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kmk35372

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Hello. Is anybody experienced broken loops? I broke a loop in one of me previous experiences. Now broken loops are hunting me. Each time I get a loop that broken and it is heavily overwhelming. It is like your thought process is in a one giant loop that is stuck.
I don't think that our loops are connected somehow, just want to know if anybody had similar experiences.
Thank you.
 
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So its me, kmk. Can't login with my cred. Those loops are very beneficial if you manage to brake them as it seems. They represent all your repetitive thinking. All yours cockroaches running inside your head. Braking loops is painful mentally, but beneficial. Clearness that comes after is priceless. You truly a different person. One without thoughts constantly running in a background. You just broke that mill inside your head.
How I do it always different, but somehow I end up braking that program code completely. This time I played a game when you send a bird with a message to your playmate. In that message you write a scenario for the next loop to play. Each time you make it more difficult and challenging. One that broke everything completely, was a message from a future with the next loop to play. Crow suppose to deliver that message from a future to play this time. The message was not opened, just when it arrived loop began to dissolve and it was painful. I could not put 2 and 2 together if I would asked to. My thought process was a complete mess. I did not know what is and how to use a lighter, even though I had it in front of me and a cigarette in my mouth. It was not for a long time though, just 30 min or so.
I use Amanita Pantherina - 6 400mg pills. Trip was 5-6 hours long. Started to kick in after an hour ingesting pills.
Good luck on your journey, fellow travelers.
 
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kmk35372 said:
Hello. Is anybody experienced broken loops? I broke a loop in one of me previous experiences. Now broken loops are hunting me. Each time I get a loop that broken and it is heavily overwhelming. It is like your thought process is in a one giant loop that is stuck.
I don't think that our loops are connected somehow, just want to know if anybody had similar experiences.
Thank you.
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I suggest not chasing amanitas in doses that cause loops. It is a beautiful entheogen, but it is dangerous in high doses, because of dissociative effects and energy boost in sometimes gives. In case of a bad trip, you might need a person sufficiently stronger than you, in order to be able to restrain you if you go running out of the window.
Amanitas are very good and beneficial in micro and less than 5-6g doses (muscaria, not pantherina though).
I think muscimol messes with time perception more than other psychedelics, hence loop stuff and other time-related weird stuff.
I've seen enough attempts to interpret amanita trips, but I think it's futile in general. Tripping on high doses is path to insanity imho.

Also, I don't mess with pantherinas, like at all, just for safety reasons. They can be considerably stronger than amanitas.
 
Thank you for your response. It makes perfect sense. My first 20g amanita muscaria trip was dangerous indeed. I was about to leave my apartment in the middle of the night in my underwear -30 C outside. I though it was a dream. In regard path to insanity, it makes sense as well. Messing with your brain to the point when it causes pain never a good idea. Now I can see it. It probably destroys some neurological path, you just don't know if that path is the proper one to brake.
I will lower the dosage to be it more beneficial than harmful.
Appreciate your guidance.
 
Hello. Other thing with amanitas. Sometimes I blackout for some time. When dosage was high I was falling while walking, hurting myself like bruises and scratches from a fall. When I lowered the dosage I blackout and do things that I can not recall. When I listen some music, music skips. Last trip I noticed that my consciousness escapes me to things surrounding me, like particles floating around. I know about myself, that I always push it to the limit. To find out what the limit is. It could be that I gain some knowledge or learn a lesson. Now I have found this resourceful community and I hope to learn from you guys rather than from my experience. Could you please share if you had similar experience. Thank you in advance.
BTW. When trip is over I feel great. I'm completely different person. I was able to analyze where I'm now and make some changes without any regrets. I had some rough time that is far behind and now I'm moving forward as a true myself. I'm more sensitive to my surroundings than ever before. Also negative thinking is vanished for good finally.
 
sdrgre said:
So its me, kmk. Can't login with my cred. Those loops are very beneficial if you manage to brake them as it seems. They represent all your repetitive thinking. All yours cockroaches running inside your head. Braking loops is painful mentally, but beneficial. Clearness that comes after is priceless. You truly a different person. One without thoughts constantly running in a background. You just broke that mill inside your head.
How I do it always different, but somehow I end up braking that program code completely. This time I played a game when you send a bird with a message to your playmate. In that message you write a scenario for the next loop to play. Each time you make it more difficult and challenging. One that broke everything completely, was a message from a future with the next loop to play. Crow suppose to deliver that message from a future to play this time. The message was not opened, just when it arrived loop began to dissolve and it was painful. I could not put 2 and 2 together if I would asked to. My thought process was a complete mess. I did not know what is and how to use a lighter, even though I had it in front of me and a cigarette in my mouth. It was not for a long time though, just 30 min or so.
I use Amanita Pantherina - 6 400mg pills. Trip was 5-6 hours long. Started to kick in after an hour ingesting pills.
Good luck on your journey, fellow travelers.
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Wow that's super interesting! Amazing post!
 
Taking Amanita muscaria is like knowing the entire history of an object while you're focusing on it, and then forgetting as soon as you look away. Very mysterious, but mostly a dissociative. Be careful not too fall down the rabbit hole.
 
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