvia experience being similar in a lot of ways to the DMT experience. Thus my interest was refreshed.
Over de course of 4 or 5 years I've smoked Salvia from time to time. The total brings me to something like 10 Salvia experiences. I'm not going to sum them al, but some af them have shaken me. Shaken me deeply and roughly. However it is myself shaking, not the Salvia.
It confronted me with my tendency to get addicted or attached to things, live, matter... My fear of letting go, fear of losing this experience.I was frightened to the core during one of my salvia experiences. This is the theme I'm working around nowadays.
On the other hand did it put me to thinking. I realize information has come to me during several experiences. Not so much concious, but unconcious. Because I was struggling I couldn't recieve all of the info, atleast not concious enough.
Salvia convinced me that there are more worlds, that wat we precieve as reality is a thin sheet holded in front of our eyes. There is nothing that happens for no reason. Things are placed for you to find. Our reality seems created, we seem to be created or co-creators of our self and our world. I am not out of one but out af many...
I'm currently preparing for a new trip. I'want to learn to let go. I want to rebegin with small amounts because I've noticed being very sensitive to salvia. No extracts for me.
In the future I'm opening up for an ayahuasca experience. I' don't know when or where but I feel it is coming. As if I know it already.
I'm glad here's a place to discuss and portrait some experiences and tought's. Happy to share:d
Over de course of 4 or 5 years I've smoked Salvia from time to time. The total brings me to something like 10 Salvia experiences. I'm not going to sum them al, but some af them have shaken me. Shaken me deeply and roughly. However it is myself shaking, not the Salvia.
It confronted me with my tendency to get addicted or attached to things, live, matter... My fear of letting go, fear of losing this experience.I was frightened to the core during one of my salvia experiences. This is the theme I'm working around nowadays.
On the other hand did it put me to thinking. I realize information has come to me during several experiences. Not so much concious, but unconcious. Because I was struggling I couldn't recieve all of the info, atleast not concious enough.
Salvia convinced me that there are more worlds, that wat we precieve as reality is a thin sheet holded in front of our eyes. There is nothing that happens for no reason. Things are placed for you to find. Our reality seems created, we seem to be created or co-creators of our self and our world. I am not out of one but out af many...
I'm currently preparing for a new trip. I'want to learn to let go. I want to rebegin with small amounts because I've noticed being very sensitive to salvia. No extracts for me.
In the future I'm opening up for an ayahuasca experience. I' don't know when or where but I feel it is coming. As if I know it already.
I'm glad here's a place to discuss and portrait some experiences and tought's. Happy to share:d