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I know exactly what you mean about this forum. I came here just recently lurking for info on how to slap the portions of my hyperspace that have yet to be slapped and decided to sign up and be an active member of a forum for my first time since I've been online, which has been what maybe 16 years now.


Endlessness, my recent sponsor here, makes some good points. It seems to me that in order to have gone as far down the rabbit hole as possible one would have to have completely eliminated fear and pride from themselves, so that no matter what was encountered one would experience only peaceful, loving equanimity. This would require one to have completely solved all the problems of ego. I estimate from my experience this is possible if one has completely faced all negativity in themselves and transcended it by training themselves to abide in perfect, fearless, loving awareness. In this state of transcendent fearless love responsibilities would be shouldered with ease and choices along with their outcomes would lose all their risk and fearsomeness. But this requires one to not only have realized who they truly are, the non-dual Self transcendent to and encompassing form, but to abide perfectly as that Self while facing all their fearful and prideful vibrations. It seems this can be done by facing in perfect loving awareness one's bad vibrations as they manifest as the content of one's life, be it in "physical" events or in a bad trip. Completing this path of awareness is IME very, very rare, it requires one to love everything equally just as it is with zero fear.


Have you achieved this? I've had trouble with it and am still working on it. As to being able to see another's underlying motives, I have reached a point of purification where I can begin to see this happening in myself. The more of my negativity I have transcended the more psychic I have slowly become, sometimes I can hear people's thoughts before they speak them or know their mind on a certain subject without having them tell me(confirmed in later conversations) or predict the outcomes of future events(only once so far with perfect clarity). This ability rests on becoming one with all of infinity and in me is still very unclear and often inaccurate in areas where I still have fear or pride. It is a distraction for me at this point more than anything, but I do know it to be possible.


I came here looking for aya suppliers but found a community where an unusual number are actively facing themselves. I love it, I can actually talk about this stuff without completely violating the context and social norms of the community. I'm far from ready to go around like jesus telling people to leave society and follow me. It's nice to be able to talk freely even though I fear going out in society at large and directly confronting the others belief systems. :oops:  Here I can do it anonymously and while maybe still helping someone. :p


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