Eden
Rising Star
This is my first post following a few months of lurking here. I recently completed my junior year in Civil Engineering/Mathematics. My exposure to "drugs" is quite lengthy, but I am truly a child in the form of experimentation. Due to school demands and family pressure to "be above the influence", I was quite strongly against any mind altering substances for most of my life despite being consistently attracted to those without these reservations.
However, little more than a year ago, curiosity finally won me over and I consumed THC in the form of brownies. It was a great experience, but something felt lacking. I greatly enjoyed exploring my mind in ways I never knew possible, but was extremely turned off by the haziness of the experience. This sparked my interest in other chemicals.
Not long after, I was presented the opportunity to partake in LSD. Sitting at my keyboard now, I have no way of putting to words the impact this experience had on my life. My attachments to society and fear of my lack of control over my life were left behind and the future seemed nothing but rapture. Gone was my obsession with the physical, replaced by a deep thirst for the spiritual and metaphysical. Every free weekend from this first voyage provided a new opportunity to explore this world I had discovered. Needless to say, my friends (although drug users themselves) saw this rapid change in lifestyle as a potential issue. Little I said could persuade acceptance despite all them being quite deep into the realms of non-hallucinogens. My lack of desire for weed seemed to further fuel these tensions. All had tried LSD once or twice but this polarization of attentions began causing issues. Still, to each his own.
I stumbled upon this site due to my curiosity in mescaline and its prevalence in Native American culture. The naturalist side of me was deeply attracted to this new etheogen and its reported differences with LSD. I attempted 69ron's tek with great success. As a result of all the browsing needed to become acclimated to extractions, I decided to try my hand at DMT extraction. It is DMT-Nexus after all. I still had ample d-limonene left and opted for the BLAB. This has been the center of my focus for the past month and substantial yields of acetate and fumarate are currently gracing my household.
Complimenting my experiences with LSD and mescaline, DMT has again shaken my perception of reality and a greater sense of this "hyperspace" is dominating my idle musings. After becoming comfortable with DMT's spirit, I attempted a new venture of sharing spice with my close friends, hoping it to be a middle ground between our differences.
This past weekend provided an opportunity for everyone to sit down and try this "spice" I had been raving about. The needed information was shared and the bong was passed around the circle as each departed from this reality. Again, I am having issues putting words to the impact of this experience, but this weekend has been bliss. Healing is already occurring and the days have been full of intense conversation and shared departures. Also, a friend trying to quite smoking weed and cigs has reported spice+ caapi to be nearly eliminating any desire for these substances.
This site is home to the most respectable and knowledgeable community I have ever observed and has shown me the path to healing and enlightenment through DMT. The chemistry has been equally as satisfying, as chem was a discipline I departed from with much regret after deep delving's supported by a spectacular lab and supportive professors in High School. My old interest in painting has also been reawakened as a result of the new world unfolding before my eyes. I am overjoyed to be here.
However, little more than a year ago, curiosity finally won me over and I consumed THC in the form of brownies. It was a great experience, but something felt lacking. I greatly enjoyed exploring my mind in ways I never knew possible, but was extremely turned off by the haziness of the experience. This sparked my interest in other chemicals.
Not long after, I was presented the opportunity to partake in LSD. Sitting at my keyboard now, I have no way of putting to words the impact this experience had on my life. My attachments to society and fear of my lack of control over my life were left behind and the future seemed nothing but rapture. Gone was my obsession with the physical, replaced by a deep thirst for the spiritual and metaphysical. Every free weekend from this first voyage provided a new opportunity to explore this world I had discovered. Needless to say, my friends (although drug users themselves) saw this rapid change in lifestyle as a potential issue. Little I said could persuade acceptance despite all them being quite deep into the realms of non-hallucinogens. My lack of desire for weed seemed to further fuel these tensions. All had tried LSD once or twice but this polarization of attentions began causing issues. Still, to each his own.
I stumbled upon this site due to my curiosity in mescaline and its prevalence in Native American culture. The naturalist side of me was deeply attracted to this new etheogen and its reported differences with LSD. I attempted 69ron's tek with great success. As a result of all the browsing needed to become acclimated to extractions, I decided to try my hand at DMT extraction. It is DMT-Nexus after all. I still had ample d-limonene left and opted for the BLAB. This has been the center of my focus for the past month and substantial yields of acetate and fumarate are currently gracing my household.
Complimenting my experiences with LSD and mescaline, DMT has again shaken my perception of reality and a greater sense of this "hyperspace" is dominating my idle musings. After becoming comfortable with DMT's spirit, I attempted a new venture of sharing spice with my close friends, hoping it to be a middle ground between our differences.
This past weekend provided an opportunity for everyone to sit down and try this "spice" I had been raving about. The needed information was shared and the bong was passed around the circle as each departed from this reality. Again, I am having issues putting words to the impact of this experience, but this weekend has been bliss. Healing is already occurring and the days have been full of intense conversation and shared departures. Also, a friend trying to quite smoking weed and cigs has reported spice+ caapi to be nearly eliminating any desire for these substances.
This site is home to the most respectable and knowledgeable community I have ever observed and has shown me the path to healing and enlightenment through DMT. The chemistry has been equally as satisfying, as chem was a discipline I departed from with much regret after deep delving's supported by a spectacular lab and supportive professors in High School. My old interest in painting has also been reawakened as a result of the new world unfolding before my eyes. I am overjoyed to be here.
welcome to Nexus friend..
