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After all the talk of tolerance with dmt I got curious as I hadn't noticed any before and decided to test for myself.
What i learned was far more valuable.
First was 10mgs to settle the nerves, nice CEV nothing to major with good positive feeling's.
3 minutes later 25mg in one hit(my know breakthrough dose).
Comes on reasonably quick, I feel a force of absolute power come up through my throat and out my mouth it connects me to the system a system of people all connected with this power. It links us all I felt a feeling of endless beauty. I feel as one with the universe. I was shown how that when we pass on our energy continues to give the precious power of life to another being, its a cycle of life of endless energy. Everyone there had human characteristic's but were simply pure energy.
I use to think all people were sheep, even people queuing in shops reminded me of sheep being herded into the wee isles they get pushed into ready for slaughter. As this started tho the first thought I had was were not sheep following, we are one we are all connected.
As soon as I was able to I loaded 25mgs again this time taken in two hits. Approx 10 minutes later.
Came on super fast could tell it was gonna be heavy.
First came the sound I wish I could express it give it life words can't give it meaning. A machine starts charging in. Its pure crazed evil its a morphing tank/cannon/wtf was that of death, no guilt no remorse It will take all leave no one, Kids are there being shoot, lined up and being taken they are being put there by there parents, there innocence being sacrificed to it they only have toys they can't fight back. why are they being made to go out there? Its not stopping its relentless in its thirst to take.
That one will take a bit to integrate. I know I've meet it before briefly it was more than just deja vu although this time was up close and personal.
I was shown love power beauty a blissful system working in perfect harmony then I seen the complete opposite a deranged crazed evil, unorganized mayhem. The heaven and hell? While I don't believe in that the essence was the same, I feel I was shown perfection but taught there is and always will be the evil side. I guess its up to me to stay on the right path, to give my love my energy to my son, to give him my life force help him continue the energy.
In conclusion nope no tolerance. Second 25mg dose felt much stronger that first.
Sorry if its mixed up I wanted to put to words quickly.
What i learned was far more valuable.
First was 10mgs to settle the nerves, nice CEV nothing to major with good positive feeling's.
3 minutes later 25mg in one hit(my know breakthrough dose).
Comes on reasonably quick, I feel a force of absolute power come up through my throat and out my mouth it connects me to the system a system of people all connected with this power. It links us all I felt a feeling of endless beauty. I feel as one with the universe. I was shown how that when we pass on our energy continues to give the precious power of life to another being, its a cycle of life of endless energy. Everyone there had human characteristic's but were simply pure energy.
I use to think all people were sheep, even people queuing in shops reminded me of sheep being herded into the wee isles they get pushed into ready for slaughter. As this started tho the first thought I had was were not sheep following, we are one we are all connected.
As soon as I was able to I loaded 25mgs again this time taken in two hits. Approx 10 minutes later.
Came on super fast could tell it was gonna be heavy.
First came the sound I wish I could express it give it life words can't give it meaning. A machine starts charging in. Its pure crazed evil its a morphing tank/cannon/wtf was that of death, no guilt no remorse It will take all leave no one, Kids are there being shoot, lined up and being taken they are being put there by there parents, there innocence being sacrificed to it they only have toys they can't fight back. why are they being made to go out there? Its not stopping its relentless in its thirst to take.
That one will take a bit to integrate. I know I've meet it before briefly it was more than just deja vu although this time was up close and personal.
I was shown love power beauty a blissful system working in perfect harmony then I seen the complete opposite a deranged crazed evil, unorganized mayhem. The heaven and hell? While I don't believe in that the essence was the same, I feel I was shown perfection but taught there is and always will be the evil side. I guess its up to me to stay on the right path, to give my love my energy to my son, to give him my life force help him continue the energy.
In conclusion nope no tolerance. Second 25mg dose felt much stronger that first.
Sorry if its mixed up I wanted to put to words quickly.
