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An introduction of myself

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deluxe

deluxe

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Hey to everybody,
at first I would like to mentioned, I do not came from english speak country so my post gonna be affected by this "handicap". I am not quite sure how many I should tell about myself at first message, so I try to be brief.
I am young guy with almost no experiences with hallucinogens so it can be wierd that I am introducing myself on DMT forum, but it is how it is. I am very long time interested in spirituality / mystica and as time go on, I noticed a Albert Hoffmans book about LSD and I realized, he was talking about spirituality - I was shocked, I thought LSD is some drug that produces unreal thing while it is sort of helpful tool to explore myself.
Drugs I have tried are these: salvia divinorium 20x extract, mild trip on DOx, LSA and lot of weed. Definitely nothing like this (dmt).
In theory I am prepared on this trip very well. Practicaly it is definitely worse. While I have no mental problems, I can tell I am very calm and open being I have also many negative things inside myself. At first, I can be marked as "shy" with ppl I do not know well enough to open my self. Also I am not quite sure about my future, I have done high school and do not know what to do next, seems to me that a lot of thing that my peers are doing is just meaningless, I am not saying wrong, just I cant see purpose and feel it cant satisfy my.
My "doing" is in this time something called "trading" where is creativity very needed and I feel I am quite limited on this field now.
About more then 1 year I am practicing meditation, it is very helpful but bring to daily life insights from that is very hard to me.
Soon I will try DMT, maybe I am not the ideal human being to do that but... for example I read "Negative trips [[Preparation]]" where is "Working well in daily life, trying to fulfill responsibilities, be a productive and healthy person, can serve to create a strong clean base from which to start, when goign into these alternative states of consciousness." I can tell I am really "trying" but if I manage to act like is mentioned above is totally different question..
Thought that's all, for now. Please try to ignore mistakes that I have made during writing, I do what I can, hope that make a sense at least.
Peace.
 
deluxe...... I love that name!

Your english is just fine by me, great post! It made good sense.

Are you considering doing an extraction?

I welcome you to the nexus and thank you for taking the time to introduce yourself.

This is a great place to kill two birds with one stone.

Learn about DMT and practice your english. May I ask what your native language is?

I look forward to hearing from you.

IH
 
to Ice House,
thanks for kind words & reception. Extraction - I must admit, I do know almost nothing about it, on this filed is lot of "scientific slang"(in english) and that take me a lot of time to get throught (read it). I plan to read all about it and then make a decision, who knows.
At this time, I have slightly yellow DMT freebase that has been extracted from Mimosa Hostilis root bark. It went through 3x polar washes, water wash, epsom drying and was finally left to slowly dry to ensure it is free of any residual lye or naphta. That is all I know about it..

I am coming from Central Europe, native language is Slovak / Czech :) .
 
Well deluxe once again welcome, please dont let language be an obstacle to you learning and your experience here. There are people here who will help you through what seems to be lost in translation. I dont speak Slovak/Czech but I am sure I can teach you how to extract and do it well!

Stay tuned, follow the forums and threads, you will learn. Ask questions, you will learn.

PM me if you need to, you will learn.

We are here to help you.

IH
 
awesome attitude guys. very appreciated. now I can start to do my homework (reading here all about extraction) and be sure, I can get an help if I would foul somewhere in this process. thanks
 
Welcome! Alot to do, alot to see :twisted:

Welcome to one of the most intense communities on the subject of something that is of monumental importance. It's a breathtaking thing, no doubt about that...no sir.
 
Welcome deluxe :) Worry not, we hear you loud and clear. You have plenty of information here at your fingertips, so please do make the best of it that you can.

Peace

Macre
 
Welcome, deluxe. There's many of us here who have to struggle more or less often when writing in english, so don't let that hold you back.

Enjoy your discoveries.
 
welcome to our community deluxe, you will fit in perfect here

i don't know much about science either, but extracting dmt is really not that hard. just read as much as you can and try to understand the process, and with patience im sure you will do good.
 
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