I'm sorry i didn't explain it well, i really didn't mean it in that way at all, what i believe in is that DMT or anything won't bring anything to you unless you really want it and truly asked for it, that it's about you before anything else.

For me i was living something very hard a lot of pain and anxiety and i was losing it and then i wished to be free of it I used to wish to be living free from the future and the past and it came on me as depersonalisation it wasn't easy to be living this depersonalisation but i am so grateful and i see it as a blessing, and i felt that what he is living is so similar to mine.

People don't understand this, they think to be enlightened is something easy to live, it's just so hard to be truly living in the moment for example, depersonalisation was a forced enlightenment forced detachment and to accept it and grow with it was hard.

I asked to be the way i am thinking it would be an easy turn but it wasn't it was magical but hard, change is hard, and i am so grateful how things went and how i am now.

I'm sorry again for the misunderstanding