teachMEmore
Rising Star
It was my first time. About 2 weeks ago.
I had researched DMT here and there, but never thought i'd come into contact with it.
When i got a text from my friend that read. "Danny, let me come over right now, i've gotta share something with you!"
i prayed that my friend would show up with DMT. He had told me about his experiences and i told him i was interested and he said he could maybe help me, it will happen in due time.
The time was now.
He sat me down in my basement, turned the lights low, and started playing EOTO- if you havent heard of them, please take a second to check out their myspace. They are 2 of the most brilliant musicians and will change your life if you become a loyal fan.
My heart was beating harder than i could ever remember. Everything i have ever read about this molecule was running through my head - the good and the bad. My palms were sweating profusely.
I talked to my friend about my worries and he guarenteed me it was an experience i would regret turning down.
The time was right, the place was right, and the settings were right.
I felt so comfortable yet so unstable and uncomfortable at the same time.
Excitement overcame me and i told my friend,
"I'm ready."
He packed a bowl with weed, then measured out however much DMT. I didnt ask how much, but he said he packed it fat.
He handed me the bowl and told me to clear it in 3 sections then hand it to him.
My heart was pounding harder than before, i had him feel my chest. He laughed and said he was the same way.
He told me to fight my fear and take it in. Long deep inhales. Hold it in as long as possible.
He put his head down to release some pressure on me.
I waited for the song i was listening to, to calm down and get to a "chiller" part of the song.
I took a few deep breathes to get my lungs ready for the smoke to enter.
Now i was ready.
I lit the lighter, held it above the whitish/yellowish powder, being careful to cook it and not burn it.
The smoke was much different than i expected. It was actually quite relaxing for me.
I took in as much as i could, until i tasted weed again.
It was quite hard on my lungs and my heart was still pounding. That is until i exhaled.
The second i exhaled my heart beat greatly decreased. Back to it's normal pace i would say.
I then took the second rip, trying to get more than the first time and hold it longer. I did well.
I was onto the 3rd and last part of the bowl. By now things were getting quite loopy, almost as if i was having an intense LSD come on.
I inhaled my last hit, holding it much longer than the 2 prior. I handed my friend the bowl, he repacked it for him, watched him take his first hit and hold it in for a few seconds, then I finally exhaled, probably 5 seconds before he did. He told me he was impressed with my last hit.
I was feeling good, almost out of body, he then took a second hit and set the bowl down. He couldnt take anymore.
I knew that if i could have just ONE more hit that i would blast. i could feel i was close.
I was somewhat disoriented and my sound was off, but sam said happily that i could take the 3rd hit of his bowl.
I picked it up and lit the lighter over hit last part of the bowl.
I was feeling extremely high which made it much easier to hold my hit longer.
Right as i started to exhale i felt and heard the "rip."
It was almost as if my brain was being lifted by a strong magnet and had awoken from hibernation.
I closed my eyes and hunched over in a more comfortable position.
I saw lots of geometric shapes and bright colors, my head was resting down on a blanket into darkness, but it's as if someone was holding a bright light in front of my closed eyes. i couldnt believe the intensity.
The colors faded and i was in a different field of vision.
In the distance i could see a large building with architecture unlike anything on this planet.
As i got closer it appeared to be a high tech theater- except extremely colorful with lots of blues greens and reds, flowing within each other.
i was being brought closer to this structure and was welcomed in by two greenish characters- both symmetrical to eachother.
They said nothing but were very welcoming with their actions. They swung their arms as to show me to enter the building.
I was almost being "pulled through" on a zipline type thing- i had no control, i was being shown.
I entered the room and it turned to darkness. I was confused. did my trip end? was that all i was allowed to see so far?
Then, just as the song transformed from a downtempo chill beat to a crazy intense bass heavy with Jason Hann yelling his alien language with the music-
The screen lit up with colors much more intense than before!
I was brought into the "Screen" and was about to be shown much more.
I was now in a tunnel type thing covered by mainly green "tiles", with different creatures and structures surrounding.
The first thing that i can remember that i passed were two "creatures" with their arms and elbows crossed in a way that only they or i could show you, hard to describe, but something very egyptian looking. elbow crossed in front of face, no face recognizable though- they were red in color.
I then passed them and entered a hallway of pillars. Their base coat was white, but they were covered by red numbers- all ranging in size, larger in the middle, about palm size, and getting smaller towards the base and top. The pillars were not straight by any means- in fact they reminded me much of Dr. Seuss' pillars, all curved and distorted. They were quite pleasant to look at.
Sam then told me to open my eyes, i didnt want to, everything was so real and so beautiful- but i did anyways.
He told me to look at the fireplace. Now i was very familiar with my basement fireplace. Brown brick from the ground to ceiling, nothing too interesting. But when i looked over it had completely transformed:
It's shape was still recognizable, but the colors and texture were completely different, in fact- quite opposite of it's original state. The dark browns turned into the same red/blue/green swirl, pumping with energy- flowing perfectly with the tempo of the music.
And the rough texture of the old brick was now had a clear elastic look to it. I wanted to get up and feel it, but i was still uncoordinated. I then looked at a painting, i can't recall which one, but it was like LSD on LSD haha
Honestly, the painting swirled within itself. The black gloomy trees in the pinks and greens blended. The tree branches started forming shapes and letter-esque type things. I tried to puzzle them together, but it didnt make sense- it was not in my language.
I enjoyed my eyes being opened, but i was shown more with my eyes closed- so i shut them again:
It was dark. I was sad- i thought it was the end of my trip.
But i kept them shut for another few seconds.
All of a sudden i was looking down a very steep wooden staircase.
There was a vignette around all the edges- all black except the main center.
I took one step down, then another, then another and so on...
I picked up my pace, and my right leg moved violently synchronized with every step.
I literally felt like i was running down a never ending flight of stairs.
I thought it would never end, and sam asked if i was okay.
I put a finger in the air, motioning to hold back the speech and let me continue.
I saw an ending, it was dark down there, but i kept going.
When i reached the end i was in a long dark hallway.
In the distance, at the end of the hall, was a white object, about the size of a pin- slightly moving back and fourth.
I was being brought through the dark empty hallway, it was all space, i didnt feel enclosed.
As i got closer i started to make out a familiar picture.
It was a human skull.
Nothing scary like one would think, but just the bare skull, no neck, no blood, no eyes, just bone.
It was right in front of my face, and when i reached out, it disappeared.
I opened my eyes, and told sam everything i had just experienced.
He was shocked at how much i was shown. He had some disbelief to my stories, but i was telling him literally minutes after it all happened.
All these events occured within the first 10 minutes after my first hit.
It was an experience like none other. I am a huge fan of psychadelics and all about mind expansion,
and i truly believe this could be the answer to many questions.
I cannot wait for the next time i get to visit again.
I had researched DMT here and there, but never thought i'd come into contact with it.
When i got a text from my friend that read. "Danny, let me come over right now, i've gotta share something with you!"
i prayed that my friend would show up with DMT. He had told me about his experiences and i told him i was interested and he said he could maybe help me, it will happen in due time.
The time was now.
He sat me down in my basement, turned the lights low, and started playing EOTO- if you havent heard of them, please take a second to check out their myspace. They are 2 of the most brilliant musicians and will change your life if you become a loyal fan.
My heart was beating harder than i could ever remember. Everything i have ever read about this molecule was running through my head - the good and the bad. My palms were sweating profusely.
I talked to my friend about my worries and he guarenteed me it was an experience i would regret turning down.
The time was right, the place was right, and the settings were right.
I felt so comfortable yet so unstable and uncomfortable at the same time.
Excitement overcame me and i told my friend,
"I'm ready."
He packed a bowl with weed, then measured out however much DMT. I didnt ask how much, but he said he packed it fat.
He handed me the bowl and told me to clear it in 3 sections then hand it to him.
My heart was pounding harder than before, i had him feel my chest. He laughed and said he was the same way.
He told me to fight my fear and take it in. Long deep inhales. Hold it in as long as possible.
He put his head down to release some pressure on me.
I waited for the song i was listening to, to calm down and get to a "chiller" part of the song.
I took a few deep breathes to get my lungs ready for the smoke to enter.
Now i was ready.
I lit the lighter, held it above the whitish/yellowish powder, being careful to cook it and not burn it.
The smoke was much different than i expected. It was actually quite relaxing for me.
I took in as much as i could, until i tasted weed again.
It was quite hard on my lungs and my heart was still pounding. That is until i exhaled.
The second i exhaled my heart beat greatly decreased. Back to it's normal pace i would say.
I then took the second rip, trying to get more than the first time and hold it longer. I did well.
I was onto the 3rd and last part of the bowl. By now things were getting quite loopy, almost as if i was having an intense LSD come on.
I inhaled my last hit, holding it much longer than the 2 prior. I handed my friend the bowl, he repacked it for him, watched him take his first hit and hold it in for a few seconds, then I finally exhaled, probably 5 seconds before he did. He told me he was impressed with my last hit.
I was feeling good, almost out of body, he then took a second hit and set the bowl down. He couldnt take anymore.
I knew that if i could have just ONE more hit that i would blast. i could feel i was close.
I was somewhat disoriented and my sound was off, but sam said happily that i could take the 3rd hit of his bowl.
I picked it up and lit the lighter over hit last part of the bowl.
I was feeling extremely high which made it much easier to hold my hit longer.
Right as i started to exhale i felt and heard the "rip."
It was almost as if my brain was being lifted by a strong magnet and had awoken from hibernation.
I closed my eyes and hunched over in a more comfortable position.
I saw lots of geometric shapes and bright colors, my head was resting down on a blanket into darkness, but it's as if someone was holding a bright light in front of my closed eyes. i couldnt believe the intensity.
The colors faded and i was in a different field of vision.
In the distance i could see a large building with architecture unlike anything on this planet.
As i got closer it appeared to be a high tech theater- except extremely colorful with lots of blues greens and reds, flowing within each other.
i was being brought closer to this structure and was welcomed in by two greenish characters- both symmetrical to eachother.
They said nothing but were very welcoming with their actions. They swung their arms as to show me to enter the building.
I was almost being "pulled through" on a zipline type thing- i had no control, i was being shown.
I entered the room and it turned to darkness. I was confused. did my trip end? was that all i was allowed to see so far?
Then, just as the song transformed from a downtempo chill beat to a crazy intense bass heavy with Jason Hann yelling his alien language with the music-
The screen lit up with colors much more intense than before!
I was brought into the "Screen" and was about to be shown much more.
I was now in a tunnel type thing covered by mainly green "tiles", with different creatures and structures surrounding.
The first thing that i can remember that i passed were two "creatures" with their arms and elbows crossed in a way that only they or i could show you, hard to describe, but something very egyptian looking. elbow crossed in front of face, no face recognizable though- they were red in color.
I then passed them and entered a hallway of pillars. Their base coat was white, but they were covered by red numbers- all ranging in size, larger in the middle, about palm size, and getting smaller towards the base and top. The pillars were not straight by any means- in fact they reminded me much of Dr. Seuss' pillars, all curved and distorted. They were quite pleasant to look at.
Sam then told me to open my eyes, i didnt want to, everything was so real and so beautiful- but i did anyways.
He told me to look at the fireplace. Now i was very familiar with my basement fireplace. Brown brick from the ground to ceiling, nothing too interesting. But when i looked over it had completely transformed:
It's shape was still recognizable, but the colors and texture were completely different, in fact- quite opposite of it's original state. The dark browns turned into the same red/blue/green swirl, pumping with energy- flowing perfectly with the tempo of the music.
And the rough texture of the old brick was now had a clear elastic look to it. I wanted to get up and feel it, but i was still uncoordinated. I then looked at a painting, i can't recall which one, but it was like LSD on LSD haha
Honestly, the painting swirled within itself. The black gloomy trees in the pinks and greens blended. The tree branches started forming shapes and letter-esque type things. I tried to puzzle them together, but it didnt make sense- it was not in my language.
I enjoyed my eyes being opened, but i was shown more with my eyes closed- so i shut them again:
It was dark. I was sad- i thought it was the end of my trip.
But i kept them shut for another few seconds.
All of a sudden i was looking down a very steep wooden staircase.
There was a vignette around all the edges- all black except the main center.
I took one step down, then another, then another and so on...
I picked up my pace, and my right leg moved violently synchronized with every step.
I literally felt like i was running down a never ending flight of stairs.
I thought it would never end, and sam asked if i was okay.
I put a finger in the air, motioning to hold back the speech and let me continue.
I saw an ending, it was dark down there, but i kept going.
When i reached the end i was in a long dark hallway.
In the distance, at the end of the hall, was a white object, about the size of a pin- slightly moving back and fourth.
I was being brought through the dark empty hallway, it was all space, i didnt feel enclosed.
As i got closer i started to make out a familiar picture.
It was a human skull.
Nothing scary like one would think, but just the bare skull, no neck, no blood, no eyes, just bone.
It was right in front of my face, and when i reached out, it disappeared.
I opened my eyes, and told sam everything i had just experienced.
He was shocked at how much i was shown. He had some disbelief to my stories, but i was telling him literally minutes after it all happened.
All these events occured within the first 10 minutes after my first hit.
It was an experience like none other. I am a huge fan of psychadelics and all about mind expansion,
and i truly believe this could be the answer to many questions.
I cannot wait for the next time i get to visit again.
