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This is not and was not my first steps in hyperspace, but I dug back into some old notes because I wanted to share something relevant on the subject. This is from a decade and a half ago which was the period when I first extracted my DMT as well as some other things.
DMT : Dung Beetle
70 milligrams of DMT vaporized in 2 deep long hits. Crackle, crackle, buzz, buzz. Energy fields and total beauty were quickly interfered with by slithering snakes and tentacles which came out of nowhere to weave around each other and create a dome over me. They didn’t want me to get beyond them, but I didn’t let them scare me so they became a wall of nothing as I passed through them.
Constant tones increasing in frequency, vibrating in the center of my skull was the last human sensation I recall before leaving. Crackle, buzz, zip!, CRACK!!
Earth was gone, sky was gone, there was nothing but a blank space or blank page which might’ve seemed pure white, but I’m not sure it wasn’t silver or grey. Then this blank space was filled by what seemed to be that which had just been spat out the top of that human head I was recently residing in. As if just woke up, crawled out of a hole, and fell to the floor was a beetle creature which I was observing as both something alien and as myself. For some reason this beetle had a shiny wire or set of shiny thin wires somehow attached to it which led back to wherever it came from, and I could see it was nearly pulled tight and had just a little slack left in the line.
All at the same time my reaction to this beetle was ‘Eww, yucky bug!’ & ‘Aww, beautiful creature.’ & ‘That’s a pity.’
While I’m having these feelings about the bug, I was feeling higher intelligence beings having reactions to the beetle and me such as loving, worried & concerned, hopefulness, expectations, disappointment, confidence, etc.
Two phrases I distinctly heard from a higher intelligence being was first:
“He saw himself!” (in a very hopeful cheering “yes, this is progress” yet still concerned and worried kind of way),
then
“Put him back in!” (in a very ‘that’s as far as he goes this time’ and ‘let’s see how much progress and trauma he makes and takes from this for now’ sort of way).
Next thing I recall experiencing was just that, being put back in. I was attached to a swirling, twirling silver coil of what looked like thick air, smoke, or fog, but it felt and sounded like metal such as a metal slinky or unwound guitar strings being flapped around. As this spiraling coil thing tightened, I saw my body sitting in the chair in front of me, the coil was entering my body’s head and funneling me back into it. Suddenly I was behind my eyes again, in the chair, with my body having spasms as if I was being electrocuted. There was no doubt in my mind that I had just left this body that was so jolted by me getting back into it.
More to come and I'll try to put them in some kind of logical order like they occurred. Not every one of them is conveyable with language, but I sometimes try and do the experience a little justice with words. Thanks.
DMT : Dung Beetle
70 milligrams of DMT vaporized in 2 deep long hits. Crackle, crackle, buzz, buzz. Energy fields and total beauty were quickly interfered with by slithering snakes and tentacles which came out of nowhere to weave around each other and create a dome over me. They didn’t want me to get beyond them, but I didn’t let them scare me so they became a wall of nothing as I passed through them.
Constant tones increasing in frequency, vibrating in the center of my skull was the last human sensation I recall before leaving. Crackle, buzz, zip!, CRACK!!
Earth was gone, sky was gone, there was nothing but a blank space or blank page which might’ve seemed pure white, but I’m not sure it wasn’t silver or grey. Then this blank space was filled by what seemed to be that which had just been spat out the top of that human head I was recently residing in. As if just woke up, crawled out of a hole, and fell to the floor was a beetle creature which I was observing as both something alien and as myself. For some reason this beetle had a shiny wire or set of shiny thin wires somehow attached to it which led back to wherever it came from, and I could see it was nearly pulled tight and had just a little slack left in the line.
All at the same time my reaction to this beetle was ‘Eww, yucky bug!’ & ‘Aww, beautiful creature.’ & ‘That’s a pity.’
While I’m having these feelings about the bug, I was feeling higher intelligence beings having reactions to the beetle and me such as loving, worried & concerned, hopefulness, expectations, disappointment, confidence, etc.
Two phrases I distinctly heard from a higher intelligence being was first:
“He saw himself!” (in a very hopeful cheering “yes, this is progress” yet still concerned and worried kind of way),
then
“Put him back in!” (in a very ‘that’s as far as he goes this time’ and ‘let’s see how much progress and trauma he makes and takes from this for now’ sort of way).
Next thing I recall experiencing was just that, being put back in. I was attached to a swirling, twirling silver coil of what looked like thick air, smoke, or fog, but it felt and sounded like metal such as a metal slinky or unwound guitar strings being flapped around. As this spiraling coil thing tightened, I saw my body sitting in the chair in front of me, the coil was entering my body’s head and funneling me back into it. Suddenly I was behind my eyes again, in the chair, with my body having spasms as if I was being electrocuted. There was no doubt in my mind that I had just left this body that was so jolted by me getting back into it.
More to come and I'll try to put them in some kind of logical order like they occurred. Not every one of them is conveyable with language, but I sometimes try and do the experience a little justice with words. Thanks.