I don't understand or agree with what I think you are trying to say.

How does anyone bring psychosis on themselves anymore than someone brings the HIV virus on themselves. Sure they may have been in engaged in unprotected anal sex activity but the difference with homosexuals is that catching the HIV virus is very well established horror, depersonalization from DMT however is not. The majority of the threads in the "first steps in hyperspace" area are ones of ecstatic thankfulness etc etc.

When you sign up for DMT people rarely consider that it may turn them in to a depersonalized nightmare that cripples the contentedness of experience for months or even years after. So I don't believe "you bring it upon yourself".

The majority of true DMT user's intentions are to seek out higher consciousness, to see more than they ordinarily do. Rarely is it to "give me a horrible feeling of disconnection from myself and completely corrupt my ability to feel comfortable living in the world anymore, enough so that I am unnerved throughout most of the day"

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