I recently had a very bad experience with shrooms Bad Shroom Trip. Specifically, I took 200mg of thh and 3.5g of Ps Cyanescens. The experience was an absolute disaster that landed me in the ER. I felt, that the biggest downfall of the experience was the anxiety I have been experiencing about re-visiting the matrix without it being a negative experience. I wanted to get my feet wet again but I wasnt ready for shrooms or thh just yet. This pretty much ruled out shrooms and pharmahuasca. I hadnt smoked any spice in about four months because of another event where I accidently vaped about 200mg and had an experience that had me swearing off vaporizing forever. Well Thats another story. Any way I sat down last night and relaxed. I meditated for about 20 min and then I vaped 20mg the same way I always do, sandwiched between parsley and smoked out of an 18" glass bong, no h2o. This way of administering the molecule works 100% of the time with 1 toke, break through. Instantly I was overcome with happiness of being back. I closed my eyes and laid back and witnessed all of the hands that were waving me over asking me to come to them so the could show me the way. I could literally hear, "Welcome Back".
Because the dosage was on the lite side the voyage seemed to be over as soon as it began. I was left with a smile on my face and a warm happy feeling inside. I immediately loaded up a 50mg dose. I meditated for about 20 minutes and then dosed. Again I took it all in one inhalation and held it. I knew it was going to be a deep experience about half way through the hit. Sometimes I just know where its going and often there is quite a bit of anxiety. This second experience was a monumental voyage. I had never experienced these things in the past. What was revealed to me was .... . . . . . perplexing yet beautiful. It was very meaningfull. reality peeled away and gave way to roots. Roots like tree roots that grow above ground, full of burl and knots and off shoots and bark and they just grew or they were growing and breathing. these roots must of taken millions of years to grow. They were beautiful. As I was figuring out what was happening I realized that they were growing from within me and they were reaching out to ...... . . .. . .. . . .
I am at peace now. I will re-visit shrooms and certainly thh and pharmahuasca. Probably never shrooms and thh.
I'm greatful to be a welcome member once again.
Because the dosage was on the lite side the voyage seemed to be over as soon as it began. I was left with a smile on my face and a warm happy feeling inside. I immediately loaded up a 50mg dose. I meditated for about 20 minutes and then dosed. Again I took it all in one inhalation and held it. I knew it was going to be a deep experience about half way through the hit. Sometimes I just know where its going and often there is quite a bit of anxiety. This second experience was a monumental voyage. I had never experienced these things in the past. What was revealed to me was .... . . . . . perplexing yet beautiful. It was very meaningfull. reality peeled away and gave way to roots. Roots like tree roots that grow above ground, full of burl and knots and off shoots and bark and they just grew or they were growing and breathing. these roots must of taken millions of years to grow. They were beautiful. As I was figuring out what was happening I realized that they were growing from within me and they were reaching out to ...... . . .. . .. . . .
I am at peace now. I will re-visit shrooms and certainly thh and pharmahuasca. Probably never shrooms and thh.
I'm greatful to be a welcome member once again.
