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Hey man, thanks for the reply.

It was just two very conflicting experiences, the latter one pretty traumatizing and not at all containing this kind of depth that the first one had. But hey, I'm over it. I waited almost two years to continue my research, just because I needed to heal.

Yesterday I decided to try a first round of smoking DMT in a water pipe. I used the sandwitch method between caapi leaves. The smoke was pretty harsh but I managed to hold it in and then I felt IT.

Like the sweetest whispers I had ever heard, like a thunderstorm singing me a lullaby. I felt like all the mysteries of the whole world were coded somehow in a 3-d message floating around me. And I felt like I was touched by the grace of God.

It was just a brief glimps. But oh so potent... I never even really believed in God, but I don't know how else to call it...

I can still feel it somehow. Like an impersonal presence following me and making me see things differently.

This substance is incredible and possibly just what I have been looking for all my life. I feel like this is the beginning of a great investigation both into the universes most profound questions and into myself.

Sorry if I'm rambling. I'm just so amazed!

<blockquote data-quote="CosmicAlchemist" data-source="post: 3622251" data-attributes="member: 20567">Hey man, thanks for the reply. It was just two very conflicting experiences, the latter one pretty traumatizing and not at all containing this kind of depth that the first one had. But hey, I&#039;m over it. I waited almost two years to continue my research, just because I needed to heal. Yesterday I decided to try a first round of smoking DMT in a water pipe. I used the sandwitch method between caapi leaves. The smoke was pretty harsh but I managed to hold it in and then I felt IT. Like the sweetest whispers I had ever heard, like a thunderstorm singing me a lullaby. I felt like all the mysteries of the whole world were coded somehow in a 3-d message floating around me. And I felt like I was touched by the grace of God.It was just a brief glimps. But oh so potent... I never even really believed in God, but I don&#039;t know how else to call it... I can still feel it somehow. Like an impersonal presence following me and making me see things differently. This substance is incredible and possibly just what I have been looking for all my life. I feel like this is the beginning of a great investigation both into the universes most profound questions and into myself. Sorry if I&#039;m rambling. I&#039;m just so amazed!</blockquote>

[QUOTE="CosmicAlchemist, post: 3622251, member: 20567"] Hey man, thanks for the reply. It was just two very conflicting experiences, the latter one pretty traumatizing and not at all containing this kind of depth that the first one had. But hey, I'm over it. I waited almost two years to continue my research, just because I needed to heal. Yesterday I decided to try a first round of smoking DMT in a water pipe. I used the sandwitch method between caapi leaves. The smoke was pretty harsh but I managed to hold it in and then I felt IT. Like the sweetest whispers I had ever heard, like a thunderstorm singing me a lullaby. I felt like all the mysteries of the whole world were coded somehow in a 3-d message floating around me. And I felt like I was touched by the grace of God. It was just a brief glimps. But oh so potent... I never even really believed in God, but I don't know how else to call it... I can still feel it somehow. Like an impersonal presence following me and making me see things differently. This substance is incredible and possibly just what I have been looking for all my life. I feel like this is the beginning of a great investigation both into the universes most profound questions and into myself. Sorry if I'm rambling. I'm just so amazed! [/QUOTE]