nothingness
Rising Star
Yo, yo yo what up this is ya boi nothingness, I'm here to spread da love yo to all my peeps on the west side hyperspacen it out son, nahmean?
heads up doe, ain't no one be judgen me by my linguo caus somtimes it helps me concentrate writen and stuff like thats.
So i bin up in da kitchen, doin ma thang nahmean. cookin it up, little sumin sumin... but only 4 myself doe, I am playen it safe... jus incase... the po po wanna chase... me cookin it up in da base-ment... I can't get enough of it! I feel like, i dunno, I am workin suming up far more in depth of reality than I can see or touch. It's like a process of re-arranging atoms with different chems and I'm like, yo, i'm rearranging nature with scientific intelligence.
Here's the thing tho, everytime i try and put my toes in da water i'm liak 'nO way mayn! I can't do this!" I totally freak out, it;s like I dont av enough grip on myself when I'm normal let alone there. I am always thinkin bout how my life is like so incomplete ya know mean? Every single ting in my existenz is completely undefined and incomplete, there are no definite boundaries of truth that I am sure of and it's all up in da air... dat kind makes my headspin even doe I'm like totally cool becuz of how boring and normal reality appearz.\\ It's I am stuck in a videogame, it feels like everything is cool and I know whats goin on but take a deeper look and its like "wtf? who am i? what is this stuff? where is all of this occuring?" I dunno, ii jus guess it might make me go over the edge and send me in to some horrific existential crisis or sumin.
U guyz felt like dis befo? or am i just scizo? lol lol
heads up doe, ain't no one be judgen me by my linguo caus somtimes it helps me concentrate writen and stuff like thats.
So i bin up in da kitchen, doin ma thang nahmean. cookin it up, little sumin sumin... but only 4 myself doe, I am playen it safe... jus incase... the po po wanna chase... me cookin it up in da base-ment... I can't get enough of it! I feel like, i dunno, I am workin suming up far more in depth of reality than I can see or touch. It's like a process of re-arranging atoms with different chems and I'm like, yo, i'm rearranging nature with scientific intelligence.
Here's the thing tho, everytime i try and put my toes in da water i'm liak 'nO way mayn! I can't do this!" I totally freak out, it;s like I dont av enough grip on myself when I'm normal let alone there. I am always thinkin bout how my life is like so incomplete ya know mean? Every single ting in my existenz is completely undefined and incomplete, there are no definite boundaries of truth that I am sure of and it's all up in da air... dat kind makes my headspin even doe I'm like totally cool becuz of how boring and normal reality appearz.\\ It's I am stuck in a videogame, it feels like everything is cool and I know whats goin on but take a deeper look and its like "wtf? who am i? what is this stuff? where is all of this occuring?" I dunno, ii jus guess it might make me go over the edge and send me in to some horrific existential crisis or sumin.
U guyz felt like dis befo? or am i just scizo? lol lol
