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Saidin

Saidin

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Its been a year since I've smoked the spice...had a batch of changa I made a year ago and never tried out, and whoah boy...have I been missing out. Changa for a year stored well does not lose its potency.

Physicality is such a gift, such a blessing, such an honor just to be incarnate. I could feel entities merging with my body, sharing for the briefest of times (with my conscious permission) the uniqueness that is three dimensional existence. Vibrations coursed though my body along my who nervous system, tingling, alive with feeling of what it is to be material!

Yeah baby...this is mine! I am blessed to be here now! Enjoy it while you can as it will be fleeting...and when we don't have it, it is what we will be wanting to get back to!
 
Welcome back! (I wasn’t even aware you were “away”. :) )

I once had a very similar experience. There was a group of entities who had never been incarnated, and they were very curious about my physical body. They wanted to experience physicality, even if only for a moment, so I let them in. (Funny thing is, I wasn’t in my body during this.) It was clear to me that they had never been in a body before, because they had no idea what they were doing. They were getting a bit out of hand, so I had to remind them to be careful – “Careful, I need that.”

After a short while, they left and expressed great joy and gratitude. I had the distinct impression that embodiment is a rare and special treat – that not many “immaterial beings” have ever had the experience.
 
I've had experiences with entry (it was a healing) where something like THE GIANT MYSTICAL HAND reached into my body... squeezing and pulling different parts of my internal organs... and when it got painful, I asked it to stop, and it did. It's so fascinating, the give and take between the corporeal and the noncorporeal. :)
 
gibran2 said:
Welcome back! (I wasn’t even aware you were “away”. :) )

I once had a very similar experience. There was a group of entities who had never been incarnated, and they were very curious about my physical body. They wanted to experience physicality, even if only for a moment, so I let them in. (Funny thing is, I wasn’t in my body during this.) It was clear to me that they had never been in a body before, because they had no idea what they were doing. They were getting a bit out of hand, so I had to remind them to be careful – “Careful, I need that.”

After a short while, they left and expressed great joy and gratitude. I had the distinct impression that embodiment is a rare and special treat – that not many “immaterial beings” have ever had the experience.
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This is very similar to what I experienced...I said at one moment out loud, "Yeah Baby...this is mine!" and laughed heartily as the joy was flooding through me. Not in a teasing or taunting manner, but just through the deep realization that came to me though their briefest experiencing of what this type of physicality is like. What a joy, and blessing this type of existence truly is. I honestly couldn't have asked for a better experience to come back to. :d

Here I thought I had learned what I needed to from the spice. Perhaps for a time that was correct, but if anything, I think that the respite gave me the opportunity to grow in other areas so that perhaps my learning through the spice will have more meaning and context now. Who knows for sure, but damn it sure feels good to be back!

Hyperspacing,

I had placed the changa in small ziplock bags, 1" x 1" or 2.5cm x 2.5cm and then placed those bags into a larger ziplock and kept them in a drawer.
 
hehehe....that's my brother! welcome back (not like you ever really left). awesome realizations and a beautiful gift to share with your nexus family!

LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!
 
Yes, even if life is sometimes harsh, it's a unique opportunity that many people underappreciate... every miserable second of it is full of potential!
 
Good to hear; did you stop smoking the Spice for any particular reason, or did you just not feel the call to "go in"? Sounds like the break was worth it.
 
lysergify said:
Good to hear; did you stop smoking the Spice for any particular reason, or did you just not feel the call to "go in"? Sounds like the break was worth it.
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I think it was a combination of a couple things.

For a long time I didn't feel the call, didn't even think about smoking. Then after a time that sense of fear crept in and I became overly apprehensive of the intensity, having forgotten how magical it is once we clear that hurdle. That kept me away for a bit longer.

But after reading about some amazing journeys from my fellow travellers (Antrocles especially, thanks Brother!) which helped me to overcome my apprehension I decided to just jump right back into the water, and not worry whether it was too hot or too cold...only to find (as I truthfully knew all along deep down) that the temperature would be just right!

The break was definately worth it as it has given me a whole new appreciation of this sacrament, and the enthusiasm to begin learning again. :d
 
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