HermeticShaman
Rising Star
Woah.
Second break through experience.
I spent a few minutes in meditation and prayer before going into this experience. I lit some comforting incense and allowed myself to unwind. I lit some rolled changa, laying in my bed. My only light was a candle. I kept my eyes closed while I smoked... and I'm not entirely sure how many times I hit this thing, but it wasn't much.
The ever moving, dancing wall of fractals grew in intensity, overcoming every bit of my awareness. As I took my last hit, I knew I could go no further. I used my last 15 seconds to open my eyes, set the joint to the side, and blow out my candle. Everything in my field of vision was composed of these fractals, it very much looked as though it belonged in "The Matrix."
I heard so many different tones and sounds, I couldn't begin to explain them all. Some sounded like sirens, others sounded like horns, and some sounded like a strange, alien sort of Morse code.
I laid down, eyes closed, and a wave of blue over came me. I can barely describe it, but there was an endless coil of connected blue and light blue blocks with letters and symbols on them. They continually shifted and moved, and the closer I got to becoming fully immersed in this realm, the simpler they got until they dissolved away right in front of me, leaving me in a bright, but faint blue light.
There a room appeared that looked to be composed of the content of the fractals I was seeing. There were definite sides, and a column in the center. There was an entity standing in this room, of human form, but there all human resemblance ends. He really elluded me in the sense that he wasn't close enough nor still enough for me to make out all of his features. He began to rotate around the column of this room, having a strange mental dialogue with me, the details of which have faded unfortunately.
Just then he emmited this object that looked like nothing I could really describe, but suffice it to say it appeared like a ball of jumbled, multi-faceted, ever evolving energy. I continued hearing different tones and frequencies, and these tones were causing this ball to make changes, evolve, or act in different ways. It had all different kinds of features, but I could not begin to understand what they were for. Some seemed fun, entertaining, or humorous, the others were just bewildering.
It had one feature I could recognize -- some form of fighting or defense mechanism. At the sounding of a certain tone, it emmitted what looked like a giant, steel robotic arm. Another extended, closer to me. Another, yet closer. Hundreds of these arms were emmitting from this blob of technology in tenths of seconds. Interestingly, I was not threatened by any of this, I was merely being shown how it operated. I got the genuine sensation that if I bothered to emit some tones of my own, I could affect the nature of reality.
I was nearly moved to speaking in tongues with this influx of information and metaphysical technique, but I was simply too taken aback to even begin.
This room, realm, or dimension began to swallow itself up and the entity with it, and I began going through the thought process "Oh, yeah! You're in your bed. And you're comfortable, and safe, in your room."
I opened my eyes and still everything in my field of vision was covered in a lighter patterning, with faint faces and eyes revealing themselves to me through the features (a normal aspect of sub-break through doses, for me).
Honestly, I have no idea what to make of any of it. It was certainly a fascinating experience and completely unlike my last break through in every way possible. It really opened up a whole new avenue of exploration.
(If any part of this report is incoherent, my apologies, this was just 20 minutes ago.)
-Chris
Second break through experience.
I spent a few minutes in meditation and prayer before going into this experience. I lit some comforting incense and allowed myself to unwind. I lit some rolled changa, laying in my bed. My only light was a candle. I kept my eyes closed while I smoked... and I'm not entirely sure how many times I hit this thing, but it wasn't much.
The ever moving, dancing wall of fractals grew in intensity, overcoming every bit of my awareness. As I took my last hit, I knew I could go no further. I used my last 15 seconds to open my eyes, set the joint to the side, and blow out my candle. Everything in my field of vision was composed of these fractals, it very much looked as though it belonged in "The Matrix."
I heard so many different tones and sounds, I couldn't begin to explain them all. Some sounded like sirens, others sounded like horns, and some sounded like a strange, alien sort of Morse code.
I laid down, eyes closed, and a wave of blue over came me. I can barely describe it, but there was an endless coil of connected blue and light blue blocks with letters and symbols on them. They continually shifted and moved, and the closer I got to becoming fully immersed in this realm, the simpler they got until they dissolved away right in front of me, leaving me in a bright, but faint blue light.
There a room appeared that looked to be composed of the content of the fractals I was seeing. There were definite sides, and a column in the center. There was an entity standing in this room, of human form, but there all human resemblance ends. He really elluded me in the sense that he wasn't close enough nor still enough for me to make out all of his features. He began to rotate around the column of this room, having a strange mental dialogue with me, the details of which have faded unfortunately.
Just then he emmited this object that looked like nothing I could really describe, but suffice it to say it appeared like a ball of jumbled, multi-faceted, ever evolving energy. I continued hearing different tones and frequencies, and these tones were causing this ball to make changes, evolve, or act in different ways. It had all different kinds of features, but I could not begin to understand what they were for. Some seemed fun, entertaining, or humorous, the others were just bewildering.
It had one feature I could recognize -- some form of fighting or defense mechanism. At the sounding of a certain tone, it emmitted what looked like a giant, steel robotic arm. Another extended, closer to me. Another, yet closer. Hundreds of these arms were emmitting from this blob of technology in tenths of seconds. Interestingly, I was not threatened by any of this, I was merely being shown how it operated. I got the genuine sensation that if I bothered to emit some tones of my own, I could affect the nature of reality.
I was nearly moved to speaking in tongues with this influx of information and metaphysical technique, but I was simply too taken aback to even begin.
This room, realm, or dimension began to swallow itself up and the entity with it, and I began going through the thought process "Oh, yeah! You're in your bed. And you're comfortable, and safe, in your room."
I opened my eyes and still everything in my field of vision was covered in a lighter patterning, with faint faces and eyes revealing themselves to me through the features (a normal aspect of sub-break through doses, for me).
Honestly, I have no idea what to make of any of it. It was certainly a fascinating experience and completely unlike my last break through in every way possible. It really opened up a whole new avenue of exploration.
(If any part of this report is incoherent, my apologies, this was just 20 minutes ago.)
-Chris
