exovargonklocale
Rising Star
Greetings!
I have been waiting for the right time to write this, as I am struggling with a deficit of expressive/creative energy in my life. But I have recently had a burst of self-induced inspiration and I feel appropriate in this now.
I am at a transitional axis in my life right now, one that has been prolonged and feels like it is being pulled to a climax. But the climax may very well be anti-climactic and instead be more like an opening into a new era in my life. Like if you pull down on a window to open it and the more you pull the easier it is because gravity and inertia are helping.
Before now it felt as if outside forces have prolonged this transition, but I have realized in the past week or so that it is I who is creating it. And not out of truancy either, but because I need this period to reflect on my present and my future and my past, and help to harmonize them.
I am still pretty young and I am trying to learn the most effective ways for me to express my experience to others. I like words. I write sometimes, I used to write more, and I am sure I will once again. I also like to draw and experiment with other visual media. And I have a growing passion in music; this is where I have been putting most of my energy recently, most of my creative energy anyhow.
I suppose my most prolonged expressive passion would be that of thought. I really am fascinated with pushing my thoughts and seeing how I can circumvent situations with just a bit of creative perspective. This is a more subtle art in that it is rarely explicated.
I am sure you are well familiar with how entheogens can facilitate creative explorations of the metaphysical, and I am sure that is something that binds many of us who have gravitated to this community.
Above all other of my passions is my relationship with nature. I have been fortunate in having met some mentors along the way who have guided me and imbued me with knowledge and experiences which I hold to be invaluable. It is very important to me that a large portion of my time is spent exploring and communing with nature.
Anyway, I will get to know many of you soon enough. I am very glad to begin my relationship with this beautiful, beaming obelisk of pure radiance amongst a sea of disheartening, monotonous, and dry sand.
I have been waiting for the right time to write this, as I am struggling with a deficit of expressive/creative energy in my life. But I have recently had a burst of self-induced inspiration and I feel appropriate in this now.
I am at a transitional axis in my life right now, one that has been prolonged and feels like it is being pulled to a climax. But the climax may very well be anti-climactic and instead be more like an opening into a new era in my life. Like if you pull down on a window to open it and the more you pull the easier it is because gravity and inertia are helping.
Before now it felt as if outside forces have prolonged this transition, but I have realized in the past week or so that it is I who is creating it. And not out of truancy either, but because I need this period to reflect on my present and my future and my past, and help to harmonize them.
I am still pretty young and I am trying to learn the most effective ways for me to express my experience to others. I like words. I write sometimes, I used to write more, and I am sure I will once again. I also like to draw and experiment with other visual media. And I have a growing passion in music; this is where I have been putting most of my energy recently, most of my creative energy anyhow.
I suppose my most prolonged expressive passion would be that of thought. I really am fascinated with pushing my thoughts and seeing how I can circumvent situations with just a bit of creative perspective. This is a more subtle art in that it is rarely explicated.
I am sure you are well familiar with how entheogens can facilitate creative explorations of the metaphysical, and I am sure that is something that binds many of us who have gravitated to this community.
Above all other of my passions is my relationship with nature. I have been fortunate in having met some mentors along the way who have guided me and imbued me with knowledge and experiences which I hold to be invaluable. It is very important to me that a large portion of my time is spent exploring and communing with nature.
Anyway, I will get to know many of you soon enough. I am very glad to begin my relationship with this beautiful, beaming obelisk of pure radiance amongst a sea of disheartening, monotonous, and dry sand.
