Before you go back to writting more, I seriously suggst you read the answers because they werent only aimed at being a critique for your 'theories', but also for your posting and attitude in general, which regardless of how your 'theory' (belief) changes, you'll still need to take that in consideration.

Also the fact you just said AGAIN that NOW you have killed your ego and saw enlightenment makes me think you really didnt get it.

Last but not least, speaking strictly for myself here, I spent a really long time writting an answer I thought was appropriate to you, so I hope the least you can do is to read before writting another huge post with your beliefs.