YTXian
Not an angry scientist but a mad one.
I have had every type of emotional reaction to DMT...I have laughed tears of joy, gasped for air in a state of shear terror and even been enraged at the spells of redundant, wimsical, meaningless wandering in the elf-populated, bling-bling, lego-desert, waistland (so colorful, so complex, so shinny, ...so empty after all).
I have gone through spells of only trippin with my eyes closed...and watched as my colorful world on the back of my eyelids slowly became coated with a black powder untill one day it was so dark I could barely see anything but a black ooze in the darknes...only to suddenly spring back into life but now a world more meaningful, more fantastic and, yet, somehow more real (spiritual).
And I never know when something mysticaly STRANGE, unexpected, COMPLETELY UNIQUE, and sometimes even REAL(I mean real damn-it! REAL!) is gonna happen.
I've tried abstaining for long periods of time (OK, like six whole months:shock: I'm a feind!:roll: ) to be rewarded with a whole new arcitecture of visual hallucination, even far more beautiful, graceful and epicly bigger than ever before.
So I never recorded my first steps. Nor have I ever gotten the time to tell others of my experiences in detail...except, of course, the BIG ones where you meet heaven and Gods life even flashes before your eyes and you are shown your true face that you had before your parents were born! It's just not right to keep that stuff to yourself when you discover that we're all one and the same! This large community of others who share my passionate interest in this substance and it's relatives is a fairly new discovery for me and I'm loving it and I just want to say to the beggining explorer; hang on! It just gets weirder and wilder from here!
I have gone through spells of only trippin with my eyes closed...and watched as my colorful world on the back of my eyelids slowly became coated with a black powder untill one day it was so dark I could barely see anything but a black ooze in the darknes...only to suddenly spring back into life but now a world more meaningful, more fantastic and, yet, somehow more real (spiritual).
And I never know when something mysticaly STRANGE, unexpected, COMPLETELY UNIQUE, and sometimes even REAL(I mean real damn-it! REAL!) is gonna happen.
I've tried abstaining for long periods of time (OK, like six whole months:shock: I'm a feind!:roll: ) to be rewarded with a whole new arcitecture of visual hallucination, even far more beautiful, graceful and epicly bigger than ever before.
So I never recorded my first steps. Nor have I ever gotten the time to tell others of my experiences in detail...except, of course, the BIG ones where you meet heaven and Gods life even flashes before your eyes and you are shown your true face that you had before your parents were born! It's just not right to keep that stuff to yourself when you discover that we're all one and the same! This large community of others who share my passionate interest in this substance and it's relatives is a fairly new discovery for me and I'm loving it and I just want to say to the beggining explorer; hang on! It just gets weirder and wilder from here!
